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no matter how many times i tell people “i dont care how other people do, i care how I do,” they still try to comfort me when I’m upset about my abysmal performance by saying “but nobody else got a perfect score either!!!” or “you did better than most people” or even “you did better than anyone else” like. uh. i dont care. i literally dont care at all. i dont give one singular fuck about how other people are doing. i was striving for perfection and didnt reach it, which is what the problem is, and no amount of consolation prizes wrt how i stack up to others is gonna fix that =/

VAN EYCK

I lost it at the end.

i’m so done with the way girls in twenties are treated. i’m so done with people who literally create timetable for us. 20- 24  find a guy, 24-26 make him propose to you, 27-29 get married. i’m so done. i’m do not want to get 2 a.m texts from my best friend who is freaking out that she is gonna die alone. i do not want see my 20 years old friend wasting her time on some guys who are not even interested in her. i do not want see us falling for every nice guy who does not look creepy. i do not want to see girls get sad or paranoid just bcos they do not fill in the schedule. you are ok. you should enjoy your life at its fullest and one day you will find 10/10 so do not pursue 6 just because you do not want to be single. it is ok and one day you will find someone. do not split your love with people who does not deserve it. keep it for yourself and when time will come you will know. i know it hurts. i know you wish u could just open part of yourself and release the buzzing love. but not every kind of love is romantic. show it to your family, friends, plants, yourself.

Jesus

I bet those two are couple now..

I’m gay

me too

This is such a great story