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I find myself looking back and every instance that I should've seen

Your home before me, filled to the ankles with alcohol bottles, feces and trash

I was the one who cleaned it, I wish I would have seen it

You let your son sleep in this trash, I cleaned it for your son. I wish I would have seen it.

You gave me a sob story of losing your son and being an alcoholic, getting him back made you "quit". I wish I would have seen.

You did drugs, and made me try them too. I lost my job and got kicked out of my family's home. I wish I would have seen.

12 months in a camper, never money to afford groceries.

I went to food banks alone, I signed up for government assistance alone. I wish I would have seen.

I never wanted to be a wife, especially to you. But you sold me some talk. You didnt even buy my engagement ring, it was your babymommas. I wish I would have seen.

You didnt even buy my wedding ring, but I bought yours, you lost it the next day. I replaced it. My ring doesnt even fit.

I wish I would have seen.

You quit jobs, you had 3 in 2025, with more than 3 months in between each. I wish I saw.

I wanted out. So I left. I got me an apartment. You hounded my phone and threatened to make a scene at my work. I wish I saw.

I believed your talk again, and here I am 7 months later, with you and

No job

Just excuses

Cant even care for your son properly

No respect to your wife

Just ignorance and excuses

I wish I saw

Everyday Im upset

Everyday I blame myself for believing

Everyday I want out

Sometimes I go outside to feel better