and green tea. and putting the laundry on.

time for rice porridge cooked in stock and garnished with spring onions from my garden and a boiled egg and some other stuff

cabbage kimchi.

woke up thinking about backrooms 2026. it was creepy!!

how to bridge gap between thinking about doing, and actually doing

I honestly forgot the caged animal desperation feeling of being in a suboptimal living situation/environment and having no actionable immediate plans to get out of it. I won’t succumb to hopelessness bc I’ve changed my own situation plenty of times before, but it does feel particularly suffocating before an assured light at the end of the tunnel has been identified and secured lmao

somehow we accidentally ran out of white rice, so for dinner last night (hot smoked black pepper salmon, broccoli J’s way) i steamed quinoa grains instead of rice! it was different and interesting and i really liked the texture of it.

remember the importance of vitamin D!

depression that makes me stop being able to enjoy/engage with music feels Exactly like being ushered out of my own existence to look at everything from the other side of a glass wall.

cats = awesome fuzzy muzzle havers