Gabby

I don’t have a lot of people on here, but I’m hoping with what I’m about to say it will get out further and help people. 

So back in September I got with my first ever boyfriend, I didn’t think he would turn into someone I’d fear. the first few months were awkward and shit like that, texted a lot and those typical things. Things kind of threw me off one night when we were texting he had asked when he could touch my ass and boobs, minding we were only together at this point for about 2 or 3 weeks, so it wasn’t long at all. When he started coming over and we hung out more it became more sexual, he wanted me to do things I wasn’t comfortable with at all. I told him I didn’t want to, and when he wouldn’t stop trying I shut down completely. I wouldn’t get near him and once he realized I shut down he stopped trying. It took me doing that before he’d stop. Months went by and he became a different person, he began insulting me, my friends and everything, which I didn’t stand for and caused arguments. We’d video chat and talk some nights and he’d ignore me so I just didn’t talk or if I did it was one worded answers. He’s called me stupid, said my beliefs are stupid and many other things. He thought he was always right, and what I said was wrong. I put up with this for 7 months. He’s still blaming me for most things that went wrong during this relationship. Before breaking up he told me that he just wanted to be fuck buddies basically, and after a few months of telling each other “I love you” he said he didn’t want to say that anymore, but my issue with that is that he had no issue saying it before when he got what he wanted. During school one day my cousin went OFF on him because she’s known and seen everything he’s done to me, but he’s blaming me for her doing that and that I painted him to be an asshole, she seen everything, I asked her to not go off on him, he began to insult my family more especially her by saying I had shitty family if they stood up for me. I ended the relationship, I told him I don’t want to deal with him mentally abusing me anymore, I can’t handle that on top of everything I was going through at the time He constantly put me down and just made things worse. I would get bored and sing and he’d tell me to stop because he didn’t like it, I stopped completely singing for a few months because of him. He hated my music and told me to turn it off while he blasted his all the time shutting me out so he couldn’t hear me. He’d say things just to start arguments just because he was bored. I thought I loved this person because he was my first and even with everything he did, I thought I had to put up with his shit.

So the boys signed to Rude Records in like mid January or February and I’m so excited to hear the new music and hang out with them again. There should be touring soon in the future, and hopefully they do some house shows too.