I need to be a Fucking Freak
i need to be massive!
i need to be a freak!
i need to be inhuman!
i need to be a god!
i need my neck to be swallowed up by my massive traps!
i need my shoulders to be big as boulders!
i need my chest to be so big that I can't see past it!
i need my back to be so big and wide that I cannot walk through doorways!
i need my arms so big that they are the size of most people's legs!
i need my abs to be so cute and defined that you could wash clothes on it!
i need my ass to be big and hard!
i need my legs so big that they are the size of tree trunks!
i won't be walking, I'll be waddling, lumbering!
i need to have a hard time finding clothes that fit!
i need to have a hard time fitting into places; doorways, vehicles, restroom stalls, etc!
i need to be stared at!
i need looks of amazement, wonder, jealousy, envy, disgust!
i need to be worshipped!
i will say this once more;
i NEED TO BE MASSIVE!!
i need to "Fuck Normalcy"
I don't just want to be big
i want to be massive.
i want to be meat to be grown and grown and grown,
i don't just want to be built;
i want to turn heads
i want to be meat so headturningly huge that people automatically move out of way as i walk through a crowd
i don't just want to be large;
i want to be freakish meat grown into a musclechub so large i resembles livestock.
i want to be a cow not a bull
i don't just want to be normal;
i want to leave it behind
i want this progression of a being a gym meathead.
i've dreamt about getting big as a kid
i've now become an adult that gets a gym pass
i start training hard
i'm eating eating and eating more
i take supplements legal
i take supplements illegal
i start doing things that regular dudes think is gay
i take gym selfies
i start posing in my under armors in locker rooms
i'm texting shirtless in locker room after intense chest workout
i'm bringing food in tupperware with me everywhere i go
i start eating in gym
i am bcoming twice the size of a regular guy but thinking i'm small af
i'm thinking i'm never big enough
i'm going shirtless every chance i get
i'm wearing shorts and tight tank tops with a cap as my uniform
i'm constantly flexing and checking myself out in all mirrors in dressing rooms or elevators
i know its time for photo shoot, showing off
i'm waddling around as a beast monster
i'm living as a huge FREAK
i'm loving all the attention and comments positive or negative.
i'm relishing being a monster in gym
i'm enjoying regular people asking me questions like "what's the best protein?"
i'm glad thatafter years of being bigger than average i finally know i'm a true meathead.
i want to be too big to fit into doorways.
I want each step I take to echo and groan under the weight of my muscle.
i want people to stare, in envy and in fear and in lust.
i want everyone to know how strong I am.
i want everyone to know how HUGE I am.
i want to keep growing.
i want to grow more than anyone has grown before.
i want to keep going.
i want MORE!
i want to be a freak.
i want to be fucking massive.
i don't want to be massive in the sense that you go to the gym for a year or so and put on a couple pounds of muscle and slim down a bit and look for the beach. No.
i want so much more I want to feel the power of muscle surging through my whole body every waking moment.
i want my extra large shirts to feel tight and skimpy compared to my size.
i want my TRIPLE EXTRA LARGE shirts to feel tight.
i want to look down at my feet and all I want to see is the rippling mass of my massive pecs.
i want to raise my arms and have my movement to be limited by the sheer size of my arms and shoulders.
i want to outgrow all of my jeans because my quads and my ass would just be too fucking huge to fit in them all.
i want my back to spread out like the wings of a fucking jet plane.
























