Roided-Out Muscle Freak (350lb+)

 i need to be massive! 

i need to be a freak! 

i need to be inhuman! 

i need to be a god! 

i need my neck to be swallowed up by my massive traps! 

i need my shoulders to be big as boulders! 

i need my chest to be so big that I can't see past it! 

i need my back to be so big and wide that I cannot walk through doorways! 

i need my arms so big that they are the size of most people's legs! 

i need my abs to be so cute and defined that you could wash clothes on it! 

i need my ass to be big and hard! 

i need my legs so big that they are the size of tree trunks! 

i won't be walking, I'll be waddling, lumbering! 

i need to have a hard time finding clothes that fit! 

i need to have a hard time fitting into places; doorways, vehicles, restroom stalls, etc! 

i need to be stared at! 

i need looks of amazement, wonder, jealousy, envy, disgust! 

i need to be worshipped! 

i will say this once more; 

i NEED TO BE MASSIVE!!

i need to "Fuck Normalcy" 

I don't just want to be big

i want to be massive. 

i want to be meat to be grown and grown and grown,

i don't just want to be built;

i want to turn heads 

i want to be meat so headturningly huge that people automatically move out of way as i walk through a crowd 

i don't just want to be large; 

i want to be freakish meat grown into a musclechub so large i resembles livestock. 

i want to be a cow not a bull 

i don't just want to be normal; 

i want to leave it behind 

i want this progression of a being a gym meathead. 

i've dreamt about getting big as a kid

i've now become an adult that gets a gym pass

i start training hard

i'm eating eating and eating more

i take supplements legal

i take supplements illegal

i start doing things that regular dudes think is gay

i take gym selfies

i start posing in my under armors in locker rooms

i'm texting shirtless in locker room after intense chest workout

i'm bringing food in tupperware with me everywhere i go

i start eating in gym

i am bcoming twice the size of a regular guy but thinking i'm small af

i'm thinking i'm never big enough 

i'm going shirtless every chance i get 

i'm wearing shorts and tight tank tops with a cap as my uniform

i'm constantly flexing and checking myself out in all mirrors in dressing rooms or elevators 

i know its time for photo shoot, showing off

i'm waddling around as a beast monster

i'm living as a huge FREAK

i'm loving all the attention and comments positive or negative.

i'm relishing being a monster in gym

i'm enjoying regular people asking me questions like "what's the best protein?"

i'm glad thatafter years of being bigger than average i finally know i'm a true meathead.

i want to be too big to fit into doorways. 

I want each step I take to echo and groan under the weight of my muscle. 

i want people to stare, in envy and in fear and in lust. 

i want everyone to know how strong I am. 

i want everyone to know how HUGE I am. 

i want to keep growing. 

i want to grow more than anyone has grown before. 

i want to keep going. 

i want MORE!

i want to be a freak. 

i want to be fucking massive. 

i don't want to be massive in the sense that you go to the gym for a year or so and put on a couple pounds of muscle and slim down a bit and look for the beach. No.

i want so much more I want to feel the power of muscle surging through my whole body every waking moment. 

i want my extra large shirts to feel tight and skimpy compared to my size. 

i want my TRIPLE EXTRA LARGE shirts to feel tight. 

i want to look down at my feet and all I want to see is the rippling mass of my massive pecs. 

i want to raise my arms and have my movement to be limited by the sheer size of my arms and shoulders. 

i want to outgrow all of my jeans because my quads and my ass would just be too fucking huge to fit in them all.