Don't trust anyone but yourself

Clarke and Bellamy would’ve backed away immediately to give Murphy space, but they’d gotten in each other’s way even if they did finally manage. 

“Sorry,” Bellamy murmured. “We forgot what this is like for you.”

After biting her bottom lip for a moment, Clarke felt the need to explain. “Most soulmates feel a pull and it’s crazy making at first for most. But, but from what Bellamy and I can tell, we’re worse. Our pull is deeper, stronger, undeniable. Other’s can pick between their various soulmates and get over that initial drive.”

“We’ll leave you alone if you want. Or at least try to.” Bellamy had to crush Clarke’s hand in his grip to keep from touching Murphy again, and judging by the way she gripped back, she had the same problem.

Eyes closed as the rejection flooded through her, Clarke refused to let any tears fall as she braced for Murphy’s response.

Murphy was breathing more heavily. He was overwhelmed by the situation, overwhelmed by these two strangers who were right in front of him treating him as if they had known him all their lives. Murphy couldn’t do that. He was a loner, he had always been alone and he didn’t know how to handle being surrounded by people that seemed to like

“You can’t just go and touch people... I need space” he closed his eyes and tried to think and understand what was happening. “I need to be able to think about this. I never seen anyone of you before....” he shook his head and finally opened his eyes. 

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[ ✪ ] our muses are stuck in an elevator together.

Murphy had been walking up and down in the small elevator for at least five minutes. He didn’t like tight spaces. It felt like being in a cage and that didn’t work well with Murphy. His breath was slightly hitched and the expression on his face was totally blank. “I hate this…” he grumbled. His eyes wandered over to Monroe for a second. “How can you be so calm?” 

“Yup. Breathing.” she said, glancing over at him. “Breathe and try to distract yourself. If you don’t think about it, it can’t hurt you.” She said, parroting something an older foster sister had once said to her.

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Murphy looked at her for a moment unable to say something. “Me a virgin… no why would you think that?” he lied and scratch at the back of his head. He felt suddenly very nervous and sweat started to run down his back. 

“You could buy me dinner.” Monroe suggested. “Find somewhere with a pretty view for us to sit.  I don’t know, Murphy. Your guess is as good as mine on this.”

      hey everyone. so a. ( hey we reached kai’s favorite number x 100 ) b. look how far we’ve come guys. nah fam. really to start off one of the most important things you’ve all got to know is that playing ontari for you all it’s a joint effort, she wouldn’t be here without your constant support for this blog and azgeda as a whole especially though the hiatus and i just wanted to thank you all for being so supportive of her character and her country. you guys put up with a lot from me, pointless rants and hella ooc posts but i’m just happy that i get to share her with you guys. and it warms my heart how fucking close and friendly everyone is in the community. so while i do have a few personal wips i have to finish for a few close friends ( * theme bgs and what not ) i thought i’d be a doll and also make some big things for everyone else. inspired by the fact that i’ve been iconing my ass off over here and have 400+ and am still only on episode two here’s a quick gveaway for everyone:

anyone that enters ( * just like/reblog y’all know the drill ) gets a chance to win or pass on a free theme background and modified code to fit it, as well as ( ??? * ) icons based on whatever fucking two episodes of whatever series ( or one film ) you want done ( as long as i can find the thing and/or resources of the thing ). you will also get a matching promo &. because i love doing them get an azgeda scarification edit of your character. because i know that peeps sometimes have their fav things already done or are a okay with the icons they have if you win you will have the option to pass on whatever parts of the prize you don’t want to other peoples or make it a “ free for all ” in which i’ll just make a few random ass icons/bgs/promo templete and post them for anyone to use. 

also because we can never get enough of the icesquad it’s important for me to shout out the babes who are like totally lowkey my heart and soul. azgeda is love. azgeda is life, my muse for o has been through the roof lately ( * and yes i know it dosen’t show but you can blame school for that fucking anim classes have me hanging by the neck. i was gonna make a full bias list but because i have the ae thing for my comp applications class rendering i really dont want this to like kill my comp before i finish the list so ~~~ just an icesquad shout out and we’re done fam <3 see y’all at the next hundred.