chose to read if you wish.
iβm not a perfect person by any means and i never claimed to be. iβm sorry if along the way iβve made anyone feel uncomfortable or unsafe. i know i can do better, and that is something iβm working on doing every day.
i know not everyone is going to like me or like my writing and thatβs completely fine. i donβt have any issue with that.
but the amount of cruelty and bullying iβve experienced since joining this fandom is absolutely ridiculous. and iβm not talking about what just happened the other day.
being mass blocked by people iβve never spoken to, getting sent hate anons about my looks, my writing, that i donβt write someone the way they want me to. (this isnβt limited to just eddie either)
and iβm stuck wondering what i did to make anyone hate me that much.
i know there are a lot of amazing people in this fandom that have been so very kind to me, and i appreciate that so much. so thank you.
however this fandom has just felt icky and unsafe for me for a while now so iβm taking myself out of the equation.
there is a really big problem in this fandom of people fighting, back stabbing and just being straight up mean to each other. iβve been in many fandom spaces in my life but i have never seen one so horrible to each other.
especially when the person we all are doing this for is Eddie Munson.
a character who has been bullied, harassed and banished by his own town for being different. you would think we would be more kind towards each other.
iβve been holding this in for a long time but it needs to be said. go ahead and unfollow me, block me i truly donβt care at this point.
but being silent when you see this kind of behavior happening over and over again makes you complicit to it.
thatβs all i have to say on the matter. and this is not me directly calling anyone out. donβt take it that way. iβm talking about this fandom as a whole.
we all need to do better or this fandom is going to die out completely. itβs already half way there.
iβll only be around to post stuff on my divider blog because i canβt do this anymore. maybe at some point iβll return to write again, but iβm not promising anything.
i wish everyone here the best, i mean that wholeheartedly.
but this isnβt fun for me anymore.