This is the house that Aduns built.

I can acknowledge that I’m lonely and seek companionship and friendship but I also barely leave the house and socialize. I go to the same places and have been staying in much more than is appropriate for summertime.

I think I’m getting into my men centered bag again. Need to cut that shit out. Immediately. What I crave most is intimacy but nothing is even coming close to coming close to what I want and how I want it. I’m twenty fucking five, I can’t be in the headspace I was in at 23. I have Tinder💀 Hinge 🙂 and Feeld🤕. It’s too much. I’m obsessing over texts I haven’t received from a 36 year old Polish white man with the self esteem of a 17 year old 😵‍💫 Like Wtf. And being high is the only thing that’s helping me cope w it. This is the least productive thing I could be doing with my time. I need to gain some self control

LMAO tb to a couple days ago when

I remember this girl named Perle or something the black one posting something on your story about cooking people meals and I sort of thought it was like a promo for her catering business or some shit and I’ll give you a good review if the food is good.