communicating without speaking~

And sometimes... it just hurts a little bit more

Why am I back in this dark phase? 

Why do I always feel like Im not good enough?

How long do I need to hold on to see the sunshine? I kept telling myself that storms pass, good things will eventually come. But why cant I see the light? Why does it seem like an endless tunnel? Why does it feel like Im stuck in an endless loop? 

Was I a terrible person?

Sometimes, all I want is for things to go in favor of me. But why is that, more often than not, I feel like that universe is conspiring against me?

What now?

And here I am again late at night, with thoughts of giving up. 

Thank you to those people who where nice to me during those times that I can’t even be nice to myself. 

I’ve been wanting to write my heart out but now that I am in front of my computer, what I am supposed to write? Where do I start? Or.... How do I start? 

Okay so I tried to clear out this blog as I wanted to start from scratch but I couldn’t seem to let go of this blog

This pandemic is getting worse

I made leche flan and I liked it!