Hello.

I’m lost.

All I’ve been doing is working, I cant seem to find myself interested or excited in wanting to do anything else.

I wake up, go to work, sleep, wake up, go to work, sleep.

today I finally took the day off to just sit at home and rest, but even then I was planning out my next week on which days I worked and which days I can fit in my other jobs to work or which days I could try to double shift.

I’m not money hungry. I’m just trying to make use of my days and figure out how long I can continue to work. But it just seems like I’m using work as a distraction.

I’ve been working long shifts, 10 hour shifts, 12 hour shifts, or 16 hour shifts. It just seems like I’m a zombie now. No time to talk to anyone, just a few messages here and there. I don’t know what’s wrong with me anymore. Sometimes I’d rather work than go out.