I know you’re somewhere, somewhere, i’ve been trapped in my mind, girl just holding on

I don’t wanna,

Pretend we’re something, we’re nothing, i’ve been stuck thinking bout her I can’t hold on

(Verse) I’m in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain, I’ve been tripping bout some things, cant change,

Suicidal same time I’m tame, picture this in bed get a phone call, girl that you fuck with killed herself, that was this summer and nobody helped, and ever since than man I hate myself,

wanna fucking end it,

pessimistic, all wanna see me with no pot to piss in, but niggas been excited bout the grave im digging, having conversations bout my haste decisions, fucking sickening,

At the same time, memories surface through the grapevine bout my uncle playing with a slip knot, post traumatic stress got me fucked up, been fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up,

I’ll be feeling pain, I’ll be feeling pain, just to hold on,