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Gonna move Ari over to a new non-sideblog. Hopefully this makes it easier on everyone, see y'all on the other side! Will reblog with a tag
///Since the tag refuses to tag-
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Moving blogs
Gonna move Ari over to a new non-sideblog. Hopefully this makes it easier on everyone, see y'all on the other side! Will reblog with a tag
///Since the tag refuses to tag-
Direct reblog.

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Moving blogs
Gonna move Ari over to a new non-sideblog. Hopefully this makes it easier on everyone, see y'all on the other side! Will reblog with a tag
!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
-Gavin wasnāt convinced. He let out a shaky sigh, putting Berserker on the floor and coming just a bit closer to her, beginning to examine her body. Only with eyes, donāt worry.-
āYou sure?.. You look.. You look like youāre declining, if Iām gonna be honest.ā Heās getting.. Kind of worried. If that wasnāt obvious..
"I do?" She asked innocently. At this point, not even she knows why she's still lying. He obviously's notices her state. Maybe she's just afraid of what would happen if she admitted to lying. Or maybe she's just a bit out of it. "I think I'll be fine."
//Some Elijah stuff because i love him, ok so
//Despite being super rich and fancy he just likes going to Burger King on Tuesdays and camping out there with Chloe until heās had absolutely enough
//He isnāt really the big, intimidating business-man type that everyone gets to see. Truth be told, he has some of his cabinets programmed to play clown sound effects when theyāre opened
//When Connor and Hank arrived, he was in dirty grey sweatpants and a stained Supreme T-shirt. He didnāt have time to get dressed into anything more suitable, so, he didnāt. He just took everything off and told everyone to hop in the pool, while Chloe waited to bring them in. Heās still mocked about that
///oooh!
!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
-Pathetic is how he likes it. Unable to fight back, unable to disagree, unable to leave. ..But he doesnāt want to like it that way. And, that brings us here, the progressive stage⦠Gavin found another spot to sit, getting comfortable as he watched the pig play around with Ari. It was very cute..-
-Berserker was snorting and grunting, walking up and down to try and get a good sniff of the androids face. Directly on her face, that is. He would nudge against her hands, even lick them in an attempt to get her to stop. Playfully, of course.-
ā..Heās beinā a brat right now. Sorry about that.ā
āItās-ā she cut off, due to another āattackā from Berserker- but this time, she fell backwards, unable to keep her balance as she tried to prevent injury to both android and pig. The fall bought her a little bit of time to recover, but she couldnāt pull herself back up. āItās fine, really.ā
She twisted around so that she was laying on her side, trying to make it look like it was a tactical choice instead of her being physically unable to pull herself up. She really did not want Gavin to find out just how much blood sheād lost, and how much it affected her. She felt lucky that he hadnāt had much reaction to the hollow, tinny sound of her voice- she wasnāt sure whether it was damage to her voice box or her body reducing function in āunnecessaryā functions.
-Berserker squealed in fright, giving some very hard and scared shivers in response. Gavin scoot over to take him back, getting just a tad bit paranoid after the flop. He then took note of her, the real questions raising.-
āIām just.. Takinā him for a bit, just in case, heh.. You can have him back in a bit, donāt worry. ..Need some help?..ā
She nodded as Gavin picked Berserker up again. "I'm alright, I just, um... I need a minute, is all. I think... I think it was just a bit much after hardly moving for a week, I'm okay." Not a lie, but not exactly the truth. 'Bested by a pig the size of a toaster' was closer.
She laid there for a little bit, around 30 seconds before taking a deep breath-- wincing and hissing slightly at the peak of it-- and slowly dragging herself to the wall. She struggled to sit upright, but eventually was able to maneuver herself into a half-sitting position, supported by the wall.
She closed her eyes for a second, sighed, then opened them again. She looked over at the pair- little Berserker, and Gavin. She gave a half-hearted smile accompanied by a slow blink. "I'm alright, see?" She was mostly talking to Berserker, but don't tell the human that.

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!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
-Pathetic is how he likes it. Unable to fight back, unable to disagree, unable to leave. ..But he doesnāt want to like it that way. And, that brings us here, the progressive stage⦠Gavin found another spot to sit, getting comfortable as he watched the pig play around with Ari. It was very cute..-
-Berserker was snorting and grunting, walking up and down to try and get a good sniff of the androids face. Directly on her face, that is. He would nudge against her hands, even lick them in an attempt to get her to stop. Playfully, of course.-
ā..Heās beinā a brat right now. Sorry about that.ā
"It's-" she cut off, due to another 'attack' from Berserker- but this time, she fell backwards, unable to keep her balance as she tried to prevent injury to both android and pig. The fall bought her a little bit of time to recover, but she couldn't pull herself back up. "It's fine, really."
She twisted around so that she was laying on her side, trying to make it look like it was a tactical choice instead of her being physically unable to pull herself up. She really did not want Gavin to find out just how much blood she'd lost, and how much it affected her. She felt lucky that he hadn't had much reaction to the hollow, tinny sound of her voice- she wasn't sure whether it was damage to her voice box or her body reducing function in 'unnecessary' functions.
!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
Ariās face lit up when she heard Berserkerās little grunts, a soft smile spreading as she watched him sniff the air. Then, suddenly she let out a tiny gasp as she looked at the puddle of unevaporated thirium on the floor.
āHe canāt go too close to that⦠Thiri- er, blue blood is highly toxic to humans and animals, heāll get really sick if he gets too curious and tries to⦠lick it or something.ā She tried to explain as gently as she could.
She changed her position a bit, trying her best to cross her legs. She winced a bit as the fabric knot pressed into what remained of her wound, and her movement was quite slow and weak. Almost as though she didnāt quite have the strength to move, but she settled after more than a few seconds of struggle.
āI know, i know.. Heās had lots of food and drink today, so.. He shouldnāt try to eat anything weird. Ha haā¦ā Once Gavin was sure she settled and was comfortable, he leaned down and just placed Berserker onto her, away from her legs. Then, he stepped back, and used the old phone to take a photo. It was.. Sweet to him. They were cute together, the way Berserker excitedly began sniffing at Aris face. āAaaww⦠Thatās adorable⦠Heās happy to be chillinā with us, apparently.ā Finishing, he then handed the phone to her as well.
She laughed, although it sounded restrained and nervous, it was something. She tried to give the delighted animal a scratch behind the ear, but was disappointed to find that her hand was blocked by... well, her other hand. She tried her darndest but it was awkward at best and uncomfortable at worst. And so, rather than petting the critter, she instead opted for a classic game of dodge the snout, where she simply tried to keep the pig from crashing into her face.
It was pathetic, really.
!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
Ari's face lit up when she heard Berserker's little grunts, a soft smile spreading as she watched him sniff the air. Then, suddenly she let out a tiny gasp as she looked at the puddle of unevaporated thirium on the floor.
"He can't go too close to that... Thiri- er, blue blood is highly toxic to humans and animals, he'll get really sick if he gets too curious and tries to... lick it or something." She tried to explain as gently as she could.
She changed her position a bit, trying her best to cross her legs. She winced a bit as the fabric knot pressed into what remained of her wound, and her movement was quite slow and weak. Almost as though she didn't quite have the strength to move, but she settled after more than a few seconds of struggle.
!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
āMm-hmm.ā He was very quiet when she thanked. Gavin still felt very.. Bad. He- He never means to get so angry.. Especially with such a sweet girl, whoās willing to thank him after all that went down. He feels awful.. ā..I.. Was thinking.. I might leave my old phone down here with you. Thereās no internet, itās outta service, but itās still got the essentials. Might even have some old music, or.. Videos or somethinā. I dunno.ā
-Gavin just⦠Felt the need to do something nice for her, after something so scary. Having a little device to goof around on just seems like something to keep her entertained, for all the hours heās away. Kind of⦠Odd when you think about it, so, itās best not too.-
She seemed to perk up at the offer, giving a groggy half-smile in return. "I'd... I'd like that, I think," she said, her words beginning to... slur? And on top of the mechanical filter tainting her voice. "That... sounds nice."
She began to absentmindedly tap her fingers together, as best she could with her wrists bound together. The tapping lined up with the subtle cycling of the light in her arm, a silent rhythm that seemed ingrained in her being. It'd been long enough with the ties that she'd somewhat learned to function with the equivalent of a singular claw of a hand, yet it made it difficult to fidget nervously.
"Where's, um..." she began, then paused. "... Berserker?" The word felt strange, an angry word used to describe such a sweet, playful animal.
The little things
Sometimes, it's the little things that really sell a character. Tiny moments of humanity can shine through the pages or the screen to remind you that reality can be found in the most fantastical of places.
With that in mind, here's an ask game to drill down into those small, subtle characterizations! Send some emojis and a character name/names!
āŗļø - what's their smile like?
š³ - how do they act when they're nervous?
𤫠- if confronted by a dangerous situation where quiet was important, would they be able to keep silent?
𤯠- what's a fact or bit of knowledge they don't know but which would absolutely blow their minds if they found out?
š - what (if any) is their preferred way to receive affection?
š¬ - do they have a tell when lying/bluffing?
š¶ - what's their posture like, and why? What does it say about them?
š± - what does fear look like on them, and is there anyone who can tell before everyone else when it's setting in?
𤩠- what's something they're absolutely amazed by?
𤪠- do they have any squicks?
š· - what are they like when they're sick? (needy, self-isolating, try to power through, etc)
𤲠- how do they feel about touch?
š - how do they make eye contact? Do they use it as a gesture of power or subservience? Does giving it or witholding it mean something to them, or to the people around them?
š - how would they handle having one or more senses taken away?
š“ - what's the longest they've gone without sleep? Is skipping sleep a normal occurrence for them?
š¤ - what's something that will always, without fail, make them angry?
š£ - how do they go about getting someone's attention?
š£ - what do their footsteps sound like? Could anyone recognize them from that sound alone?
⨠- tell a random fact about them!

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!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
-What can we do about it? That was a question to think on. Gavin had absolutely no idea what to do about it. He had no idea what to do about himself, let alone their situation. So⦠He just breathed, speaking lowly.-
ā..I.. I-I can make it better, Iāll make it better, this wont ever happen again,ā Why is he trying to convince her? At least he was remorseful.. āW-..Weāll go back upstairs, rest up a little bit, and.. Sleep, or something, just.. Reset. Reset the day, restart everything,ā ā¦Forget everything that happened. Right.
āI donāt think I can forget⦠Forgive, maybe, in time, but⦠I wonāt forget. Iām sorry.ā
At least she was being honest.
She paused, squinting as she tried to translate her jumbled thoughts into words. Her LED cycled yellow.
ā⦠do you think Iām aliveā¦?ā
She sounded so small, so nervous and tired. She sounded almost like a child, aside from the metallic filter around her voice.
Her question seemed to overlap his possible anger over her first response, now seeming⦠Kind of nervous? He visibly tensed up, his hold on her becoming just a bit tighter, and his hands becoming fidgety. āI- Of course i do, i do, i- i know it-.. Thereās so much going on right now, i-itās hard not to believe that,ā
-Truthfully, he does. Over the stages of the revolution, Gavin has changed and evolved behind closed doors, yet still holding his ādown-with-androidsā image in public or on the job. Why? Heās scared of criticism. Heās scared of being teased, mocked, laughed at, or looked at funny. Hard to believe, i know. But, now begs the question, why would he say otherwise, directly at her? Itās his need to hurt. In any circumstance, in any situation, if heās upset? He goes straight for the throat. Hence why he only has 2 friends, and doesnāt talk to his brother anymore. But thatās their fault, right?...-
āI didnāt- I-I donāt mean to be mean, i donāt mean to be mean..ā His voice fell quiet, Gavin somewhat using her as an emotional barrier.
That⦠was a relief? She couldnāt tell how she felt about that fact. She had just come to terms with the idea that he didnāt think she was alive, and here he was adding another layer onto this massive puzzle and confusing the android even further.
āWhat do you want me to do?ā
She curled further into herself slightly, as if to protect her own words. āI⦠I donāt want to mess up again.ā She tensed, then released a tiny, half-hearted chuckle. āI donāt even know what time or day it is, Iām⦠Iām completely lost. All my connections are gone. My GPS, my clock, calendar, itās all gone. I-itās scaring me. Even though I suppose itās better that way for you, I just⦠Iāve never felt so vulnerable and weak.ā
There she goes, opening up again like a book. She just canāt seem to stop. It was almost like she was drunk. The part about her connections was completely out of nowhere, but it seemed like sheād been thinking about it for a long time.
āI donāt know.ā
-Thatās all he could say. Processing her concerns, hearing how she feels, despite already knowing somewhere in his head⦠He had to think for a solution, that didnāt give her too much freedom, of course. He gave a small scoot and sat up straight instead of a slight lay, giving a low hum as he released her, now reaching into his pocket. He brought out his phone, turning it onto the opening screen, just so she could see the date, the time, and partially cutoff news headlines. Nothing necessary, though.-
She tilted her head slightly to the side and blinked as her eyes adjusted to the sudden brightness. She made note of the information displayed- forcibly reprogramming her internal calendar and clock to sync with the time showed on his device. The only indicator of the process was the flickering of her LED that lasted a few seconds. The two notification headlines she could see were, indeed, cut off, but what she could see had two contrasting tones. āAndroid Revolutionaries Protest...ā āRogue Machines Terrorize Detroit...ā So Gavin hadnāt lied before- the revolution she had witnessed the birth of was in full swing, and humans were just as pissed. That didnāt change how she felt about her situation, though. Once she had processed everything, she nodded gently. ā... thank you...ā she said, looking away from his phone. āThat... that helps a lot.ā
About the blog. (NOT LEAVING DONT WORRY)
//So, Iāve been debating for a while. While, i love having my DBH blog, i just feel like i also want more. (As you can see from my earlier posts from the past few days.)
//Itās always been like this. Iām always into SO MANY THINGS AT ONCE, but, always open a singular blog for each of them, in an attempt of giving them each an opportunity to make me happy. Unfortunately, as seen with my Ghostface and Piper blog, it just doesnāt work. All my focus is always directed in one blog, and Iām not sure how to fix that.
//I open blogs just to close them because i donāt use them, cause Iām always busy with just one. I tried opening a multimuse blog with a proper URL a while ago, but, hell, even that one has gone untouched. And itās not like Iām lacking partners, thatās no problem!! Iām just lacking the attention to tend to more than one blog, and i donāt like that.
//Iāve tried again and again to run multiple blogs and be happy and consistent with them, but it just doesnāt work. One always has my favor over all others, and my poor partners end up getting abandoned with no updates, and it makes me feel bad. I just canāt seem to get a hold of anything thatās not ONE BLOG? So, this is where i ask YOU GUYS for a good opinion:
//Should i completely rewrite this blog to cater to my needs?
//Change the URL, change the theme, hell, maybe just move the entire blog to be its own independent one, so i didnāt have to worry about it being a sideblog. Would that go over well, do you think? Or does it sound like a mistake? Would anyone even enjoy a blog that releases SO MUCH diverse content? I donāt know. I still love DBH with all my heart, and my muses havenāt gone down one bit, but, thereās so much more on my mind, and being crammed down to just one series feels like Iām unnecessarily chaining myself down. HOWEVER, Iām also wondering if this is just enough. Iām in a very comfortable spot for my blog right now, but, it doesnāt feel that way. I feel like i need SOMETHING DIFFERENT IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, but whenever i try, i just canāt seem to leave this blog be. Iām attached to it, and all my friends on it. Maybe Iām overthinking it, but, hoo boy, Iām in a SPOT right now, guys.
//ADD ON
//I donāt like the fact i make so many Panda-Mun posts. Thatās another thing. Iām not RPing as much as i should be, and i donāt find the lengths of my recent replies to be ideal, and thatās when i started thinking about this little problem. I want to give my partners REALLY LONG REPLIES like i used to, kinda like this post. I want to give them something to just SCAN, i wanna give them something to DIVE IN, READ THROUGH, HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH. Not those⦠Rather short ones Iāve been releasing all year. It bugs me.
//I can write! I can write very long, very lengthy items!! My vocabulary is capable of it!! So, why doesnāt it happen unless Iām SUPER INTO the RP? Am i getting tired of DBH? No, but⦠Think of it like cookies with too much sugar. Theyāre good, theyāre cookies, but⦠All that sugar makes it hard to eat them sometimes.
//I like RPing here, i do!! I just feel like i could like RPing so much more. Iām also scared of screwing up my current comfy spot, so, you can understand my worries. Hopefully. I donāt know.
// I'm actually a bit in the same spot! I have about six rp blogs and I only use two of them consistently.
//I say do whatever makes you happiest! If you do end up moving to a new, independent, non-sideblog, it's likely I'll do the same to be honest. I need to get actual bios set up for my muses too!
send āļø to find my muse bloody, bruised and restrained
Drip.
Drip.
Drip.
She counted the drops from the cracked pipe a few meters away, successfully ignoring the numerous popups in her HUD. Damaged voice box. One damaged optical unit. 30% thirium loss, and counting. The plates on both of her arms, her side, and her right leg were severely cracked, all trickling thirium at a slow, but steady rate. The android couldnāt move her arms, both of them being zip-tied to a chain-link fence. The skin around her wounds was retracted about six inches around each, leading her appearance patchy and unnatural. The worst part was that her thirium pump had been slightly dislodged- not enough to completely cut off flow, but enough to make her feel nauseous and weak.Ā Sheād been found and captured by an anti-android extremist group. Sheād been held for days in some abandoned apartment building, calls for help and banging against the walls ignored. Until tonight. Theyād told her to turn off her skin. And after that, sheād forced herself into stasis, and therefore had no memory of what really happened. When she finally woke up, she was bound to a fence behind an old warehouse, surrounded by broken pallets and bags of who knows what. She was injured, bleeding, and unable to fix her crooked thirium pump, and felt like she had been hit by a truck. And for all she knew, she might have been. Therefore, it was with a mixture of terror and relief that she saw a beam of light cut through the darkness of the night, and heard the footsteps of someone approaching. She could only hope that it was someone who would help her- if she played it safe and stayed quiet, she would die in this spot no matter what. And so, she took the risk.ā H̶ȩlĢlo?Ģ“ ā She called, her voice weak and distorted. It was quiet, but it was the loudest she could be. Hopefully, whoever was there would hear her. Hopefully, they would save her.
It was all over the news. Tales of androids going missing during the night. Sheād heard of the anti android extremist group. Everyone has. Including the family that hired her to find their missing android.
By the time she found the android, it was barely recognizable. Just broken pieces of metal, of something that at some point was loved, and had a soul.
She remembers a conversation she had with Charles once, when he first came home from the war.
They were all sitting at the table, Lykke next to Charles, Connor next to her, and Rhonda next to Connor.
News of the destruction of military androids hit the airwaves.Ā
āHow could we all have sacrificed so much and none of us has anything to show for it?ā
Connor puts his hand on his forehead. Tears pour from his eyes. How could they? How could they?Ā
Charles sighs.
āItās how humans are. They create and they destroy anything thatās different than them. Look at World War Two, and what happened there. This is no different.ā
Itās disgusting. Itās racism, full stop. Hell, Connorās people faced genocide, and now, no one knows where he is either. Shit, she really needed a drink.
When Jade was almost to the bar, she could swear she saw a figure in the distance. Hesitantly, she approaches the figure, and thatās when she jumped upon hearing a distorted voice. Grabbing her gun, she cautiously approaches the noise, and thatās when her eyes widened.
āOh my God!ā She shouts, putting down her gun. She frowns when she sees the crooked Thirium Pump.Ā
āHey, Iāve gotta fix your Thirium Pump, alright? Iāll be careful, okay?ā
Turning the pump, she eventually hears a click, indicating that it was in the correct position.Ā
āWire cutters, wire cuttersā¦ā She mutters, searching the area. She finds some pliers, and grabs them.
āGood enough. Thank you Charles.ā She says as she returns to the androidās side.
āOkay, Iām gonna pry away the fence.ā She says. Soon enough the fence was free.
Even after she was released, she could not stand, instead she collapsed further onto the ground. She made a weak attempt to grab onto a wooden pallet and pull herself up, but the combination of blood loss and structural damage caused her limb to fail.
"TĶhĶ¢aĢnĢøkĶ” you,Ķ" she said, her voice broken, desperate, and terrified, but grateful. She looked up at the woman who let her free, and the injury to her eye became obvious. Her left eye was completely black and blue, dimly glowing but quite apparently nonfunctional. There were fresh tear tracks below her right eye, which still appeared to be working.
Once Jade had clicked Ari's thirium pump back in place, the flow from her wounds grew heavier due to the increased pressure. Although she was losing more blood, she still felt a little bit better now that her heart was working properly. "IĶ '̢̢mĢ“ Ķ¢ĢsĶ o̔͢͢r̵rĢØyĶ¢,"- she choked out, curling herself up a little bit. She was thankful, but she didn't want to be an inconvenience. The whole thing had gotten to her head- she was just an android, she wasn't worth a human stranger's time, not even for this.
My RPing style:
!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
-What can we do about it? That was a question to think on. Gavin had absolutely no idea what to do about it. He had no idea what to do about himself, let alone their situation. So⦠He just breathed, speaking lowly.-
ā..I.. I-I can make it better, Iāll make it better, this wont ever happen again,ā Why is he trying to convince her? At least he was remorseful.. āW-..Weāll go back upstairs, rest up a little bit, and.. Sleep, or something, just.. Reset. Reset the day, restart everything,ā ā¦Forget everything that happened. Right.
āI donāt think I can forget⦠Forgive, maybe, in time, but⦠I wonāt forget. Iām sorry.ā
At least she was being honest.
She paused, squinting as she tried to translate her jumbled thoughts into words. Her LED cycled yellow.
ā⦠do you think Iām aliveā¦?ā
She sounded so small, so nervous and tired. She sounded almost like a child, aside from the metallic filter around her voice.
Her question seemed to overlap his possible anger over her first response, now seeming⦠Kind of nervous? He visibly tensed up, his hold on her becoming just a bit tighter, and his hands becoming fidgety. āI- Of course i do, i do, i- i know it-.. Thereās so much going on right now, i-itās hard not to believe that,ā
-Truthfully, he does. Over the stages of the revolution, Gavin has changed and evolved behind closed doors, yet still holding his ādown-with-androidsā image in public or on the job. Why? Heās scared of criticism. Heās scared of being teased, mocked, laughed at, or looked at funny. Hard to believe, i know. But, now begs the question, why would he say otherwise, directly at her? Itās his need to hurt. In any circumstance, in any situation, if heās upset? He goes straight for the throat. Hence why he only has 2 friends, and doesnāt talk to his brother anymore. But thatās their fault, right?...-
āI didnāt- I-I donāt mean to be mean, i donāt mean to be mean..ā His voice fell quiet, Gavin somewhat using her as an emotional barrier.
That... was a relief? She couldn't tell how she felt about that fact. She had just come to terms with the idea that he didn't think she was alive, and here he was adding another layer onto this massive puzzle and confusing the android even further.
"What do you want me to do?"
She curled further into herself slightly, as if to protect her own words. "I... I don't want to mess up again." She tensed, then released a tiny, half-hearted chuckle. "I don't even know what time or day it is, I'm... I'm completely lost. All my connections are gone. My GPS, my clock, calendar, it's all gone. I-it's scaring me. Even though I suppose it's better that way for you, I just... I've never felt so vulnerable and weak."
There she goes, opening up again like a book. She just can't seem to stop. It was almost like she was drunk. The part about her connections was completely out of nowhere, but it seemed like she'd been thinking about it for a long time.

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!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
-What can we do about it? That was a question to think on. Gavin had absolutely no idea what to do about it. He had no idea what to do about himself, let alone their situation. So⦠He just breathed, speaking lowly.-
ā..I.. I-I can make it better, Iāll make it better, this wont ever happen again,ā Why is he trying to convince her? At least he was remorseful.. āW-..Weāll go back upstairs, rest up a little bit, and.. Sleep, or something, just.. Reset. Reset the day, restart everything,ā ā¦Forget everything that happened. Right.
"I don't think I can forget... Forgive, maybe, in time, but... I won't forget. I'm sorry."
At least she was being honest.
She paused, squinting as she tried to translate her jumbled thoughts into words. Her LED cycled yellow.
"... do you think I'm alive...?"
She sounded so small, so nervous and tired. She sounded almost like a child, aside from the metallic filter around her voice.
!! (@ask-a-walking-roomba, whichever muse you feel would be best. Maybe Conan or Gavin?)
Kidnapped!
@ask-a-walking-roomba (//Iām so awfully sorry, but, i legit canāt find one thing about your muse or blog. I even tried to to find it by modifying the URL on another tab, but, i canāt find anything?.. So, if this is a bit transparent or making random assumptions, Iām sorry! I have no idea what Iām working with!)
-Despite the bad stuff, there is a good thing to being a complete loner. No one even considers what kind of secret you may have. And, unfortunately for some, sometimes those secrets happen to be real, and very sinister. And, whatās more, itās only more terrifying when those secrets go unnoticed. Needless to say, Gavin Reed definitely has some unchecked issues. So⦠Upon breaking just last week, an odd reaction spawned, a reaction of captivation. He needed to feel strong. Dominant. Even if it was the littlest thing, or the biggest crime, he needed that gratification.-
-And no one can tell him no in his own home...-
-Gavin took his sweet time with the, what he thought was, sleeping android. He too has had a serious lack of any kind of physical contact for the longest time. Well, any physical contact that wasnāt fist fighting. His quiet words continued, explaining all his internal thoughts that heās not-so-comfortable outwardly speaking. Itās embarrassing. The smallest amount of emotion thatās not anger or pride, is embarrassing. He pulled her a bit closer, keeping a nice and stable hold, whether it be for her comfort or for his, thatās not too clear. However, itās obvious heās reflecting on the earlier hours, regretting the earlier hours.-
ā..I didnāt.. Mean too...ā Lightly dragging a hand up and down her arm, he sighed those rather surprising words out sadly.
āThen why did you?ā
The words just slipped out, in a quiet and slightly distorted voice. Turns out that thirium loss was having some other effects as well. Her LED instantly cycled red as she realized that holy shirtballs she said that out loud- but she said nothing further, and kept herself still, in the desperate hopes that he didnāt hear or at the very least thought he was hearing things. Internally, however, she was panicking like nothing else- sheād just made a spark, and all she could do was hope it missed the kerosene.
-He was surprised to hear her speak. But, he barely reacted, other than his eyes flickering just a bit wider, as did his mouth. All his energy seems to be either kept it check, or completely drained. He thought about what she said, letting out a very quiet sigh, slouching a bit further.-
āI.. Donāt know.. I was angry..ā
-Gavins mind was clouded by so many things right now. He didnāt like what he did, heĀ tried to convince himself he didnāt, but.. He knew he did it, he knew he hurt her, and he knew he had to make it better. So, thankfully for Ari, all this internal conflict made no room for those mysterious rushes of anger.-
"So was I..."
The calm response helped her get herself together, and she decided to test the waters some. Her voice was still different than before- still quieter, still... glitchy? Almost like her voice had a white noise filter over it.
"... what can we do about it..?"
She didn't sound angry, or even really sad anymore. Just... exhausted. And hurt. She'd cried every tear she had, she'd vented all the anger she could, and in their place came the overwhelming feeling of tiredness. The kind that made every cell in your body want to shut down and rest. The kind that felt like your blood turning to lead and weighing you down until you have no choice but to lay down and fall asleep right then and there. The kind that pushed every other emotion and thought out of your head except for the ones you hold most dear. Gavin coming in only made it worse for her- the exertion of having to analyze his every move and word, of fighting off the urge to run or shake or push him away, the feelings of pity and terror, it all pushed away the exhaustion for a moment, then multiplied it by three. And mash it all with the fact that she was practically tipsy from blood loss, and you have a perfect recipe for excess vulnerability and potential for things to go terribly wrong- or even terribly right.