White On White

Name: Jen

Age: Adult

Pronouns: Cis she/her

Neurotypes: Autistic, OCD

Signs: Libra Sun Libra Moon Capricorn Rising

Mbti: INFJ 4w5 478

Ancestry: Mixed Mexican (European (German, British, Scottish, French, Eastern European, Irish, Spanish), Jewish, West Asian, Romani Descendant, Mexican Indigenous: Mexica, Zuni, Hopi Descendant)

Fav Ancestors/Relatives: Moctezuma ii, Gray Colin Campbell, Burl Ives, William Wilmoth ii

What I blog:

-posts related to goth, punk, dark aesthetic, favorite actors, cinema, literature, academia, art, morute, Lolita fashion, gothic horror, vintage fashion and aesthetics and whatever random thoughts are on my mind

I am also an illustrator and I will post my art too. I also write poetry.

Fav Music Genres: 80s goth, deathrock, visual kei, grunge, anarcho punk, psychobilly, dark cabaret, darkwave

Fav Bands/Artists: Siouxsie and the Banshees, Bauhaus, Rozz era Christian Death, Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, Dir En Grey, The Cramps, Twin Tribes, Scarlet’s Remains, Danzig Era Misfits, Alien Sex Fiend, Nicole Dollanganger, YBO2, ZOA, Asylum (TRANS RECORDS), Voodoo Church, The Tiger Lillies, Crass, Ludo, Ramones, Babes in Toyland, Nirvana, The White Stripes, Jack White, Cab Calloway, Kittie, AUTO—MOD, Madame Edwarda, Mood of a Sinner, Plague Garden, Shrouds, ACTORS, The Scarring Party, TSOL, The Victoriana, Horror Vacui, Nox Novacula, Absynthe of Faith, Bragolin, Screaming Lord Sutch, Screaming Jay Hawkins, Kiki and Herb, Ethel Cain, Child of Night, Fahrenheit 451, 13th Chime, The Tacks, Edith Piaf, My Chemical Romance, Marlene Dietrich, Twenty One Pilots, Panic at the Disco, The Sound, Shadow Project, The Death Riders, mothy, BUCK—TICK, Powerplant, UK Decay, TRAITRS, Sodom (TRANS RECORDS), Miguel and the Living Dead, Fall Out Boy, Eartha Kitt, Poison Girls, Michael Jackson, 45 Grave, Ice Cube, Lil Nas X, Coolio, Tupac, Eminem, Amy Winehouse, Babymetal, Berlin Era Iggy Pop, Horror Vacui, The Damned, Chubby and the Gang

Fav Goth Albums: Only theatre of pain (Christian Death), The Scream (Siouxsie and the Banshees), Scarlet’s Remains (self titled), The Legendary Batcave Tapes (Alien Sex Fiend), Gothic (Quite Unnerving), In the Flat Field (Bauhaus), The Idiot (Iggy Pop), Living for Nothing (Horror Vacui), It Will Come to You (ACTORS), Left in the Grave (Plague Garden), Let Out the Noise Inside (Bragolin), Shadows (Twin Tribes), Ceremony (Twin Tribes), Collection of Shadows (European Ghost), Grimoire (Shrouds), Jeopardy (The Sound), From the Lions Mouth (The Sound), Dance with Me (TSOL), Sleep in Safety (45 Grave), Off Black (ZOA), Life’s So Cool (Tex and the Horseheads), Voodoo Church (Self Titled)

Fav Punk Albums: Rocket to Russia (Ramones), The Feeding of 5000 (Crass), Unknown Pleasures (Joy Division), Disappear (TSOL), Real Woman (Poison Girls), Static Age (The Misfits), A Date with Elvis (The Cramps), People in the Sun (Powerplant), Speed Kills (Chubby and the Gang), Damned Damned Damned (The Damned)

Guitar Heroes: Mana Sama, Kurt Cobain, Jack White, Rikk Agnew, Daniel Ash

Fashion influences: Deathrock, Dark Academia, Morute, Victorian Goth, Mallgoth, Gothic Lolita, Trans Gals

Style vibes: Spooky, Avant Garde, Mourning, Religious Sacrilege, Offbeat, Neo—Victorian

Style Icons: Siouxsie Sioux, Rozz Williams, Mana Sama, Jack White

Fav fashion sub style: Deathrock/Toragya/Old School Gothic Lolita

Fav EGL brand: Moi Meme Moitie

Fav Cartoon Characters: Chiikawa + Usagi, Peter Griffin, Bugs Bunny, SpongeBob SquarePants

Fav Godzilla Movies: Godzilla (1954), Invasion of the Astro Monsters, Godzilla Final Wars, Godzilla Minus One

Fav Dog Breeds: French Bulldogs, Dachshunds, Cavalier King Charles Spaniels, Pitbulls, Bullies

Art influences: Osamu Tezuka, Bruce Timm, German Expressionism, Art Nouveau, Dr. Seuss, Kelly Comics, Rumiko Takahashi, Lynne Naylor, Nell Brinkley, Frida Kahlo, Edward Gorey, Tim Burton, Glenn Keane, Milt Kahl, Pre—Code Horror Comics, Betty Boop Cartoons, Charles Addams, Max Ernst, Universal Horror, Golden Era Cartoon Network, Monster Kid Culture, Robert Crumb

Writing influences: Edward Gorey, Edgar Allan Poe, Roald Dahl, Seth MacFarlane, Monty Python, Paul Dini, The Tiger Lillies, Charles Bauldelaire, Scott McCloud, Dr. Seuss, Monster Kid Culture, O Henry, Golden Era Cartoon Network

Commissions: always OPEN price per image is $25 best mode of payment is Venmo or PayPal dm if interested finished image will be sent via email won’t do any nsfw fyi

Disclaimer: Let me know if I’m following any problematic individuals and I will promptly block them.

Elegant Gothic Ghoulita

Just gonna drop this here in regards to Olivia Jean divorcing Jack White. This description def matches all the lyrics that both Jack and Karen Elson about her.

Fyi Olivia always gave me bad vibes like she was taking advantage of him, I would watch the black belles music videos and her music and I sensed there was something wrong about what she was doing, but couldn’t pinpoint what.

F her annoying ahh fans on her gram simping for her and being all “women supporting women” bs I don’t support all women, especially if they’re homewreckers like her who are out for money.

Poor Scarlett too, Olivia must’ve been a terrible step mom.

There was no way in that moment I could’ve had that opportunity, but I still lowkey wished I could’ve gone over talked to him and get his number, not because I wanted to date him or anything, just so I could get into the world and mind of someone who could achieve that appearance after what probably took decades of effort.

As backstory I’ve loved rockabilly based aesthetics since reading and loving the book the outsiders in middle school, it was a warrior cats artist dressing like a greaser that got me into my fashion journey I’m still on and I briefly tried dressing rockabilly until I realized that as much as I loved the look I would probably genuinely not like the look on me even if I like hot rods, pre code horror comics, ed Roth, monster kid culture, lowbrow art, the underground world of the 50s and all the vintage kitsch culture rockabillies of all variants love.

Thinking about it now I was actually a mix between a hipster and weird girl in school and realized it years after the fact because my mental health was in the gutter back then. My parents ran a boutique that had a lot of drag customers and tbh I low key regret not getting into goth during that period because my stepmom legit had amazing vintage and alt pieces I would’ve loved.

My stepmom was a rockabilly who also had hipster traits and it showed in her music taste and some of it I would up getting into then and others later.

In my sophomore year of high school I became known for wearing a blue beret that I wore all the time while dressing in all black (just black tee and athletic pants with white stripes) and I distinctly remember while walking to the next class someone pointing at me and saying “Hipster, I like it!” Which I actually remember fondly now especially since my dad always hated hipsters and even once told me about that hipsters on food stamps article (which btw aged like milk).

My observations on hipsters based on my experiences was that I really liked movies from the 1930s and 40s especially if they were horror, I loved comic books (still do btw) and one of my fav artists was cab Calloway (still is too) and loved going to antique stores and flea markets before that became trendy. Thinking about it now I had interests in things goths liked that I liked then like Jhonen Vazquez’s Comics, Aurelio Voltaire and universal horror but I never had that paradigm shift to that until I saw flight foot warrior dressing rockabilly in 2018 and it literally caused that shift into alternative culture and fashion to happen.

In fact, the true goal of hate groups such as Autism Speaks when they talk about “curing autism” isn’t removing the divergence from the individual, but actually creating and promoting the establishment of pre natal tests for autism in order to pressure would be parents into aborting the child in order to prevent more autistic ppl into being born as a means of genocide.

Abortion can and often is in some cases used for problematic and genocidal purposes (iirc hearing on a radio show years ago Iceland has no ppl with Down syndrome due to these pre natal tests as part of a genocide towards them) and this is why I don’t like the term “pro abortion” as many of those who identify with this term tend to repeat eugenics ideologies as a form of activism and I also acknowledge this can be an uncomfortable conversation for reproductive rights activists and leftists to have (and the latter group does have its own form of eugenics that have been used against disabled individuals when some countries had temporarily socialist governments) especially in an era where abortion access is being restricted in many countries (especially the USA).