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((Like many other blogs, I may reboot Mother Emily. How do people feel about that.))

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OF COURSE NOT. Do you honestly think I’d let someone take you if they were going to do that?

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….Depended?

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…on what?

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Who it was.

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Are you doubting my son?

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I’M IN A TOWER. MY VERY EXISTENCE IS SUSPECT.

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Trust me, Kes. Trust my son. If Wren and her family meant you harm, we would be the first to go looking for you.

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BUT I’M IN A TOWER.

THERE’S DANGER.

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THERE IS NO DANGER.

YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE.

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OF COURSE NOT. Do you honestly think I’d let someone take you if they were going to do that?

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….Depended?

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…on what?

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Who it was.

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Are you doubting my son?

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I’M IN A TOWER. MY VERY EXISTENCE IS SUSPECT.

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Trust me, Kes. Trust my son. If Wren and her family meant you harm, we would be the first to go looking for you.

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OF COURSE NOT. Do you honestly think I’d let someone take you if they were going to do that?

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….Depended?

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…on what?

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Who it was.

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Are you doubting my son?

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Why do I deserve one when others don’t have that chance? I’m no better than anyone else.

…..

Kes trails off, frowning.

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Don't do that to yourself- you are just as deserving as anyone else. You think we wouldn't ferry everyone away from here, if we could? I would jump for joy if we could have some... exodus. Or something.

But we can't. We can't give everyone the chance right now. But we can give it to you, and you need it.

Please, Kes.

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askladywily replied to your post:….oooowww…. …Shit, my things are— THIS IS NOT…

Blow it upppppp

IF I DON’T FIND MY BROTHER I’LL DO MORE THAN BLOW THINGS UP.

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NO DON’T BLOW THINGS UP

YOU’RE SAFE

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Not like I haven’t had a month to practice setting up explosives.

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KES

DO NOT BLOW THINGS UP

You will get help where you are- actual HELP. Not Tom’s brand of… assistance.

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I don’t follow.

Last thing I know someone beaned me with a lead pipe.

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...

We'll have a talk with Wren.

But listen, Kes, you are safe. You don't need to blow things up or run or anything. You and Joe are safe and can actually have a chance at... at a life.

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askladywily replied to your post:….oooowww…. …Shit, my things are— THIS IS NOT…

Blow it upppppp

IF I DON’T FIND MY BROTHER I’LL DO MORE THAN BLOW THINGS UP.

motheremily

NO DON’T BLOW THINGS UP

YOU’RE SAFE

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Not like I haven’t had a month to practice setting up explosives.

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KES

DO NOT BLOW THINGS UP

You will get help where you are- actual HELP. Not Tom's brand of... assistance.

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askladywily replied to your post:….oooowww…. …Shit, my things are— THIS IS NOT…

Blow it upppppp

IF I DON’T FIND MY BROTHER I’LL DO MORE THAN BLOW THINGS UP.

motheremily

NO DON'T BLOW THINGS UP

YOU'RE SAFE

motheremily

Still. I’d rather not deal with any Alberts. I… I’ve had my fill of them, too. She laughs weakly.

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…most people have, honestly I’m not sure how ya lasted this long. He says with a tired chuckle of his own.

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I'm not sure either.

I've been so focused on running and hiding and searching that I suppose I forgot everything else.

#It's so hard out here #It almost makes me want to go back to Tom #I miss my children #I miss my boys #But it is hell there #I will not be erased again

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Please, not today.

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Don’t mind him miss, all he does is lurk around on the feeds.

He’s virtually harmless.

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Still. I'd rather not deal with any Alberts. I... I've had my fill of them, too. She laughs weakly.

#hahaha #I want to just #lay down and #die

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Please, not today.

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…I’m so glad yesterday is over.

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Me too, Blues. Me too.

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…are you feeling any better?

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Not sure yet. I've tried to not think too much about it.

#I feel like a moron

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…I’m so glad yesterday is over.

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Me too, Blues. Me too.

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What we is there, Albert? Am I on this list of ‘we’? Am I included in your calculations when you consider who will strike and when? Because your plans are… yours. And you do not share them, or include anyone besides yourself. You disappear and you cut yourself off and you are working but it—

… I have been silent for so long. I have stood in the tower and smiled and waved, and then I have hidden and ran and now I— now I am tired of all of that. Now I want to do something but I don’t know what because everything has broken apart.

I have a heartbroken son, two more still with their father. Rock is… is convinced of some terrible things, and last I saw of Time he seemed so broken…

I don’t know what to do anymore.

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You wanted involved. You are. If someone is able to fight, I will include them in my plans. There are not enough of us to let anyone simply sit and hide.

But my plans are mine. Protoman knows some of them. But the last time I revealed my plans, Thomas was ready. He has eyes and ears everywhere. You all will know parts. But you have to trust me.

We will save them. That is the plan, after all.

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Heh.

Is it hard to be so strong all the time, Albert?

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And what do you think I have been doing? Building, looking for supplies, for people to fight? Or do you honestly think I have been hiding, sobbing about my past? I am not one of those Thomas you see in the other worlds crying about my mistakes. I bare them, just as any, but I keep moving forward.

Do not imply that I do not. Do not imply that I am running. I can hate what I want as long as it keeps me motivated and focused on my goal.

But please, continue to lecture me and get in fights with my counterparts. Continue to yell and bring attention to ourselves before we are ready to strike. That is very helpful, let me tell you.

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What we is there, Albert? Am I on this list of 'we'? Am I included in your calculations when you consider who will strike and when? Because your plans are... yours. And you do not share them, or include anyone besides yourself. You disappear and you cut yourself off and you are working but it--

... I have been silent for so long. I have stood in the tower and smiled and waved, and then I have hidden and ran and now I-- now I am tired of all of that. Now I want to do something but I don't know what because everything has broken apart.

I have a heartbroken son, two more still with their father. Rock is... is convinced of some terrible things, and last I saw of Time he seemed so broken...

I don't know what to do anymore.

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Yes you are different. And at the same time, you are not. Her memories, her name, her face, all are yours. You are different, yes. But looking at you, the past stares back at me.

And I am not a fan of my past.

I do not stand on my own, but I will not do as Thomas did. I will not send boys to fight a war that they do not understand. I will not send children by themselves. I made that mistake with Joe. I will not do that again.

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Then accept my help. I am not a boy, I am not a child- I am a woman. And if you do not like your past? Then tough. Stop being petulant, stop avoiding me, stop hating your past and make up for it. Or fix it or do whatever you need to do to feel better because none of us like our past.

Or our lack of one.

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Heh.

Hahaha… S-sorry, I’m not laughing at you, I… Heh… Hahahaa… God…

I send you messages, I reach out to you, I try to find you and now you finally notice me. Albert, I…

Forgive me. Sorry. It has not been a good day for anyone.

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I could explain, again, how disconcerting it is working with you. I know who you are, but you also represent everything that has happened to me and this city. You will forgive me if I am not jumping for joy everytime I hear from you.

I was framed for your murder, after all.

If I make one mistake, if I misjudge one action, I am worse than dead. If I am captured, I doubt there will be any time wasted in reeducating me.

I do what I can for this city with limited resources, with everyone else in this multiverse hating me, fearing me, thinking I am using them, manipulating them because of my counterparts’ actions. And the worst part? I cannot blame them.

So you will forgive me when I am withdrawn. Work is all I have, and if I have to break these working parts, myself included, so be it.

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You were framed for Emily's murder. No matter what Thomas tries or has tried I am not Emily. I am different, I am... I...

I want to help you, Albert. Don't you understand that? We all want to help you. No one likes how things are, and you cannot do this alone. There is a reason no one has achieved anything in those other universes either- it is because they are always alone. Protoman goes alone, Megaman goes alone, and no one stands up with them and they fail.

If you stand up on your own you will fail too. You do not have to break yourself. Not if you have us with you.

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