Mostly Situational

I’m still in therapy and I’m still sad a lot of the time but great news, I’m still alive.

last night I dreamed about being in a collage class again with my favorite college professor so today I’m cleaning my studio and learning to make making things fun again

maybe if I close my eyes I’ll be back in a Lansing basement, nodding my head while you rock

feeling ~*~*~*~self destructive~*~*~*~

I got a little cocky and made a therapy appointment for three weeks away instead of two and I Have Made A Horrible Mistake

I am very bad at waiting!!!!!!!!

the worse I feel, the more art I buy :) :) :) :) :)

the idea of making art is overwhelming but the idea of not making art is Even Worse

I went back to therapy and I forgot that it’s probably going to be hard as shit for a little while????? Maybe forever??? Who knows!!!!