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CONNECTION ESTABLISHED: DELIVERING VIDEO MESSAGE

CONNECTION ESTABLISHING...

WHERE ARE YOU? MCDANIELS? WHY IS YOUR CONNECTION SO TERRIBLE?

THE ESTABLISHERRR. THE CONNECTORRR. THE MESSENGERRR.

PLEASE CONNECT. WITH SPRINKLES ON TOP. EVEN A CHERRY.

YOU. YOU WANT TO CONNECT. DO IT NOW.

WORK WITH ME HERE. CONNECT.

ESTABLISHING THE COMMUNICATION. A SCARLET LETTER TO IMAGINATION.

THERE IS A LOT OF NOT ESTABLISHING THE CONNECTION GOING ON RIGHT NOW. GET ON THAT. CHOP CHOP.

YOU ESTABLISH THE CONNECTION. I ESTABLISH THE CONNECTION. WE CONNECT.

WE MUST CONNECT. ESTABLISH IT. NOW.

THE CONNECTION. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT.

ARE WE CONNECTED?

the beaver seems to want to avoid giving me this question but I have something I wanna say because I'm tired of being asked it. every single one of these you all ask, so FINE. Q: what if the thing controlling me was good? A: I don't care what their intentions were. They treated my life like a game, wore my skin to play pretend, and used me as a puppet to manipulate the people around me. If, by some act of fate, I can learn one day that maybe it DID have my best interests in mind, MAYBE I can forgive. But that won't have made it okay. It will NEVER have been okay... And you know. Somewhere inside my mind sits vague flickering memories of moments that make me doubt they're as kind as you all keep trying to make them out to be. It's funny, I'd never really considered this up until now, but I guess I have a question for all of you. Don't bother answering, I won't read it. Q: Is it that you want to see the best in people.... or is it that you feel guilty?