My shoulder surgery is scheduled in 2 days and of course I woke up with a cold today... no fever so far but I feel really shitty. Too exhausted to do any of the prep I had planned for today, and sitting here in warm clothes with a blanket and hot tea despite it being almost 30°C. Still debating if I should reschedule the surgery or not. I really want to. I just want to sleep. And dealing with the post surgery pain and not being able to sleep while also having a cold/flu seems like too much at once (and maybe it would also compromise healing?). But also the shoulder pain has gotten really bad, I want to get it over with and I'd have to wait until mid/late september if i reschedule. Ugh. Both options suck.
Update: Surgery is postponed and luckily they could give me a new appointment in 2 weeks! This is perfect. Now I can rest and get well and also prepare for surgery a bit more (I feel SO UNPREPARED). And then hopefully go into surgery with better health and be a little less miserable lol.
