moods & craving

I crave depth in conversations—jejune words only exhaust me.

if angels existed,they’d probably look like her

You said that you loved me, but someone that loves you wouldn’t do the things you did.

I knew nothing about her. Everything that intrigued me was conjured up by the assumptions i made in my head. I was always a clever boy, a creative one too. Maybe that was my flaw. Maybe i fell in love with the potential of people, not with who they really were.

I'm craving to feel something. It was so horrible but atleast i felt something. Now I'm just floating around and wasting time.I feel like i might be addicted to intensity.

I don't regret you but sometimes I wish I had walked away at the start and left right after seeing you. Because i rearranged my life to fit into yours and there's where I went wrong. Now I have to rearrange my life again and find a new future without you. And that's the hardest part of losing you.