Ballin Ass Riot

mmfs charm fan reference lmao

its very important information about him i guess

for me and @i-kiss-c0rps3s

jeff levassaur and varai vard stimboard ^_^

(im a fictive of jeff and theyre a irl of varai :])

you didn't tell pela what you wanna know so pela will tell you..... something gay idk!!!

Jeff and Varai are... dating!!!! Varai is very attached to Jeff!! and Jeff gives him comfort!!! Jeff takes care of Varai and protects him from other bikers and..... Dice..... I mean, Dice is pretty cruel to Varai.... you know

in the case of other bikers, Jeff can literally kill them if they offend his wormboyfriend quite a bit. But with Dice, all he can do is try to persuade him to be less rude to Varai... and he can also punch him in the face lol. that's all he can do because he doesn't want to fight him (and Dice doesn't want to either). Dice is like a brother to Jeff, so Jeff tries to find another way to solve the problem.

About worms...... Jeff is not disgusted by worms, he rather doesn't pay any attention to them, but Varai's love for worms scares him a lot (imagine that you are kissing him and you feel a worm on your tongue that has come out of his throat... ouch hehe... but Jeff doesn't mind) he can't make Varai to start treatment of worms, but at least he manages to help him take a shower.

pela is done i uh i dont know what else to write heres my shitty gay doodles dont judge pela for them im so bad at art :cry:

Varai had too close a relationship with his mother, for this reason it is difficult and scary for him to enter into a serious relationship, Varai with his problems is difficult to imagine as a full-fledged romantic partner because he needs serious help…… but it would be nice to be like cg/l (caregiver/little) with help and support but without sexual relations... so... he doesn't need gf, he needs mom

his mom was overprotective... she was probably obsessed with making him feel good

there was like an invisible umbilical cord between them, she helped him to shower to the age of 12, he slept with her almost all his life while she was still alive, he almost didnt grow up... perhaps she even breastfed him when she no longer needed to

it was hard for him to live a normal life like any other children and teenagers, he was a home child, never going outside, and even if he left home, it was only to school or the store with his mother. he never wanted to leave her

he wasn't ready for adulthood when she died

I never thought about whether the loveless ones could leave their gang… probably they didn't think about it either except Jatay... but he doesn't need to leave he already was in a kind of friendship with Willam and Neon and they could "cooperate" by telling each other information about other bikers from their gangs. Jeff takes the opposite gang too seriously, he hates any bikers from this and other gangs, he even has a negative attitude towards Ethan and does not trust him, despite the fact that he actually saved Varai's life to some extent

Dice could most likely kick someone out of the gang himself if he wanted to and if he finds out that someone is cooperating with rivals. he won't do that to Jatay because he doesn't know about his friendship with Will and Neon.

in any case, their gang will not live long, it will fall apart because of Dice himself and his strong changes in character (when Dice becomes "pink")

but if you just tell him "I want to leave" you can't. just like that, no one will let you go lol. you have to try hard to get out of the gang. unless you run away from them yourself (what happened to Ethan in his gang)

Varai has told Dice many times that he wants to leave, but he will have nowhere to stay and live. the gang literally gives him some conditions for life, even if not the most favorable. will you leave when you don't have a home? I don't think so

either stay or run away from them. Dice does not promise that he will spare if he sees a fugitive

i love these guys thanks