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@monenblogi || starter calls || @ Jimmy
âSo my dad apparently got really into cartography right before he died, and I was staring at one of his maps the other day and thought âwell how hard could it possibly be to finish it?â Hard, as it turns out, thereâs an incredible amount of math involvedâŚâ
As if thatâs a reasonable explanation for why sheâs been in here four times this week to purchase a completely nonsensical array of items. It was just that the house was too quiet lately, and she could only tear her hands to shreds so often, and the Labrador in the front window was a really incredible salesman.
âAnywayâŚ.â She pauses, awkwardly pushing a weirdly squishy eraser across the counter at him. Might as well add that to the purchases, sheâd figure out what it was good for later.
âYouâre not hiring are you? Because Iâm not sure I can keep buying pencils just because I want to say hi to your dog.â
âThat so...â More or less a polite response, customer service voice and all, though there was that urge to ask just how old she really was. Cartography. Who the hell did map shit anymore these days?Â
Wasnât important when the sale was just as good.Â
One hand kept the scanning, the other kept the bagging, age brought making sure that the supplies didnât go cracking in the bag to a near mastery at this point. Another thanks to olâ Cosmo, though Jimmy knew that the dog wouldnât know anything about it.Â
Really, he was just here because it was the currently preferred sun spot.Â
âI got... a temp position open. Kinda. If you know register anyways, sheâs going on maternity soon. Well--if youâre serious about that.â Jimmy even threw in a sticker from behind the counter into the bag. âGonna be $106.âÂ
Itâs been too long so for those who donât know already Manny is definitely not obsessed with @kurjaks he definitely hasnât dedicated a decent chunk of his career to tracking him down, he definitely doesnât have a room in his apartment dedicated to ever growing Eradicator case and if you ever find the door unlocked and look inside he most definitely will not throw you out a window over it :)
She had snapped hadnât she? Mel cringes to herself as she turns back to the computer and just quietly nods her head. All she really wants to do right now is shrink into the ground and just cease to exist for a while.
What was charting except for a state of liminal space between shifts that you could drown in?Â
It wasnât really work and it wasnât really not work, and it had to be done, there was no option about it, generally she found the idea that if you werenât finished you were staying unpaid to get it finished aggravating, now, well. One could abuse it to avoid other things, couldnât they?Â
A hum leaves her as she turns back around, looks at him for a moment and goes back through her mind to the start of her shift. âYeahâŚâ she answers, almost hesitantly. âNeuro said his chances look good.â Which was sad kind of, Mel had noticed that a lot of the time the outcome of accidents were inherently unfair. She supposesâŚthatâs why they were called accidents right? One side of that equation never saw the other coming.
Then she pauses for a moment, thinking out loud rather than to herself, âI wouldnât know, Iâve never been to an airportâŚâ never been on a plane, which now she thinks about it she thinks she should have by now? Had most people been on a plane by now? Sheâs not even sure about that one.
âBet heâs gonna have a second opinion about that when he spots the cops standing watch on his bed.â A short noise of acknowledgement as he kept scrolling through. Shortness of breath, heart attack, psych hold, man vs the local scratcher dispenser...Â
Looking like tonightâs holdovers were going to be interesting at least.Â
âCanât say Iâve been for anything willing except my honeymoon. But if you ever fly anywhere, take that little bit of advice to heart. And bring headphones, itâs... loud.â Understatement of the century right there. It had been about a decade and Jack could still remember needing to take twelve in the restroom just because he had gotten a bit too aware of just how many people were passing through to their gates from where they were waiting.Â
Another minute of scrolling, and it seemed like that was all for now. Probably all that was left were the ones that hadnât been updated yet. So Jack nodded to himself, grabbing a clipboard left on his station. âAnything on your end I gotta know about?--unless its another surprise automotive versus store front.â A pause.Â
â... Not my best joke. Sorry.âÂ
open post - can I buy you a drink?
âWee bit of a rough game that was, aye?â Boisterous, loud, he slid into the stool with a laugh. A distraction as much as any, no one in a pub ever looked twice at the football head just celebrating that their team didnât go for another zero game.Â
He had hoped itâd be distracting enough. The fellows he had spotted following his (hopefully) new companion in werenât exactly looking like they were here for a friendly drink.Â
âGet us two lagers now tâ celebrate.â A wave to the bartender with a smile, just long enough to watch him leave before Soap dropped a bit in tone. âDonât be obvious, just answer yes or no... thereâs three guys sittinâ at the other end watchinâ you. You know âem?âÂ

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Thatâll be my problem, not yours. Yeah, that was fuckinâ likely. Jason didnât believe the lady for a secondâwhat was she gonna do, pay off their hospital bills herself?âbut he, once again, kept his mouth shut about it. It didnât matter what anyone said, it didnât matter how loud and coarse and prickly he could be most of the timeâhe knew how to behave when it counted.
So he followed quietly, eyes scanning their surroundings the entire time. Taking in everything and everyone, glowering at anyone that dared look at him even a little bit funny. At least she bought him to a room, not a little bed surrounded by curtains. At least Mom had that.
She deserved a quiet room to herself, even if other people didnât think so. Maybe sheâd heal better in there. Faster.
All the breath left his lungs when he finally laid eyes on her. The talking around him faded away, slowly being replaced by a ringing in his ears. A tightness in his chest. A stinging in his eyes. This was an image that was going to be seared into his brain for a long, long time.
He nodded absently, slowly moving closer to the bed. Stopping next to her, he took her limp hand in one of his, carefully brushed a bit of hair out of her face, and tried to keep breathing, shaky as each breath was.
ââŚSheâs gonna live, right?â he asked quietly, a slight hitch in his voice. He could see the rise and fall of her chest, but he could also see the machine that was helping her do that. There was a steady beeping, and he was pretty sure that was her heartbeat, but he had no idea if it would stay that way. âSheâs gotta. She has to be okay. Youâre gonna fix her, right?â
There was a reason why she fucking hated letting kids into the back when they werenât the patient. Didnât matter if they were the most self-sufficient, smartest child ever. No child deserved to witness something like this.Â
âWeâve done everything we can down here to at least make sure sheâs not gonna get any worse, and weâre gonna keep making sure sheâs not gonna get worse until they can take her upstairs to get her treatment we canât offer down here. Sheâs gonna get moved up to her own room as soon as one opens up.â Santos went about fetching the visitor chair that had been on the opposite side of the ged to go about moving it around.Â
At least if the boy wanted, there was someplace to sit so he didnât have to stand the whole time.Â
She let the silence punctuate, save for the constant beeps and distant noises of the varying usual environment she had been getting used to. A thought came to mind, and fuck she was going to hate herself for bringing it up but if it could help in the long run...Â
âHey... Iâm gonna ask you something. It might be uncomfortable, but it could help us in making sure she gets better a lot faster.â A bit gentler, careful, Trinity could make her own assumptions from the lesions on her arms or wait for the bloodwork but maybe the kid knew.Â
âDo you know if your mom was... doing something with a little needle or maybe even pills? Itâs ok if you donât know the name, Iâthink I might know if I know what the object was.âÂ
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âWhen I had heard that a difficult arrest had been made in the shopping district, you werenât exactly what I had first imagined.â A brow raised up as he glanced between the report and his prisoner, tapping away on the desk in thought. Supposedly a tough fight, or perhaps the regimen with the city guard had some work to be done...Â
Either way, this presented an interesting opportunity.Â
âIâd like to explore your options, but I need a bit of clarification on one part of this...â The file was laid flat on the table with a tap to it, idle bemusement crept into the spymasterâs eyes.Â
âWas this really all over some boots?âÂ
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âI might be able to plead for your case.â Dana can hold a grudge at times, but in reality â all sheâd care about is Robby being happy. Both of them being happy. Robby thinks that he is, even if itâs not enough to drown out everything else thatâs going on, he is happy with Jack. This is new and exciting and everything that Robby has wanted for a while now. It's kind of funny, heâs always had these feelings for Jack, has he been oblivious to the fact Jack has had them too? Or is this a recent development?  All their âharmless flirtingâ, this canât be recent. Were they both just too fucking scared to do anything until the tension and the flirting got too much and they fell into bed together? He can still feel fingers on his skin. No, donât think about that. Robby gives a shake of his head, as if physically shaking his head would toss the thoughts out of his mind, and then his eyes return to Jackâs. Sometimes, itâs easy to make eye contact, and other times he avoids it like it is the plague. Right now? Eye contact just feels right. Robby laughs, a rare yet genuine sound. Okay, so maybe heâs a little curious about how bad these pick-up lines can be. Surely they canât be that bad, right? Time will tell, he supposes, because they will have this. Over and over again, if he has anything to say about it. âDeal.â He says softly. âDonât worry, if you donât, I can pick them up.â Robby shrugs his shoulders, bringing the coffee cup to his lips to down the rest of it in one go, placing it back down on the table. Heâs in no rush to leave, so he doesnât move to get up. This is nice.Â
âIf you can plead my case then I might have to figure out a reward for you.â A joke... for the most part anyways. He sure as hell wasnât about to get in the middle of leaving Dana to being the last to find out, but Jack had a feeling that wasnât about to get them whacked for being stupid about it for way too long...Â
Eh, itâs not like itâd be the weirdest thing Dana had to hold over his head.Â
âSee, you say that now to the guy whoâs tripped over them many times despite being the one thatâs guilty of leavinâ âem in weird places on the floor.â Thereâs a short huff of a laugh to that thought, but then Jack canât help but get an idea. Such a stupid, mundane idea, but it was something he always wanted to do again.Â
So down the last of his coffee goes and heâs already back up on his feet, though he holds a hand out for Robby to follow suit. âDonât laugh but I suddenly got the urge to argue in the produce aisle about if we really do need the bananas when theyâre like... two bucks a pop.â Again, it was incredibly mundane and stupid but now he could just do this.Â
And that was exciting.Â
âCâmon, letâs go be terribly mundane and together in public some more.âÂ
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âWhen I had heard that a difficult arrest had been made in the shopping district, you werenât exactly what I had first imagined.â A brow raised up as he glanced between the report and his prisoner, tapping away on the desk in thought. Supposedly a tough fight, or perhaps the regimen with the city guard had some work to be done...Â
Either way, this presented an interesting opportunity.Â
âIâd like to explore your options, but I need a bit of clarification on one part of this...â The file was laid flat on the table with a tap to it, idle bemusement crept into the spymasterâs eyes.Â
âWas this really all over some boots?âÂ
@eplefroet - from dis
âThose are not for human consumption.â And just for good measure they even waved a spatula like it was supposed to be a good deterrence method. In TV shows it seemed to work, in reality it probably made Alex look ridiculous. Â
The monotone response probably wasnât helping any either, but they didnât really stopâjust opted to add the fresh batch of dog treats to the cooling rack one by one. Their fault for showing that there were alternatives to what was available at the pet store, really...Â
âThey are safe for human consumption but they do not belong to you.â As if the clarification would help any, pointing at the little mound of Pomeranian fluff that was currently occupied with trying to fix a toy in her stash corner filled with socks. âYou will fight Bean for rights to touch one.âÂ

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â... What.âÂ
It probably wouldâve come off less pointed if he didnât have blood still coating his mouth and neck and well... just about everywhere else. In Mannyâs defense, he said he didnât need any help. The fact that this was definitely stirring the back of his head, on the other hand...Â
âSaid I had it under control.â Which just by sight alone he clearly didnât. Grunting, he merely frowned at his hands, followed by the body. Gross.Â
â... I need a shower.âÂ
She barely noticed the blanket being draped over her, but her hands grabbed hold of the edges anyways, pulled it tighter around herself, hiding her body beneath it. Trying to make herself feel more secure. It helped, feeling the texture of it against her skin. Not all rough and scratchy, but still something different to focus on. Something that wasnât the pain.
Shuddering, she nodded and tried to do as she was told. Took slow, deep breaths. It didnât even really hurt anymore. The memory of it, though, and the fear and confusion and pain that always came with her body transformingâthat was kept her trembling. What she was trying desperately to stop crying over.
The smell of chicken nuggets reached her, had her sniffing the air. Her stomach growled loudlyâwhen was the last time sheâd eaten? Let alone something that wasnât fished out of the garbage?
A bit unsteadily, she pushed to her feet, keeping the blanket around her like a shield, not just to protect her modesty. Eyes flit between the bag of clothes and the food. Both sounded heavenly, right now, honestly.
She reached a hand out for the nuggets, only to quickly pull it back at the sight of how dirty it was. Colour flooded her cheeks. âCanâŚwould it be okay if I took a shower first?â she asked quietly.
He watched her for a quiet moment. Measuring, instinct wanting to make sure she could at least stand on her own two legs before doing anything else. At the very least to curb the voice in his head that demanded to make sure the child was at least taken care of.Â
Funny how some habits just refused to die like the rest of him did...Â
âUnitâs a bit of a tape job but ahâwait a sec.â Manny was already grabbing the toolbox from under the sink and trudging off to the bathroom. Within a minute came the sound of banging on metal, some light grumbling, struggling, and something that could be best described as metal rubbing against itself.Â
Eventually, the sounds were replaced by water and he stepped back out with a motion. âWhite bottleâs a soft smell, think itâs coconut? I dunno, kinda showed up in a gift basket. Use it and the blue one so yâ donât go smellinâ like a 40-year-old man, alright?â A bit of a joke, really.Â
He didnât need the kid to freak out again. He didnât exactly like the idea of playing find the fox in the bathroom.Â
âUse whatever else yâ need, alright? And just leave the dirty clothes on the floor, Iâll take care of âem later.âÂ
Muse list edition: who has done a weed
Because idk I think it's important to know or something the idea just came to me okay.
Jayce - has never done a weed
Soap - Once or twice, was introduced after one job went south and he was still having some nasty head pains after eating a concussion grenade a bit too close for comfort.
Laswell - Nicotine was her vice of choice and she's still trying to quit for her wife.
C.onstantine - So many times and even harder substances to the point he has full on opinions which drugs he actually hates doing.
Gemma - Yep. Don't tell her uncle, thank you.
Xanthe - their spirit world has full on o.pioid dens and they try to stay away.
Doctor - you're a nigh eternal Thing sometimes you wanna test what humans have discovered for their boredom except that's also how you find out it doesn't really affect you.
Rogue - There's harder things in space and no he won't tell you how he knows this.
Anders - medicinal herb testing comes with the healer mage territory, unfortunately Justice makes enjoying any altered state of mind a bit difficult.
Nels - Once during an old Rivaini ceremony to honor an old Seer who had specially requested being buried in the Necropolis next to his wife. Never again.
Verso - Pretty sure that doesn't exist in the Canvas.
M.acCready - dabbled with chems while running with the Gunners. Ditched them when he left.
TF - A casual enjoyer, though the docks never wash up the good stuff.
Bobbi - She could probably synthesize something a lot better so no.
Manny - Does nothing and it tastes like an oil pan.
Alex - Never done a weed, never drank a beer, unintentional straight edge existence.
Kris - does eating flowers count?
Sebastian - there are patches of art school he doesn't have a very clear memory about.
Jimmy - play your cards right he's probably high right now.
Jack - Cigarettes were more his thing through medical school and basic. Quit when he met his wife.
Santos - Seen enough of what drugs did to someone she really cared about, won't even look in the direction of a joint.
Shaw - does confiscating count?
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@unspokcn (cathan) - from dis
âBit far from thâ north, ainât ya?âÂ
He at least had the manners to not look, keeping his eyes fixed off onto the beach horizon line. This was probably his mistake for trying to catch up with some company in Blackpool of all places, who the fuck in their right mind really wanted to go to an tourist trap of an amusement park that badly?Â
John might as well have just gone back home and slung bottles off the harbor bridge. It wouldâve been more enjoyable.Â
âNo oneâs seen ye, and count yourself lucky there. Friggen ankle biters galore this time of the year, theyâd do anything tâ pet a bloody seal.â He paused to light a fresh cigarette. âBe lucky you didnât end up farther south and getting swept up by the Thames. Old seelie courts probably be happy to blast London off the map for that.âÂ

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âWell you told me not to drink in town so I figured Iâd drink with supervisionâŚâ
Wasnât like she was actually drunk anyway. Tipsy enough to be a little bold, sure, but she was at least two shots short of a hangover for now, which was her general sweet spot.
âYouâre just in the only good spot on the couch, is all.â Which was true enough, the couch was probably old enough to have its own AARP card, at least thatâs how it felt, even if the reason was an outright lie. She was just god damn lonely, and it always felt sharper after a drink or two. And he was nicer to her than he should have been, on top of being god damn handsome and a little weird.
She liked the weird part the most, all things considered, because it wasnât like she could pull off normal.
âThe news is fine, itâs just boringâŚâ She shrugs as she settles herself. And even though she knows she should leave well enough alone, her fingers come up to rake through his hair, because sheâs never been good with idle hands and sheâd left her drink on the side table. âItâs just politics and death, thatâs all.â
âWas kinda hopinâ you wouldnât drink at all...â There was bound to be a bit of a grumble to that, except thatâd probably end in him being nose deep in her hair. Her curly brown hair. Her curly brown hair that smelled softly of the outside and that cheap floral thing sitting in her bathroomâÂ
Stop it.Â
âItâs also one of three channels hââ Softer, closer, Manny actually had to go and shift just to try and get a bit comfortable. Too difficult, too close, too many more smells he was getting way too familiar with. Still cheap, still uniquely Liv. Was that copper coming from just under her fingernails?Â
âHey... hey now...â One hand to grab carefully around her wrist to bring it back around, inhaling slowly. âYouâre making it hard...--to focus.â No, no he definitely didnât immediately regret his choice of words just then.Â
He was still a man. He had to be mindful.Â
âJust--do you wanna do something else?âÂ
âOh, shit ââ She barely manages to conceal her surprise, giggling her way through the hiccup that follows. Jesus, she hadnât been carried by anyone since she was five, probably. How the hell was he so coordinated about it?
âDo you give the local drunks rides like this a lot?â She snorts a laugh, stifling it against his shoulder as she locks her arms around him. The least she could do was avoid choking the hell out of him in the process. Sheâd be embarrassed enough by herself once the morning rolled around. Hell of an impression to make when sheâd only just moved here.
Anytime else, sheâd have called John because misery fucking loved company, but â well, sheâd more or less left that option behind.
âYou donât even just wanna get drunk and look at shit?â Her head tilts off his shoulder for a moment before she settles it back in, lazy grin drifting across her face. âWeird rocks. Stars. You got swings somewhere? Stars are way better on swingsâŚâ she pauses, loosening her grip on him to gesture vaguely upwards.
âWhole place is new to me, you know? Might as well look at it.â She shrugs, eyebrows ticking up a moment later. âYour morgue is not glittery, youâre lying to me. How the hell do you end up with a rainbow morgueâŚâ
âOnly the ones that gotta put up with me beinâ their next-door neighbor.â He probably couldâve easily made a joke about not wanting to wish that curse upon anyone, but the self-deprecation could probably be left for later. Â Â
Maybe.Â
âCanât get drunk.â Said like itâs the most normal thing ever and not weird because he knows heâs definitely been seen at the bar at least once. Not his fault that he found the burn just a little enjoyable. Helped keep his head focused on a task and not trying to claw its way out of his neck to try and hunt for dinner.Â
Manny sighed just a bit, careful to try and avoid any sudden bumps in the sidewalk. âIt is. Ownerâs uh... got some weird ideas âbout the rainbow and the sanctity of life even though Iâve explained to âem many times how folk âround here âll think its gross and offensive.â Which was... surprisingly mostly true. He was just leaving out the parts where he had no idea what the hell the owner was and the fact that heâs actually seen them eat crayons.Â
One good adjust on the legs and he quickly muttered a duck before they passed a liquor store. âThere ainât much to even look at around here anyways that I havenât already seen.â Manny paused. â... Prefer the mountains anyways. Itâs quieter in the hills than around this shithole.âÂ