why would you stop in hell?

I am never making a film ever again

I want to make films forever

[ID: a large advertisement on (presumably) a subway wall for GLP-1s. it contains a picture of 2 injectors, one “zepbound” and one “wegovy hd”, and a small round pinkish pill. “GLP-1” is crossed out in black ink, and over it is written, “Say no to Drugs”; “Stay fat & sexy” with a heart drawn next to it. /end ID]

still in the sociolinguistics paper editing trenches. yeah i vaguely acknowledge the concept of being "almost done" but like. words dont look like words any more. times new roman is seared into my retinas like a picture burned into an old CRT screen. soon i'm going to start eating my keyboard magnus archives style. strike me down now

im did it

Having your interests mocked as a kid and general low self esteem will have you insulting the things you like even when they're generally considered very good. Because you like it, and historically when you like something it's stupid and not worth anyone's time. So you will say nonsense like "I recommend this book/game/film, but it's okay if you hate it, it sucks, I really enjoyed it but that's because I'm an idiot" and you are recommending them the Citizen fucking Kane of that particular media type. And importantly: you need to stop doing this it is killing you

i love you singers whose vocals sound desperate i love you musicians who sound like if you don’t get this song out you’re going to explode i love you songs that sound like they’re dragging the vocalist with them 80 miles per hour down the highway tied to the back of a truck i love you voice cracks in emotional songs i love you unique voices i love you music that disturbs the comfortable and comforts the disturbed

subtextjob from a girl with huge implications

if nobody got me i know angine de poitrine vol i got me

if nobody got me i know opeth ghost reveries got me

cant wait for the next ryan gosling movie. troject dail sary

the thing they dont tell you about learning to "trust the process" is that you forget and relearn it every single time you make a new piece of art. unfortunately there is no cure either

@lost-on-the-highway you core