Beautiful Nightmare

Ellie is now in extracurriculars! She is easily overwhelmed and her team is competitive so we’re hoping she grows from it instead of cracking under the pressure. Parents have to be very involved so I have to do volunteer time, traveling games, fundraising, and donating while juggling the other kids. Today was very rough with other hiccups and I’m just glad it’s over 😞 I’m honestly feeling defeated…

Today, I’m drowning. It’s just been me and the 2 youngest almost all week. Lauren is ADHD to the max. She isn’t bad, just constantly overwhelming. Usually when she’s here there are other people and she bounces off of everyone. It’s been just me, all week. Repetitive questions, correcting the same thing 20 times, constant movement, wanting every food in the house. I’m just very overwhelmed. Ready for school to start 🫠