trying

so uh. my last post on here was in mid 2019, and between that time until mid 2020, the main reason behind my absence was due to me switching fandoms (from touhou to kpop lmao).

still, in 2020 i suddenly started having seizures. after getting an mri docs found inflammatory wounds in my brain, and the cause was unknown. after that i took several appointments with several doctors in hopes of getting a diagnosis, which was no easy task. the easiest and fastest way to get a diagnosis would be through a brain biopsy, which had been suggested by doctors, but other doctors said that would be too risky considering they'd have to remove a sample of abnormal tissue from my brain, and the easiest areas to get the sample from could potentially my ability to see or perform movements from the left side of my limbs (which includes the hand i draw with). so i picked the long path, which was getting a diagnosis by the process of elimination.

after several failed treatments, it took me almost a year to get a proper diagnosis, and another entire year to get the specific treatment i needed. during said time, i fell deep into depression due to all the uncertainty going on in my life. aside from the uni-related projects i needed to do, i've barely drawn anything at all.