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I am earthy, I am icy. I have strong opinions, I’m loud sometimes, quiet others. I’m smart. I’m intuitive. I’m soulful, spiritual. Alluring, complicated, knotted. I’m a hard nut to crack. My outside aims to please. My inner vulnerability frozen over, melting over only once you’ve stuck around long enough to warm me up. I’m getting better. I shunned myself for so long. Stuffing parts of me that weren’t welcomed by someone else. Letting those parts of myself die so I could mold myself into the perfect person, all to suit someone else’s happiness over my own. We’ll fuck that, I’m letting those parts of me flow. And honestly, certain aspects of getting to know myself again have been hard. Painful. Seeing fragments of myself that i ignored for too long, which are now effecting my confidence/anxiety levels. At least it’s not too late. At least I’m trying now. At least that part of my life is now in the past. I can move forward and finally enrich my soul with true growth. My happiest times in life have been during self discovery/growth periods. Cheers to renewal of soul. Cheers to living for me. Cheers to moving up in life again. Cheers to new opportunities and new, better experiences<3

I am HAPPY. The universe works in mysterious and wondrous ways. I am so thankful and grateful

What I miss most is someone to spill my sorrows and difficulties to, that no one else cares to hear

MILES KANE IS FEATURED ON LANAS BLUE BANISTERS ………… IM NOT OKAY