mizuki

not sure why i ever look forward to anything.

feel like i did something wrong but idek what i did😔

why is it suddenly so quiet..

computer, how to be nonchalant and not give a shit you're being ghosted.

at what point in my life will i finally obtain peak cuntness and slay so hard fuckkkk

it's getting harder and harder everyday.

oh the desire to pack up and move across the world and start a new but the fear of being in a new place all alone is also there🥀🥀

and honestly if i'm to have a big build it should've been a build like pond naravit fuckkk mannn

never know when to just shut up

i feel so bloated and so sticky and everything feels too tight and i feel like i can't move around my own body and i genuinely just feel so insane oh my god

it's all fun and games until you're actually yearning to be in a relationship. fuck this hopeless romantic life.

going through spurts of feeling absolutely amazing and like omg i actually fuck with myself to spurts of omg actually the worst in the world kmss is the most irritating thing to experience the week before your period what the hell

the insanity reaches a point and mine is not being as gorgeous as pond and phuwin are and i'm SICK

everyday i gender envy so hard and body dysphoria so horribly like fuck bro just sedate me atp

the day i become a man with a build like pondphuwin's it's so over for everyone (me) i'll have reached my final form