Wonderful Life

I was suppose to be happy. But look at me a few years later 😢

This is all my fault! I let my guards down. I fell in his lies. I am crazy for marrying him

After all these years my life is still chaotic. Nothing had change. I even got married a year ago. An honesty I wonder if I didn’t do a mistake. I am way too confused. I feel like I got used in all this. I don’t even know how I get married so rapidly after all that I went through. I am totally lost. I’m not happy. Why? I don’t know. Sometimes I just want to ask him the divorce but something is stopping me from doing that! I wanna scream, I wanna cry. I hate his comportment! I hate the way he gets jealous!!!! I am so tired of being married, I am so tired for being far from him. I am about to turn 34 and I am still not a mom. I am so sad. I am very sad. I know these are god plans. But I wonder if he didn’t forget me?

J’ai même plus mal

Je me sens tellement seule 🥲 je n’ai personne à qui raconter mes doutes, mes peines. Je n’ai personne pour me conseiller. Personne 🥲

Pourquoi je suis autant triste. Je suis complètement perdu. Je ne sais pas si je fais le bon choix en l’acceptant lui pour la vie. Est ce que j’ai pas fait une erreur ? Je l’aime c’est vrai mais je me pose des questions. Est ce que je ne fais pas une erreur