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I really could bun a zoot right about now

It’d hard seeing everyone graduate when yours was robbed from you …

Happy for all the graduates but I can’t help but feel jealous … I didn’t get the cap and gown moment, the reminiscing with friends and taking pictures in our gowns and cap …. Or even get to throw the cap in the air … didn’t get to celebrate any of it and seeing everyone get to do all of that really does hurt … it would be different if I had a choice of not wanting to do it but the fact that I didn’t …. Makes me want it all the more 🥺😕🙁

My mind is already a mess... I have bad memory, my communication is off, I’m certainly not considered one of the bright ones and I sure as hell can’t flirt to save my life and get anxiety just thinking about talking to a man (cause I think they might want something or see something and I’m like 😬 🥴 idk how to do this) ... basically I’m a mess ....