apathetic

and without prescription

It's weird how mean and angry some people can get when you stop messaging them. I stopped because you don't message first unless you want something. Because you don't ask questions about my life or interests. Because you don't send more than a few words unless you're venting. You don't even send memes! That shouldn't matter but, when you put it all togeather, it looks like you don't care. I want to connect with and support you but I feel so abandoned. I wanted to see if you'd notice, wanted to know if you cared. It can't just be up to me. Don't make me feel guilty for feeling neglected.

it’s both comforting and heartbreaking that over time you will slowly forget the little details of someone you once loved so deeply until their memory is just a hazy blur like a dream you once had and can’t quite remember anymore