missed connections

Where I said all the right things

And did everything the right way

And if given one more chance

I’d give you everything

I was just afraid to lose

And boy did I lose

And id probably make more mistakes but i would never want to hurt you again and never did even then

And I’d never want to lose you again

You’re right about Everything

But I love you still

And you loved me

Nothing can stop that now

But this non stop haunting

This lurking in my dreams

Penetrating the seams of my subconscious

What I would do to see you again

What I would do to not have to pretend

But here I am having to live this life

Having to dream of you

Living a miserable lie

Two years later

And I’m still a broken heart

Love brought us together

From everything that was

Still cold

Now old

It’s happening to us

We grew up while not knowing

That it would be this way

Leaves fall

Long nights

Things don’t feel quite right

But in a certain light

And on some cold nights

I’m not going to do much not hot or cold

Fell in love

Real love now causing real pain

She has now moved on

I no longer exist

I’m a ghost chasing a Ghost

Only prayer helps

So much pain

She hates me

Radio silence

In this strange situation I didn’t want to be in

Thinking of you all the time

Sorry to drag you through my life

But I love you

And I wish I could be with you

But things are complicated

Things seemed to be going in the right direction

And then I’m forced back in to my reality

And I feel stuck

But I’m going to try my luck

And work and see what happens

And try harder

To break through