There were a few things you had to remember, if you were dating James Potter and your name wasn't Lily Evans. And that was that the relationship was likely to end. Even if you tried to blind yourself to it, or convince yourself that maybe - just maybe - he'd change his mind, that didn't change the facts.
Her Muggle cousins were the type of Christian who knew their Bible verses inside out and backward. The type who could hear all of two words and give you back a citation and a smile. It had mostly been their mother's influence, and on one of the rare occasions Hestia had stayed with them over the summer, she'd heard the phrase "guard your heart".
And while she might not have been particularly religious herself, something about the phrase stuck with her. And remained.
It didn't mean that it hadn't hurt when she'd noticed James spending more and more time elsewhere. It didn't mean it didn't hurt when she saw James' eyes wander, looking for red hair and green eyes. Hestia Jones might be eccentric, but she certainly wasn't a fool. And James wasn't exactly good at hiding. Not, at least, when it came to this. Used as she was to feeling second-best to Gwenog's first, there had been some soft, silly part of her that had hoped - for just a second - that maybe this could be different. The one part she hadn't kept well-guarded. And if you were dating James Potter, well, people tended to look at you differently. She had liked that.
Maybe things didn't feel the way she'd always expected them to. Because while she liked James, a lot, she'd always doubted that she'd actually fallen in love. Falling in love was supposed to be bigger than what she felt. Falling in love was supposed to be special. Falling in love was supposed to be the way James' eyes found Lily all the way across the Great Hall without even meaning to.
Because even though they'd always got on so well, even though it had seemed like the easiest thing in the world to go from friendship to relationship, even though Hestia was about as different from Lily as the moon was from the sun, she'd
Sometimes, she wished he'd just hurry up and realize that instead of keeping on like nothing was wrong. But until then, she'd enjoy whatever was left.
That little part of her that had made the Hat murmur "but what about Gryffindor?" was in full force when it came to that. A perfect little Hufflepuff might have given him up voluntarily.
Class ended, startling Hestia out of her haze of thoughts as chairs screeched back and books thumped closed. She packed her things away and left with a friend, chatting amiably until the other girl nudged her in the ribs. James' distinctive messy head of black hair was just in front of them. The friend vanished into the crowd and Hestia hopped forward, wrapping her arms around his shoulders from behind.
"Gryffindor Tower's the other way, you know. Good thing you're a Chaser, James. If you're this bad at finding things, you'd never catch sight of the Snitch."
She released his shoulders and stepped back, looked up at him for a moment, and noticed the lack of his usual easy smile.
"Something wrong?"