El.

I saw you today, in a picture and I cried myself to sleep Serves me right for my actions no?

Solitude is a gift. Soak in it. Enjoy every moment of it while it lasts.

I remember every little detail even now, after all this time. and you called it a game? I could and I still can feel the pain in my chest. It tears me apart but you don't have to know that. 

Really tired of finding new excuses for red-puffy eyes every morning. Tired of my own shit, tired of breaking down every other day, tired of pleading for my own end for-good. 

I, EITHER, want to give such a beautiful meaning to my life that I forget all the pain that exists inside of me and stabs me in my gut everyday OR kill myself and give an end to it all forever.

You went your way and I went mine. But I gave you two months of my life and took two of yours. Those moments made my lovestory and now I'm going to live my life based on those few moments, with a smile. 

And if it's love, it won't come with reason.

It's love. It won't wait for an opportunity.

be courageous but not foolhardy!

You're Friday and I'm Sunday. I'm very close to you but you're very far from me. ~ by my idle mind