Stargazing Flowers

“Without the stars, how would anything have began?”

Welcome to my flower field! You may call me Miko or Aorta.

I have roamed these fields for more than 20 long years, and the years will only grow as time moves on. Any prns ok; they preferred

Sometimes I get really nervy and spiral really badly. I feel fear sharing my thoughts and art sometimes. Try to be kind. I am trying my best. If it gets really concerning occasionally don’t worry about that. I’ve got my friends ^^

Who may visit these fields?

Anyone who means well and doesn’t mean to harm.

Basic DNI criteria in order

When do the flowers bloom?

The flowers here only bloom once per. Whenever I feel like it actually. They bloom for pmoon content so most of my posts will be about that now.

What do the flowers enjoy most?

I am currently project moon rotted. I love limbus company and ruina. I am in like a ton of different fandoms though so!

What do the different flowers mean?

Navigation - tag meanings:

#miko’s musings -> random rambles and chatter from me. A lot of my thoughts and just random stuff tbh.

#miko’s art gallery -> the tag I use to organise my drawings. Usually I’ll only tag my pmoon art with this lol.

#miko answers -> my response to any asks I receive. Yes, asks are open. Requests for pmoon drawings are open. Feel free just to rant in my inbox. I won’t post it if you tell me you don’t want it posted.

#aorta’s erratic rhythm -> my spirals into insanity. lol. I’ll use this tag when I’m genuinely incoherent. Whatever I say with this tag on it probably shouldn’t be taken seriously.

Be mindful of the flowers, and watch your steps.

THIS IS KILLING ME yeah meet my sona im sorry it had to be in this way and in this version for many NSRS

However !!!! on the bright cheery Gubohuan side its coworkers to lovers 😁😁😁 or well they don’t have to be lovers they can be something Worse but really there’s no toxicity (lie) and its awesome… pls listen to me im. Ive got crazy ass thoughts bro HELP. Gubo and Huan can be horrible together, do you get it ? Bruh I can’t ever like anything normal it’s always gotta be some yaoi or some shit 😭

Different brush today bc I’m doodlin and this brush felt right for it idk

Doodling……… first person to reblog / reply with a character will get that character drawn I’m feeling generous (will end up drawing honglu) (I haven’t drawn him in soooo long I miss him)

I drew netzach on the right!! Some close ups for mine :)

I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVEEEEE THEM I especially love Argalia DUDE I HAVE A DESIGN FOR HIM IF HE WAS A CONDUCTOR FOR A MODERNISH AU PLEASE HOLD IM GONNA DRAW IT SOON PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEE

Argalia is inherently lonely. that’s part of his personality. It’s why he broke so easily when angelica died. Because she was the only one who understood him. But even then, she didn’t understand him fully. She didn’t understand why he clung to her so, why he disliked Roland so much. SO. IN THEORY. Argalia should have talked it out and became friends with Roland because then after gelica’s death they could’ve bonded. BUT HE DIDNT. It’s an issue on both sides because Argalia generally is very unpleasant because of his personality but Roland should have bothered to understand his brother in law better so like. DO YOU GET IT anyways yes Argalia is lonely I’ve established that. He has parallels with netzach I’ll get into that later when I’m probably more coherent. Anyways.

IM SORRY THIS IS SUPER INCOHERENT THERES JUST A LOT OF THOUGHTS INSIDE OF ME this is all leading up to one of my Rolgalia aus where. DONT ASK ME HOW HE DOES IT JUST BELIEVE ME ITS MY AU. where he kills everyone Roland ever becomes friends with in the library. Don’t ask. But he does that so Roland can experience a fraction of the loneliness he feels. Because Roland has gotten everything Argalia wants, which is Angelica’s affection (angelica cared about him, yes, but once again, she didn’t completely understand him like she understood Roland), friends that genuinely understand him (the reverberation ensemble is just a tool to him in his grand plan), and people that love him as he is. No one loves Argalia. They all think he’s a maniac/ out of their league in some way. They think he’s scary, terrifying, a lunatic, whatever. Meanwhile with Roland they genuinely like him, find him funny, kind, whatever. But like yeah. This Rolgalia au is like genuinely one of the things that parasite on my mind aaaaaaaall the time.