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Instead, my grandma tried her best to pretend that my father was the son of her husband.

The husband of my grandmother knew that my father was not his son. That's why he only appeared two times in my life. I remember the first time better than the second time because... I don't know.

I just remember that the second time he visited was very short.

When my sister found our actual real grandfather, he actually looked like us. He'd only had one child that he knew of. But he suddenly learned that he had a family with multiple children and grandchildren, myself being among them.

He allowed himself to die shortly afterwards, without ever meeting any of us.

I can't blame him.

Imagine being ~80 years old and then finding out that you have an entire family that you'd never known... I understand it.

Instead, my grandma tried her best to pretend that my father was the son of her husband.

The husband of my grandmother knew that my father was not his son. That's why he only appeared two times in my life. I remember the first time better than the second time because... I don't know.

I just remember that the second time he visited was very short.

When my sister found our actual real grandfather, he actually looked like us. He'd only had one child that he knew of. But he suddenly learned that he had a family with multiple children and grandchildren, myself being among them.

He allowed himself to die shortly afterwards, without ever meeting any of us.

I can't blame him.

Imagine being ~80 years old and then finding out that you have an entire family that you'd never known... I understand it.