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So...mysme is back, I had to replay it again and came here to look for content but can´t seem to find a lot.
So I´m thinking of making a comeback lol
It may take some time bc unlike before I am now graduated and with a job hahaha. But let me know if anyone is still here or if yall came back to mysme so we can be friends.
It wasn’t exactly love at first sight. But when you became the first person he’d ever met to look past his high status that enamored his fan club, and the scumbag label his brothers gave him, it was only a matter of time till he was searching out your affection.
When he first realizes he’s got a crush, he’s scared. In fact, he’s terrified. He’s been with other people before (demons, witches, you name it, he’s slept with it). But none of it mattered, none of it meant anything to him, it was all for his own gain.
Now he’s feeling something for the first time and it’s for the fragile human he’s supposed to be watching? As instructed by his older brother? AND the future Demon King? Nononono this can’t be good. And so, he attempts to lock his feelings away behind his cold tsundere façade.
Unfortunately for him though, you can see right through. (🎶so hES A BIT OF A FIXER UPP-)
He asks (more like demands) you on your first date over text, to the tune of “Oi, human - me and you are gonna go downtown friday night. Bet you feel pretty lucky that THE great Mammon wants to be seen with ya.”
He sent it while you were helping Solomon with a new potion and spent the next hour and a half in his room sweating bullets wondering why you weren’t responding. Poor baby thought he was getting rejected :(
When he hears the ringer go off on his D.D.D he falls out of bed. He gets whiplash trying to look at your answer faster than his body can keep up.
And when you teasingly reply that you’d be honored, he does a little victory dance.
The other brothers may be jealous of your relationship, but at the same time they’re honestly relieved to see you two together.
They were getting tired of Mammon’s constant whining that would ring out every time you played games too long with Levi, and cooked together with Beel, or read together with Satan. Honestly Asmo was two steps away from playing cupid his damn self to get you two together.
It honestly comes in handy for them because congratulations, you are now his moral compass 🎉🎉🎉
Lucifer gets tired of having to track him down and drag him home from casinos himself, so he starts sending you instead.
Unsurprisingly Mammon is much more willing to listen to you instead of his brother when it comes to convincing him back to the House of Lamentation. But unsurprisingly you tend to find Mams and do a little gambling yourself, indulging with your first man.
No matter how late you two get home Lucifer is still up, ready to give you a disappointed look and hang his brother from the rafters :,)
But on the bright side, you have gotten EXCEPTIONALLY good at untying knots.
When he’s finally NOT suspended from the ceiling, please hold him. He’s a big baby and ow oof MC the rope burns how will he go on if you don’t kiss it better.
You do kiss it better, cause you would do anything to see that smile, the one that outshines the sun, moon, and all the stars. The one that convinces you that while you may be in the Devildom, you have found your own personal heaven in him.
O__o;;; Why did I draw all of this. All I wanted to do was Mammon with the glasses and the neck-tie pulling but then I thought I needed everything else to explain it >.>;
I hope you enjoyed it anyway! This took WAY TOO LONG for just a simple idea… My hand hurts… I don’t want to draw their uniforms anymore :`)
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Request: rfa (and saeran and v) with an MC who grew up very poor (like so poor where sometimes her family had to choose between food and electricity, and even then they barely ate)? And even know when shes kinda stable, she still makes unnecessary cuts to save money? I hope that made sense, I really love your work and I really do believe you'll do this prompt justice
It totally made sense, I know how everyone is just trying to make the conditions they were born in a little better. And to be honest I have become kind of a hoarder with stuff since I am never sure if my family's condition will keep improving or we'll fall back so I was really excited to get to this request.
RFA+Saeran, MC from a poor family always stressed about money
*Yoosung*
As far as the canon goes, his family is in the upper-middle class so he never really had to worry about much stuff until he got to college. Mostly because he had to do all the grocery shopping but he never got extremely worried about money
He knew how messed up it can be for some people, but it only hit him when Rika took him to charity centers and he had to realize the worth of money in this world
And he hoped to keep studying so that he never had to worry about it, and maybe he would be able to keep helping others
Before he knew where you came from, he had already noticed some habits you had. You would never throw damaged clothing or most items for that matter
Preparing super simple meals and walking from school instead of taking the bus and trying to save all the money that you can
He thought there was something you wanted, something expensive, he sometimes did that whenever he needed money for LOLOL’s rare items
After some time, he noticed you kept on saving, and even when you got to live together, you made some unnecessary cuts like walking instead of using the car or refusing to buy special gifts for your anniversary. And at this point, he knew why you did it and was supportive of anything that gave you a sense of security but would make sure to stop you if he thought that it could affect you in any way
He would help you to let things go easier and will use that as part of his motivation to work harder every day.
Because it breaks his heart to think that you may live in the fear of counting cents again, so he wants to make sure that it never happens again.
*Zen*
Zen had been there, Zen has been all alone in a room wondering if food will come to the table tomorrow. So he is always extremely grateful for any gig he gets.
It took him some time after his career starting taking off to start using his money in a healthy way because he was also scared that luck would leave his side and he would have nothing left
So he knows right away why you do what you do and what it passing through your head
He thinks you are mostly scared that either his or your career will be in danger and harder times will come
But he has also learned a thing or two about changing your whole lifestyle when it isn’t necessary to do so and being that he stands firmly with his psychic dreams he also believes that manifesting shortage in your future will bring nothing but that
So the first thing he does when he realizes what the background for your habits is. Is sitting you down and talk to you, even when he hates to talk about money, he hates to see you stressing over things you shouldn’t be worried about
And he would be glad to help you save in a healthy way, he would also force you to spend money sometimes because he wants to have a peaceful relationship with all the aspects of your life
In the end, it takes teamwork and agreements to make both of you improve overall, he will stop smoking, if you stop every single coin in the house and allow yourself a treat now and then.
*Jaehee*
She had the same fear as you do. Ever since she was young she told herself that if she worked hard enough and earned enough money she would be at ease
But she discovered the hard way that it wasn’t true, she discovered that even when all the sleepless nights covered in papers, coffee and the bright screen of a laptop were remunerated, it wasn’t worth it
After she realized that and freed herself from that idea, she knew her life would change for the better. But even when you two had the coffee shop, you still overworked yourself to make cuts
You insisted on buying cheaper things, do more manual work to cut costs and eventually it got to a point where she noticed it wasn’t healthy for either of you and that at some point you would fall down the rabbit hole she once was in
She wanted to help you as much as you helped her. She wanted to get you out of it.
So she took over all the finances of the shop, and won’t let you see them unless your opinion was extremely important
She would also forcibly give you days off and give bring some of the best desserts home for you to relax a little bit.
And if things ever get tight, she will make sure to tell you everything about it and assure you that things will always be okay for both of you
*Jumin*
Oh boi you two are a case
Because we all know that he likes to spend crazy amounts of money on stuff he loves, he loves you, and he wants to spoil you rotten.
So can’t help but notice how you would never wear jewelry if he didn’t bring it up, or how you would always ask if it was okay for him to spend so much money on some things.
And he would be very oblivious as to why you act the way you do, in fact, he is so lost that the only to get him to understand is directly explaining everything to him
Then and there is when you pour your heart out, all the feelings of desperation and inferiority, the constant fear that surrounds you and keeps whispering that misfortune will eventually look your way once again, that every luxury you and Jumin posses will disappear into thin air
And to Jumin it is a foreign concept. The idea of losing everything and cling into the money you have left is way too distant for him.
"MC, do you think I don't know how to run the company?" he asked sarcastically
"That's not what I mean and you know it" you sat in disbelief "it's just that… Everything could fall at any moment"
He took a seat right beside you and moved his hand carefully towards yours
"I know that, but don't you think I'll let that destroy everything I know how to take care of things. Trust me, my love" he said looking straight into your eyes and bringing the back of your hand to his lips softly
With that said, he would open the biggest saving account on your name so he has an excuse to keep spoiling you
*Saeyoung*
He, he is too busy to notice any out of the way behavior from your part when you first arrived
But slowly he started to wonder a little bit more about the reasoning behind it. But everything became clear when he finally connected what he had learned from you while doing the background check
Once he finally connected two and two, he understood most things about your mindset, but also placed himself on the opposite end
He understood the fear of losing everything and starting all over again, to go back to not having anything, to run for your life, and make hard decisions. But at the same time, that same fear of losing everything made him detached from things
Instead of saving and saving as you do, he uses his money in things that bring him instant happiness like his car or his computers, since he doesn’t know what will happen tomorrow he will do his best with the things he has now
And right now he has you, and he wants you to be at your best, to stop worrying like crazy like he once did
There would be a lot of reassurance from his part because even if he isn’t super proud and confident about his job and what he does right now, you have nothing to worry about, he is a genius!!!
*Saeran*
He is as worried as you are, ever since he was left on his own, he started worrying about the ending of it all
Wondering when everything would fall apart again, not necessarily talking about money, but his life in general
After getting over everything and being together with his brother and with you once again, he starts to notice how the topic of money a very difficult one for you
He notices how you always have something on your mind, and usually that something is worrying about work, payment or bills
At first, he wants to tell you not to worry about it, but then he starts thinking about what he could do to make you feel better
And then his condition starts to worsen as he realized that there is not much he could do, that unlike his brother he didn't have a job to survive on
The feelings of inferiority and self-depreciation came to fill his head again, blocking away any good traits he trusted to have
Both of you avoided any talk until one braking point where you found him having one of his panic attacks
After he calmed down and explained how he felt he could not be a safe place for you even when you were the safest place for him, you started to cry too
The thought that money issues could bring so much pain into the one you love broke your heart and made you realize how things ould slowly improve
Both of you started firing each other’s habits, and Saeyoung would be super supportive of both of you too, letting you know that he will be there for you anytime
*V*
with V things were pretty clear since the beginning, he knew what you have gone through, and tries his best to show you the prettier side of life
If the issue of money makes you anxious, he will try his best to support and elevate your career, but would also be very confident in his work and let you know that things look bright for himself too
I feel like he would be fine having a more humble lifestyle if that makes you at ease, but then again, he believes in helping you recover internally and externally so he would not hesitate in stopping you whenever he sees it is getting out of hand
To the point o taking finances out of your hands, and just letting you know very vague things about the money, without interfering in what you make of course
But overall, being friends with Jumin all his life and being able to be in that circle of people most of his life have taught him a thing or two about money and happiness
I really enjoyed writing this and would like to develop more about Jumin in this one
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I am so sorry I haven’t been able to get to the last of the requests. The last week I’ve been filled with house work and there were some issues with my university entrance date (｡>﹏<｡).
Thankfully today I will sit down and write most if not all of the request left, after that I will take some days to write some ideas of my own and then I will open my requests again ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
I just wanted to let you know that I have not dissapeared, I’m doing okay, and that I love and appreciate all of you დ♥♡
“I was wandering if you could write a headcanon for the rfa+v and saran for a female mc who used to be a soldier and she has PTSD from her service so whenever she hears a really loud noise or a even a helicopter sounds it sends her to a panic attack”
I hope you enjoy this and that you have a great day today, thank you so much for enjoying my wrtiting Ily
*Yoosung*
He was pretty shocked when he found out that you were a soldier, and he is actually really curious to know more about it, but at the same time doesn't want to pressure you in any way in fear that it brings bad memories for you
it is a little hard for him when you start to distance yourself, but also tries to be as understanding as possible.
But even then he is very confused with how to ask stuff directly, so he goes to the psychology faculty at his campus and try to inform himself on the best ways to support and comfort you
He ends up going there a lot as he is very nervous he may not know how to react if you have a panic attack
Thankfully, he prepared enough to know what to do when you had a panic attack, even if was super nervous all the time
He makes sure to never play LOLOL or any video games that could trigger you when you are at his place.
And when you move together he also does his best to avoid strong noises.
*Zen*
Zen decided to do his mandatory military service when he was very young because he didn't want to pause his career later on.
And even if everything wasn't that bad for him, he still lived in the constant fear that he would have to go to the front lines.
So it was devastating for him knowing that you had to go through that and further, and because of that, he will make sure you know he is there to listen to you.
And with that he also wants you to know that he is now right there to protect his princess.
Especially if you have any nightmares, he will stay all night long talking to you so you know you are now safe, with him, in his arms.
The first time you had a panic attack was when he was rehearsing one of his songs that included a loud "bang" at the end. He apologized a thousand times but still, it was a whole mess to know what to do in these cases.
After that incident, he made sure to talk to you and write down everything he needs to know about it
He also makes sure to check every detail on future projects to make sure that you feel totally fine while watching his performance
Sooner or later his fans are going to know about it (bc k-netizens are wild) and avoid loud cameras or chants during Zen's events just in case you are there.
*Jaehee*
Don't forget she also did a light background check on you, and the minute she knows your past, and your diagnose she is already researching about it.
A couple of days later she is well informed in what could trigger you and what you need in that case.
But that doesn't end there, she shares the information with the rest of the RFA in case she couldn't be there in that moment.
At the same time, she is extremely nervous about the party since, well, it's a party. So she spends more time than usual making sure that things move correctly so you can enjoy your time there, or even leave at any time you want to
After opening the coffee shop, she insisted that, if you wanted to help her you stayed home taking care of the administrative side of the shop since she was always in the guard for you
*Jumin*
As Jaehee, the moment the information gets to him information about it is also flooding him and he does his best to understand everything
But when he realizes you will be coming over to his place often, the whole penthouse becomes soundproof and he is talking to experts in the field
The guards are always ready to assist you in case you need it
And he will constantly remind you that you can trust him if you ever want to talk, but he also knows boundaries so if you don't want to talk about it he won't mention it again
Encourages you to receive professional help and will be more than glad to pick you up from your appointments if you want him to
He also did his military service before taking his position in the company, and even if nobody picked on him because of his father, he hates the idea of you suffering in ways he can only imagine even if was close to that
Jumin is usually calm and collected, and he is used to being like that inside and out. But if you even have a panic attack, he crumbles inside.
You won't see it, because he knows that it is best for you if you don't. But he gets extremely nervous and angered at the world whenever he sees your sorrow come through
*Saeyoung*
He knew it the moment you came in. He knew what you had gone through and how f*cked up this world is.
That was one of the reasons he wanted to get away from you, because his life was still very chaotic, he was still surrounded by guns and explotions for some of his missions
But then you stuck around with him, and accepted him. So of course he would accept and protect you.
He says he will leave the agency, but probably he will still have to use his hacker skills and be around computers. Reason why all his stuff would be in a separate room so the rest of the house is safe and sound
He installed a button in robot cat in case you start to feel anxious or need any help
His sleep schedule is already messed up, so he could stay all night with you until you feel ready to sleep
And if the nightmares refuse to leave, then both of you can stay up looking at the plastic starts in the roof that glow in the dark
*Saeran*
With Saeran you are in for a ride
Because for the time that he had just escaped mint eye, he experienced post traumatic stress too
And it would be a mess, because he wanted to stick with you but you wanted to isolate, or vice-versa
And there would be nights where both of you stay awake all night because of the fear that nightmares may come around
He is also pretty much afraid of strong sounds since it reminds him of the time he was punished, so both of you spend a lot of time in gardens and forests trying to find some peace and relaxation
It would be good if you can go together to group therapy since it is easier for him to find confort in you, and he hopes that the feeling is mutual
You both tend to protect each other as it is easy to relate with what the other is thinkin and or feeling
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your headcanons and the way you write! I know that you’ve already done two insecure MC headcanons, but I was wondering if you could write one with the RFA discovering that MC is insecure about their face? Maybe MC doesn’t feel like they’re good enough to date whichever RFA member it is because of their appearance? I totally understand if you aren’t comfortable with writing that, but thank you regardless!
Hello love! sorry for taking so long, but here you have it and I hope you like it as much as I did :))
RFA+Saeran when MC is insecure about their face
*Yoosung*
Yoosung himself is kind of picky about his own face, one of the reasons why he bleached his hair was because he read that it would make his face brighter, and after what happened with his eye, he was really worried about how you looked as a couple and would keep overthinking about how beautiful you were and how he looked worse than before
Because yes, he has never thought that you look anything but beautiful
Even when you keep trying to hide your face in subtle ways, like wearing a scarf that covers your mouth, a hat, or just using your hair to hide yourself. He stills think you look stunning but will have a hard time picking up the signs that you are doing all that stuff because you don't like your face
In fact, he may need a LOT of help figuring it out, to the point where he only did when Zen asked why you would cover your face in pictures
And then maybe he will start to worry about how you see yourself, about how you may not be able to see how precious and beautiful you really are to him, but at the same time he doesn't feel like he is good with words, so his concern will show in more subtle ways, pulling up your hat so your eyes show, giving you more spontaneous kisses or try to get better at complimenting you
Even if most of the time he just ends up being a blushing mess that can barely get to the message, please appreciate his efforts
*Zen*
Zen is familiar with how it feels to not be comfortable in your own skin, he may be on the opposite side now, but the feeling can still be recalled
You are well aware of his selfie obsession, but that doesn't make you nay less uncomfortable with taking pictures all the time.
If you tell him you don't want to take a selfie with him, he will start to get worried but respect your wish overall
But then, there is nothing you can do when his fans catch you out on a date and the photos eventually flood all your social media, either for good or bad
Zen had noticed that you were in a bad mood lately but didn't want to pressure you into telling him, until one particular day he found you on the verge of crying, in the corner of the sofa, knees meeting your chest and quiet sobs surrounding you
Before you can tell him anything or give any excuse, he is already in possession of your phone and his face already displaying wrath to all those terrible comments
"babe, babe, listen to me. Hey! Here... you are beautiful" he told you while putting the phone beside you and guiding his hands to your face so you can't look away
"No Zen, they are right, I am not near half your level... I... maybe I shouldn't even be seen with you" you said in between sobs while softly putting them away, which filled his heart with a tremendous pain
"MC, I... you, you are" Zen started to mumble as it seemed like he knew words weren't enough to pacify your emotions. So, he took your face in between his hands and gently placed a kiss in your nose, then your forehead and he kept on trailing more kisses all over your face, and occasionally your lips when you wanted to dispute it
*Jaehee*
While she was working for Jumin, she really had no time to breathe, so it was only after you both were spending more time in the coffee shop that she noticed more things about you.
like how you would sometimes spend too much time in front of the mirror using your finger to try and move your face around, to hide some parts. And other times you would avoid mirrors altogether.
So she tries to do something about it, and well, she had some stationary from C&R
Using it, she left posts around the house and the coffee shop for you, each with a nice message for you
If she knew that something specific about your appearance was bothering you, she will also compliment it a lot on her notes until you can smile at yourself
Sometimes, a small sweet will be beside the notes and it just makes your day a thousand times better.
*Jumin*
Jumin is not the best at pointing out this kind of thing, and it would never cross his mind that you are not beautiful
In fact, he has commissioned portraits of you and most of them are in his office. But he is also a man of details, and the way you look at yourself does not go completely unnoticed by him
And it would not be practical to try and beat around the bush, so he directly asked you if the portraits were not of your liking
"well, it's not it, the artist is very talented but..." you answered trying to look away from those serious eyes that tried so hard to see through you
"But...?" He mimicked, waiting for you to continue
"I... well, the subject, me, that's what makes it awkward yo know?"
"No, I don't know MC. I am failing to understand what you mean" He retaliated firmly, making you sigh in defeat
"I... I am really insecure about the way I look, and I know it's not easy to explain, but... it's just, I can't look at myself sometimes" You spotted out so fast that Jumin had no time to react and stood there for some seconds to organize his thoughts because he knew that it would take more than a couple of compliments to make you change your mind
His only instinct was to get close to you and gently grab both of your hands in his, while slowly pressing both of your foreheads
"I really don't know how to tell you that you have the most beautiful features, but I will gladly remind you of it every time it is necessary my love"
He also lets you know if they're one thing that could make you feel better, he will gladly give it to you as soon as possible, let it be surgery, any treatment, or just his unconditional admiration for you
(Lowkey feel like he could/would kinda change the whole beauty standards for you so...)
*Saeyoung*
He is better at catching up with this kind of stuff, and if you ever make a self-deprecating joke, if you ever do the "I'm so ugly jsjsjsj" thing, he, he is ready to fight you
He is ready to tell you how incredibly amazing, cute, and the breath-taking person you are.
But at the same time, he feels too awkward to say anything to you, he feels that is something that is not easy for you, and because of that, he will try to make you feel better without you even knowing
Your phone and computer are hacked with small messages complimenting you every now and then
When you walk around the house, the cat robot is always calling you the cheesiest names
And he overexaggerates his reactions when he sees you, "Oh God! It hurts, it hurts so much" he'll say falling to his knees like he is dying
"Shut, Saeyoung are you okay?!"
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine, you are just too beautiful," he says while getting up
"Oh my god, stop doing that," you say, not believing his words and going back to whatever you were doing
"But... you know it's true right?" he asks gathering up all his courage
"what?"
"That you unbelievable beautiful," answers while wrapping himself around you in hopes you find truth in his words
*Saeran*
As well as other members, I don't think he will catch on it easily. Because it's something that you try to hide, something you are not proud of.
Saeyoung probably brings it up during one of those nights there are chatting and drinking dr.pepper, and he from then on he keeps a tab on everything you do that could be related to that
And it bothers him, it really does, when you don't appreciate the way you are. Because he did the same for so long, and he keeps doing it sometimes, so he understands how hard it is to get rid of the voices that bring you down while looking in the mirror
When you hide your face in his chest, he doesn't know why you do it, when cover his eyes before kissing him, he tries not to twist those nice moments
Saeran will want to encourage you in some many ways, he tries so many times to tell you how pretty and adorable you look. But words always fail him
So he prepares to tell you in the language he knows the best. And it's not coding
He will start to give you small bouquets and note with their meaning, if he can't find the flower it will be a drawing. Flowers to communicate your beauty, your kindness and the power that lies inside you
*V*
With him, it comes out pretty fast
Because he is dying to fill his gallery with the images of you, but you always refuse to take pictures of your face
And he is not new to shy models, not at all, so what does he do?
He begs you to give him a chance, just one photoshoot and that's all. If you feel uncomfortable he will not ask again after that one, but let him try just one time to capture your beauty
And after many pleas and many kisses, you accept his offer and he is the happiest man on earth.
But even after taking the photos, you refuse to look at them since you never like any of your pictures
Again he asks you to trust him, and you do.
You gasp in awe while looking at the most beautiful photos of yourself you have ever seen. Almost crying, because for once you can see someone really pretty and beautiful in there
"This is what I am blessed to look at every day, and I will not trade it for the world," said V pleased with your reaction
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Could i request RFA with MC who bites her lips a lot (not intentionally) and they find it hard to control themselves when she does it? thank youuu ❤️
hello, thank you for requesting I really hope you enjoy it xD
RFA+Saeran reacting to MC biting their lips a lot
*Yoosung*
He had noticed that you had some small habits, but he didn't notice whenever you bit your lips around him
Until you were having out in his place, chilling and playing games with him to celebrate that his finals were over
He was so happy to have you by his side all the time, but as he kept glancing your way he saw your bottom lip trapped in between your tooth as you try to focus on the game running on the screen
One quick look at it and he lost all the concentration he ever had in the game, and with that, any chance of winning he had left.
Once he has noticed that habit of yours, he will think about it non-stop, even if he doesn't want to
The image of your wet lips being pressed by your own mouth keeps playing on slow motion in his head until he gets all hot and bothered that he is embarrassed to think about it
On your next date, he won't stop looking at your lips in hopes of catching that sight again, and he is in luck because you do it all the time
He thought he wanted to see you doing that again, but when he actually does see you doing it through the date, he will get all red and flustered at his own thoughts that it might actually freak you out.
Like, you will be chilling on your date park and suddenly he gets super red and starts babbling.
*Zen *
When you first arrived he thought you may just be nervous, so he didn't think anything about it.
But you kept on doing it repetitively even after the party. So he noticed it was something you usually did
And oh boy, he noticed when you did that, what were you trying to do? release the beast??
Unconsciously, he started doing it too, at the beginning it was more to feel as if you were bitting his lips too, but he didn't want to risk awakening the beast by kissing you in such way, at least not yet.
However, you also noticed that with time, his kisses changed, to barely touching you as if he was afraid of going further as if you were going to break at any wrong move, to starting stealing gentle little bites of your lips as if he biting cherries, but would pull out before going to the next level
It becomes a game for yourself to catch his lips before he pulled out of the kiss, and when you finally did, you may have understood why he would bite yours
And after that, both of your lips became bruised either because you bite them by yourself out of habit, of because neither you nor Zen can keep your teeth for yourself
*Jaehee*
She had noticed when she first met you that you have some beautiful features. And among those features, you had beautiful, elegant lips
And when she learned how much she loved the taste and shape of your lips, it became even more alluring to look at them constantly
She will use this as her motive to always make you taste whatever she is baking in hopes some cream or chocolate will get on your lips and for her to point it out
Most of the time she will notice how you were doing something completely unrelated to the thoughts running around her head, and will simply go on with her day, trying to convince herself you are unaware of your actions
But there were also times when even that was too hard for her and she will just randomly steal a peck or two from you
I mean, not that you mind... But when you ask her about it, or you keep doing it even after she kissed you.
When that happens, she will quietly hug you from behind until you notice she needs your time in that moment, but after you have given her the chance to be this close to you after all you've done all-day, expect her to ask for something more
*Jumin*
When you first appeared in front of him, Jumin mentioned how he has memorized the shape of your lips, and he was not lying, but he also was able to notice some small bruises or cuts on them. Nothing too serious or too notorious, but he became even more curious about them as he kissed you for the first time
As the day went on, he kept on contemplating the different habits that filled your day and bitting your lips didn't go unnoticed
Used to read Elizabeth's feelings based purely on actions, he tried to read yours too
Maybe she is trying to tempt me, maybe she wants to say something until he notices that you keep doing it regardless of the circumstances
But that doesn't stop him from looking at you even more than before, to wonder what's on your mind and to feel that urge to bite your lips as well.
And as much as he wishes to control himself and take things slow as everyone suggests, you are making it really hard to do it
He stands up and walks to you to gently hold you closer asking for permission as he said he would "Would it be okay...if I kiss you right now?"
As you nodded he was already placing his lips on yours and focusing on the corners of your lips that spent the most time between your teeth
Taking small bites out of your lips his movements became sloppier as time passed he stepped back and looked at you "We may stop here if you don't want me to go any further"
And the rest was up to you
*Saeyoung*
He has a lot of habits too, habits that come out when he is feeling anxious, most of the time he pulls his hair or his leg won't stop shaking, but bitting his lips is also one of them
But he does it so unconsciously that he would notice you bitting your lips first.
It would distract him so much when he was hacking and you were on the other side of the room doing your own thing, but keeping the side of your lips trapped with your fangs
It would be only when he is having so many typos in his codes that he decides he will not have it anymore, gets up walking towards you and freeing your lip with his thumb so you stop distracting him
But then again, now that he touched your lips even for a second, he feels the urge to also taste them
and so he does, stealing a quick peck from you, and immediately blushing only to run off to his hacker corner once again
But the pink and red tones remained on his face for the rest of the day as he could only keep remembering the kiss he just stole from you and how he wanted to keep on doing that
His lips find a place in his mouth similar to yours and now both of you can't help but notice the other's flavor remaining
*Saeran*
Like his brother, he had a lot of small gestures he would do when anxious, so he was quick to notice the reason behind the super tiny scars on your lips that seemed to appear and disappear randomly
But you also noticed his, the only difference being that his were much worse because instead of just grabbing his lip lightly, his teeth would actually cut his lip, with some of the scars were worse than others
So you came up with a plan, and told him about it, every time you catch him hitting too much into those beautiful lips of his, you will stop him and kiss him, there and then
And it is not that he was opposed to the idea, he was just very flustered. When I tell you that saeran.exe stopped working every time you did that, I am not kidding
Until he gained the courage to call you out too. Kissing you by surprise whenever he catches you hitting your lips. Until it became a signal for both of you to notice the other wants some kisses
*V*
He really appreciated the small movements and gestures you would take if you sit a certain way, the way you walk, and when you bite your lips
There was a specific moment during the day that you look even more beautiful than ever, and he can't help but memorize your small movements
So much that he unconsciously finds himself drawing your lips every now and then
But then he also finds himself thinking about kissing you and touching you, feeling you all along, feeling you warm and biting your cherry lips so he can taste them as well
to taste the flavor that the sun gets to enjoy when it lightens up your lips
But he will often keep it as a fantasy, as a desire, as the pure image of you in his head
And it will stay that way until you decide to kiss him and his attention immediately goes to making the most of that moment so that he can keep fantasizing about you
This will make him turn the most innocent and chaste kiss into a fight, biting you as soon as he gets the chance and trying with all of his soul not to keep biting the rest of your body at once
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Hello! I see that your request is open, if you don’t mind can i request hc of the RFA+V and Saeran with mc who’s never dated in her life cause she is super oblivious when people tried to flirt with her? You don’t have to write it if you don’t want to! Oh and i love your writing a lot! Thank you and i hope you have a good day 😊
Thanks to you, you made my day and I hope you keep enjoying my writing
PS: I wrote my name instead of MC a couple of times, luckily I noticed soon enough. Really hope you like it :))
RFA+Saeran Being an oblivious MC’s first boyfriend
*Yoosung*
Seeing all his classmates and walking around campus, he thought that he was behind everyone else since he had never been in a relationship
and after the whole hacker situation was over he was very nervous about being with you, because even when he had imagined what he would do with his girlfriend a thousand times, he didn't know what to do sometimes
Once he was asking Zen for advice and the actor decided to ask "Well, has she ever talked about what she liked or disliked about her exes?"
And it hit him, maybe he wasn't as good as your ex-boyfriend, maybe it was because he was so inexperienced in everything, and maybe...
Some time passed and you still didn't mention anything so it was on him to bring it out. "MC... I've curious for a while...", "what it is Yoosung?" "well...the other day I was talking to Zen and I realized you've never mentioned past boyfriends..."
He was super worried about asking, he didn't even know if he wanted to know but when you started to laugh confusion and a log for relief took over him
"What are you talking about? you want me to tell you about my celebrity crushes?" That didn't give him any answer as his face was still painted with confusion "...You are my first boyfriend Yoosung" You said before giving him quick peck in the check and run away to continue with your daily activities.
But you are so beautiful and amazing, how was it possible you were single all this time?? It wasn't until you accompanied him to a college party that he understood
He had to left for the bathroom and you said you would wait for him near the drinks, but when he came back he saw you talking with one of his classmates and carefully approached
On the way home, he started talking about it "So you met Chae Ji?"
"Yes, he was very nice, he asked me to dance but I was waiting for you so we just chatted"
"You know he was flirting with you?"
"What? no, he wasn't", MC looked genuinely surprised by Yoosung's question "MC, he asked for your Instagram," Said the blonde boy surprised by the way MC didn't notice it
"well, that's my art Instagram so..." Said MC before wrapping her hand around Yoosung's and keeping it that way all the way back home.
*Zen*
He thinks you are the most beautiful being in this world, even more than him, and will not hesitate in telling you so. However, it was really hard at the beginning for you to notice it since you thought he was in normal flirty zen mode
BUT NO it was not normal flirty mode, it was I LIKE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE NOTICE ME mode, and it was so frustrating to him that you couldn't notice it.
You were extremely oblivious to his flirting, sometimes passing his cheesy lines as him preparing for a new role again
"babe Kiss me if I’m wrong, but dinosaurs still exist, right?"
"Oh my God Zen! Where do you get those from? This might be my favorite role so far"
He gets a little bit worried when you don't flirt back or even react, but then you'll turn all shades of pink when he reaches for your hand, hugs you by surprise, or does any other small gesture. And when you do that, oh my God, please don't come any closer THE BEAST but at the same time let me hug you again.
Finally, he decides to ask you if it makes you uncomfortable when he tries to compliment you or flirts with you
"oh, no! Not in the slightest, it's just that... Well, I've never received that kind of attention and you are my first boyfriend so I kind of don't know how to react properly..." you finished your sentence while shyly looking at different spots in the room
Zen just felt all the worries leave his body and his heart just getting warmer by the second
"Oh baby, I-i I love you so much and I'm sorry for asking," said Zen while enthusiastically wrapping his arms around you "am I really your first boyfriend? Well, then I'll make sure to be the prince charming you deserve angel"
*Jaehee*
She isn't the one to just give out compliments, so when she starts flooding you with sweet words, you trust she means it and will blush most of the time while trying to find the words to make her feel as special.
At the beginning of your relationship, she wanted to have everything clear, so she opened to you about her past, cards on the table, in hopes you do the same.
It was to her surprise to find out that she holds the place of your first girlfriend. And even if she tries to deny or hide it makes her really proud, because she was the first one to dive deep into your heart
She enjoyed being with you and taking you to dates often since she wanted you to know everything about it
Most of the time she used to spot people who approached her or you with the intent of flirting, but since the opening of the cafe she had lost track of you
She started noticing that the cafe was busier the days that you attended the front while she was in the back after everything started to settle, it was decided to employ a couple of people so both of you ended up in the front
On a not so busy day, she noticed people looking at you more than usual and/or saying things about you. However, it was when they approached you while cleaning a table that her attention was completely focused on it.
Even when she couldn't hear the conversation she could imagine what was going on
"What happened there?" she asked nicely as soon as you come back
"Oh, nothing they just told me our uniforms are really cute and wanted to contact the cafe later on," you told her while continuing with your tasks
"What?", Jaehee looked confused since she could clearly see their intentions
"Yes, they asked for a number and I gave them the shop's number" She started to laugh and grabbed you by the wrist softly
"They wanted YOUR number MC," She said in between laughs
"OH," was all you could say before grabbing her hand back and laugh with her for the rest of the day
*Jumin*
Jumin wanted to know everything about you and your past, but as he reflected on himself after you left the apartment he decided to take things slower much to his regret.
However, slower for him didn't mean slow at all, he still has the initiative to big gestures and showers you in attention every time he has the chance.
And Zen was very aware of this, so he would often complain about it in the chatroom, saying that maybe you are not comfortable with it, or maybe you didn't want to take things so fast. In one of those discussions, it came out the topic of your past relationships.
"Well, I appreciate Jumin's details, but being honest..." you typed, a little embarrassed for the next line you intended to write
"See?!, tell him MC!!" Interrupted Zen thinking he had the reason
"No, it's not that I don't like it, I just never had a boyfriend and I get a little bit nervous because everything is so new I..."
"Well, in that case, I will have to make sure to introduce you to all the wonders I can. Now, if you excuse us Zen, my love and I will be leaving for dinner"
He was glad to be the first one for you as you were also the first one to adventure so deep inside him. However, sometimes he was scared of making a wrong move, to calculate things too much and lose you
But as long as you have a little patience now and there, he will make sure to give you all the best first experiences you want
There were few people in his social circle that didn't know about you, he was always talking about you and everyone knew not to give you a wrong look since their future projects with C&R would be compromised
However, that was not the case for people outside that atmosphere to recognize you after the Sarah scandal was forgotten
It was not abnormal to accidentally encounter your friends or acquaintances whenever you took Jumin to a normal date, and this time it was an old crush of yours.
You were both in line while Jumin looked for a table, and you even got to introduced him as "an old friend" but Jumin didn't fail to notice how movements were softer towards you, but for once he decided to save his advances to himself.
But that didn't stay that way, that date he felt super clingy to you and will hardly let go of you.
*Saeyoung*
As he researched everything about you, so he can recognize some of your friends even before you talk about them or introduce them to him
You'll be cuddling in bed while you are using your phone, with your head below his arm in a way he can also see the memes you display in your screen
A funny photo of your friend will appear and he will ask about it "who is that?"
"Oh, my friend Alex," you said hoping he would let it pass as you continue with the story behind the photo, but no
"Alex who had a crush on you, or your ex Alex? or are they the same person?" he asked without any ill intentions
"What? No, he doesn't have a crush on me and we never dated! I've never dated to begin with" You said playfully
"Well then...Wait. WHat? you've never dated?" he said surprised and got really embarrassed at the thought of sharing so many new stuff with you, but he continued regardless "Well, he still has a crush on you"
"No, he doesn't" you replied and it was hard to believe you didn't notice it
"Maybe you don't see it but he is always flirting in your texts and the comments on your Instagram...??" He argued, not jealous because he thought it was an ex, but confused "I am telling you, he has a crush on you"
"Why are you reading my texts?" you backfired trying to change the subject
"You know I did when you entered the RFA, I didn't READ them, I don't have time for that. I SCANNED them, and even then I noticed he has a huge crush on you"
"OH," you said with a distant look "That explains a lot" you finally spoke
"Well, too bad, I am taken," you said while shyly going back to your cuddling position and your memes until he spoke again
"SOOOO... I am your first boyfriend??" he asked with a huge grin on his face
*Saeran*
He also did research on you actually meeting you, and it was clear to him that you never had a boyfriend, but he also noticed how sometimes people would talk to you and you seemed to not be affected at all by it.
However, whenever he brought you flowers or showed you his affection you seemed to notice how much he loves you
But still, he is afraid, because he doesn't know how to act as a proper boyfriend to you because he never had much of reference to start with
He is lucky enough for you to pick him and bluntly ignore all the boys and girls who talk to you wanting to get your number or something
He will ask for a lot of reassurance from your part because sometimes it gets hard for you to notice when he is making an effort to be our of his comfort zone and actively flirt with you
And as this is a first for both of you, it will sometimes end with a never-ending loop of compliments and reassurance until both of you are super red and/or cuddling
He will try to be extra patient if you ever annoy him, and he will require a lot of patience from your side too
But overall he wants to believe it is not too selfish of him to want to be your first and last boyfriend
*V*
When he discovers this is your first relationship he is a little overwhelmed and more pressured to be the best partner you could have wished for
Will be extra careful and maybe overthink every single move since he doesn't want to make any mistakes and make you uncomfortable or something
Will also need a lot of reassuring too since his past is still chasing him and will sometimes stop him from getting closer to you
Most of the times he will get amused by how you won't get it whenever Zen starts being more flirty than usual, but usually, he won't worry about it and talk to you
He will try to start paying more attention to the details as he wants you to only have good experiences during the time you spend with him, and if even then you are being the oblivious self he will start to exaggerate the gestures
Never surpassing Jumin, never, but will still exaggerate everything until he can make it clear his feelings for you
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can i ask for an RFA(+V and Saeran) x MC wherein she's sort of a shut in or maybe just introverted MC that led her to be friendless? perhaps one day she just realized "wow! im actually lonely outside RFA/offline haha rip" quarantine got me thinkin so.. );
Haha SAME. I have like ONe friend I really talk to but even then I feel like I am bothering her so I just talk with the RFA 😔. I hope I did this right and that you enjoy it <3
P.S: I had a hard time thinking how to name this, I hope it is okay
RFA+Saeran, introverted MC with few to none friends
*Yoosung*
He is also an introvert so there is never too problem with the both of you preferring to stay home and enjoy each other's company for a while
In the beginning, he wanted to push himself and be extroverted, go to dates everywhere and talk with everyone since he thought that what you wanted, and you won't believe how relieved he was to learn you also preferred to stay inside in your own world, just the two of you
It has become a given that you will always go with him to his university events since he gets very anxious when he is there alone, not that you love to be there but it is better when it's the two of you
Same with the RFA parties, it is not weird for the rest of the members to notice that you both are nowhere to be seen because you are far away from people after you finished greeting all the guests
He admits that sometimes he felt strange since the only time he got to hang out with someone was at the RFA parties, but now he feels so much better since he loves to hang out (or in jsjsjs) with you
There nothing strange for you to have friends through the internet, most of his friends he met them playing LOLOL and if you like games too, he can introduce you to them and have your own online squad
*Zen*
He is used to being surrounded by people, and talk to those people, and be admired and complimented and charming and...
He didn't stop to think that you didn't like that kind of environment, when you started dating he thought you were just nervous about his fans (or haters) talking about you
But even when they were so supporting you seemed extremely nervous and would be even worse if he left you by yourself in a party or with his friends
He would eventually catch up to the fact that you don't like to ve surrounded by strangers and would try to introduce you to other people hoping that would make you less anxious
It obviously didn't work, and you didn't want him to try any more of that stuff, so you opened to him about how you felt around other people
He had trouble understanding why you would have trouble talking with people, you are so beautiful that they should be honored to be in your presence.
Contrary to Yoosung, it is easy for Zen to have a more substantial group of friends which was overwhelming for you most of the time.
He also became a little bit confused when it came to your online friends, since he was more used to hanging out with people after rehearsals.
But overall, he tried to ask you what he could do to make you more comfortable, and would stay stuck at you the whole time at parties if that is what you wanted.
*Jaehee*
She wasn't one to have may friends either. In school, she was always busy studying or preparing herself for woking. and now that she worked for Jumin she had to decline every invitation to go drink after work since she always stayed extra hours.
She learned to be happy with herself and just watch musicals. However, sometimes it became lonely and logged to hang out with friends and laugh all night.
In that sense, she was very happy when you came around and the whole RFA revived, she felt as if had people to rely on once more.
She is not so used to talk to people outside of her work so she totally gets how it can be difficult for you to form new relationships.
But there is no problem since you two can stay home after a long day of work and watch Zen's musicals together
*Jumin*
When he first saw texting all day long he thought you were in the messenger listening to Zen brag or something, but he realized that the number of chatrooms didn't match the time you spent on your phone
You explained that you had some online friends and he thought your social skills were pretty god since you managed to be friends with people on the internet
It was only until he took you a dinner party with him that he got confused. If he ever left to talk to an acquaintance you would disappear from the salon only for him to find you hidden in a quiet spot
"Is everything alright my dear? You look a little uncomfortable".
"Yeah, it's okay Jumin, I just get a little anxious when I am around so many people and know nobody".
From that moment on he tried to glue to you the rest of the party, but if it still too much for you he will gladly leave the party and take you home so that you can rest, after all, there is nothing he enjoys more than a quiet evening with you.
*Saeyoung*
KING OF ONLINE FRIENDS
When he is not busy(or is just procrastinating) he likes to talk and troll people in forums, always covering his trace as the hacker he is.
However, even if he wanted to, he has to immediately erase any evidence that he existed, so he can't really maintain a friendship
Tbh the only civilian he knows outside the RFA is Tom, and even with that, they not meet very often.
He knows who you've talked to and who are your online friends, it's not about possessiveness or anything, but he had to make sure nothing around you was suspicious.
Due to his work in the agency, he had to learn how to talk and charm people, but in reality, he preferred not to interact too much with others as a result of trying to always be invisible.
So he was kind of relieved that he didn't need to be introduced to a group of your friends.
However, he knows it can be difficult to feel alone and lose that physical contact with the world, so he promised himself that he would become more than your boyfriend, your best friend and be there for you in any way possible because you deserve it
*Saeran*
After he recovered and felt comfortable enough to incorporate into society again, he was still scared of not being enough for you.
He was so grateful for you coming into his life, but he was scared you would want to do all these things with other people, to go to parties and travel and drink and, he was not ready to form new bonds yet.
One day you asked if he would be alright with you introducing him as your boyfriend, and don't get me wrong, he was super proud and happy to be with you. But he expected to be faced with a whole 20 people group when he pictured your friends because, well, you are amazing and he is sure everyone you ever talk to will want to be your friend
So when he was greeted by just one person in your favorite cafe, he was... relieved. And then it clicked.
He remembered that you are the one that understands him the better, the one that knows how he feels and can comfort him. And then he understood that maybe it was because you felt the same way sometimes
*V*
He knows how to make his way through a conversation, and even if he doesn't like it, he can get away with small talk.
With what he has gone through, he has learned to appreciate true people, and will also appreciate your friends. Even if you have never seen them, he understands you are special enough to make a connection while being physically apart.
If most of your connections are online, he would be glad to know them either way, to talk to them even.
But overall he is happy that he knows most things around you and that you are close to the people he cares for and appreciates.
Well I hope you liked it, and I am sorry for the delay I have been feeling down since school finished
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hiya~ i'm up for angst! can i ask for rfa (with v ofc)+saeran wherein they have unrequited love with MC? what if MC is in love with someone else?...what if that someone is a fellow RFA member? yikes, i might be the devil im sorry 😳
OH my, yes you are the devil indeed. For the sake of simplicity, I will be using the MC for the next route Yoosung >>> Zen >> Jaehee, etc. My heart can’t take angst so I hope this turned out good. Sorry for the delay and thank you so much for requesting
RFA+Saeran in love with other’s MC
*Yoosung*
He lost his way completely after what happened to Rika, and when you appeared to take over her job and the RFA started hosting parties again, it felt as if things were falling into place once again
And without noticing it, he was constantly waiting to talk to you and kept wondering what was your smile like, your laugh and maybe how would it feel to be in your arms and hold you back
But when you finally came, all his advances were shadowed by Zen's flirting, and well, it was obvious why
Zen knows how to charm someone instantly and maybe it was what you deserved, someone who could serenade you every night with his perfect voice
And as time passed the excitement inside him that appeared every time he found you online transformed into loneliness and his heart seemed to turn into stone as you flirted back to Zen
But there was nothing he can do, there is no way he could compete with Zen, and he would never let anyone know about his feelings for you
Trying to brush it off as a simple crush, he resigned to play videogames all day once more because even if he made an effort to impress you, his chance was already lost.
*Zen*
Zen is very used to be praised by his looks all the time, by mostly everyone except Jumin
And with those compliments also came comments about how he would be the perfect boyfriend and a complete prince, etc.
But then you came and took the time to get to know him and to listen to him and to take his side
So he believed, he believed he could be perfect not for the whole world, but maybe for you. To hold you and sing you to sleep and many other fantasies he had about his future partner
But you always seemed to ignore his advances, maybe pass it as his usual flirty self, and he became desperate to let you know how he truly felt
Unfortunately, it didn't take him long to notice that even if you always took his side, it was also Jaehee side, and how you seemed to take a lot more interest in her than in him
At first, he tried to deny it, to believe that everything will play off as one of his musicals, and at the end you'll realize your feelings for him, and run to him to let you embrace you
But no, you didn't, you stuck with her even if sometimes she couldn't recognize your feelings for her, and even after that he stayed there, supporting you because he prefers both of you to be happy
*Jaehee*
In the beginning, she was too busy to try and concentrate on her feelings. And Jaehee thought she was only feeling excited because of a new member in the RFA and a friend that would listen to her complain about her boss and cheer her up
But as the days passed she found herself logging for your presence in the chatroom and wanting not only to talk to you but to get to know you and become closer
When it came to the time when the work she had to do doubled, she wanted you to comfort her, but the protagonism was taken by her boss and so was your attention
The worst part of it was that she had to take care of most things regarding your transportation and lodging whenever you visited or had a date with Jumin. Yes, things were more stable and efficient in the office since you and her boss got together But at what cost?
"Every time I see him texting you he is smiling, please take good care of him" take good care of him, as I wished you do with me
*Jumin*
He didn't need you, he has Elizabeth III, he just thinks about you because he lost Rika and V disappeared. He really tries to convince himself that it would be the same with any other person who joins the RFA
But he can't ignore the fact that he wants to keep knowing about you and will keep creating millions of excuses to call you or go check the chatroom just in case you are there
At first, he just happy listening to you and at the same time having someone to listen to him about his day and whatever
But then you started reaching for Luciel, and his chest weighted like iron, but even if Luciel kept on pushing you away, you always went back to him
And it burnt him to be selfish, but he wished for you to want him even if it was only for his money, even if you didn't really love him he wanted a chance. And he never felt more impotent, in a situation where all the money and influence in the world couldn't help him
He wanted you to untangle all the red strings around him, but it turns out one of those strings led you to Luciel.
When both of you missed the party, he wasn't surprised, he was devastated, that was the sign that he had completely lost you, but you would never know because even him doesn't know what those feelings were
*Saeyoung*
He knew things were going to get chaotic the moment you got inside the first chatroom
But with all the changes happening almost simultaneously, he was left with little to no time to think about how he felt, he happy to find his brother again, mad to find out what he went through and scared to ruin everything now
But when things finally settled, he got the time to analyze what happened, and what he would do with his life next. And seeing you so often with his brother, so loving, so amazing. He wanted to feel it too
And he felt it, he felt himself wanting to see you, he felt himself thinking about you day and night and it got him even more confused because there was no way he would do something to interfere with his brother's happiness
So he will just block all his feelings for a while and hide once again for Saeran's sake. Taking refuge in his smile and imagining is also his, imagining you also brush his hair and his him sweetly every day until those feelings vanish, but there is no guarantee that they will
*Saeran*
Why?? Why?? It was him the one who chose you among all the other people in the city, it was him to told you day and night how much he needed you
But at the end, V jumps in again and ruins it again, he always does that
And despite that, he can't completely blame V, because maybe you would've stayed if he wasn't complete trash if he was a bit more useful or smarter, or not so small and weak
Maybe if the dark circles sitting on his eye disappeared you would've looked at him and feel the love he felt when he was picking flowers for you
Things got better for him, yes they did, and that made him feel even worse because even if the rest of his life seemed to go fine, he was always thinking about what he couldn't have
Probably after blaming himself for everything, he will also start to blame you. Being unable to look at your direction because it makes him feel even more useless, more unwanted and desperate
*V*
After all that happened with Rika a year ago... he felt so miserable and guilty about the current situation of the RFA, everyone was gloomy and unmotivated to continue with the organization but no one had the courage to leave
And then you came and gave life to everything once again and he will always be extremely grateful for that
If he ends up catching feelings for you the same way he did with Rika, seeing you help and inspire others... he will always deny it to himself
And when he sees you helping Yoosung the most, he feels even more selfish
He wants to feel happy for Yoosung, after all the boy went through because of him... But it was just mere torture. To remind himself that it all was his fault and that he wasn't worth your time
If he ever gets back to "normal" with Jumin, he will probably tell him about his feelings for you, with the wine tasting more bitter than ever
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Hi there! Could I get the RFA (minus Yoosung, plus Saeran and Vanderwood if you write for him!) with an MC who's always wanting to play with their hair? Please and thank you! 💞😳
Hello!!! I'm going to insert Yoosung because he my baby, but you can just skip it tbh, anyway srry for the wait I wrote this a couple times and then my mouse stopped working but I really hope you enjoy it anyways
PD: Tumblr has been cutting my post to the ask and then the keep reading, idk what is happening bc it only does that with certain posts :///
RFA+Saeran+Vanderwood with an MC who always plays with their hair
*Yoosung*
Once he dozed off while studying and he woke up to you playing with the strands of hair that were hanging around his face.
He immediately feels the blood rush to his face and he got up so fast it took it a good minute to get his head to stop spinning around
from that day on, he will pretend to be sleeping sometimes in hopes that would play with his hair again
There were other times when you will touch his hair out of the blue just to point out that his roots were growing again, and he always takes that opportunity to ask if you can help him dye them again
It has become kind of your job to be Yoosung's hairstylist
It distracts him so much when you play with his hair, and you know that, so you better avoid it if you want him to drop out
But it works great when cuddling with him as the small spoon after finals, he just loves it when you make small braids with the longer parts of his hair and just make him feel so close to you
*Zen*
I've heard some people say that he is really picky when it comes to his hair, but I actually think that he actually enjoys it a loot when you play with it
He knows his hair is perfect, but since he realized how much you liked to lay with his hair, he started to take extra care of it.
Until it eventually became part of your weekly routine to incorporate it into your self-care list, with both of you in face and hair mask and/or brushing each other's hair
He used to braid his hair before going to sleep, but once he forgot to do it and woke up to you brushing his hair lightly with your fingers and he couldn't help but smile and caught your hand in his hair and placed his lips on your fingers before letting you keep brushing his hair
I will not lie, there have been a couple of times when his hair gets tangled in you or if you have long hair, both of your heads will be tangled during the night
However, he will gently stop you if you are playing with it in ways it could get seriously tangled or damaged.
*Jaehee*
Don't touch her when she is in Assistant Kang mode, it's not that she doesn't like it, she just wants to get over with all the reports and spend some time with you. But she can't if you keep messing with her hair like that
She will stop you from touching her hair in the mornings after she is ready for work because it always ends up being a mess again
However, she really likes to get home late at night and find you so you can massage her head and get rid of all the memories of Jumin saying nonsense
After quitting her assistant job and growing her hair again, she always asked you to brush it for her, she didn't do that for a long time and it felt a thousand times better when you did it
But she will also ask you not to play with her hair in the coffee shop, and well... that's totally understandable. But when the shop is closed and she is trying to relax, is nice to go behind her and play with any stray strand of hair
*Jumin*
The only people that have ever dared to touch his hair as a grown man were women like Sarah who didn't know boundaries and had no shame at all
So the first time you reached to his hair was once he was reading to you and you wanted to take one of Elizabeth's fur that got stuck in his hair
He kept his composure at the time, but those small moments when your fingers were dancing around his head were the ones he would go back to when the day threw so many things at him.
It is almost canon that he likes to be the big spoon, but there are days when he just wants to make himself small, so he fits into your arms and you can play with his hair all you want and he can rest.
He won't admit it, but he really enjoys when you try to reach for his hair in public, but he will always play it off with a smile and hold your hand in his so you can't keep grabbing his hair around others
*Saeyoung*
The first time that you sneaked from behind him while he was working only to play with his hair, you almost die.
Remember that he is very used to always be in alert and defend himself. So it took him some time to adapt to the affection he suddenly receives from you
However, when he is finally done with work or just feels really tired and craves your attention he will wear his cat ears and crawl into your lap to purr
"I didn't know we had a cat"
"the cat 707 wants attention uwu"
If you like to braid his hair or tie him into mini tails he will refuse to undo them and will walk around the life like that and spam the chat room with photos of it until Vanderwood tells him to go back to work
*Saeran*
When everything started to get back into place and life seemed to smile at him for the first time, the nightmares came back
At first, they came only once in a while, but as they became more frequent he will be more and more tired
One day you noticed and insisted on staying with him while he took a nap, he was visibly scared to sleep, but he accepted your offer regardless.
His body was so tense and he didn't know how to relax despite being terribly tired until you started playing with his hair
First just brushing it lightly with your fingers, then grabbing some strands of white and twist them just enough to not hurt him, and maybe make little patterns in the root of his hair now and there until he started to feel lighter and relax to your touch
I would be lying if I didn't say that he stayed there sleeping for HOURS to recover for all the lost rest. Both Saeyoung and Vanderwood refused to help you free from that man sleeping above you, so you had to stay there and mess your sleep schedule for 10 hours
*V*
Before he gets his surgery, your presence around him was the more comforting sensation for him, and feeling your hands so close to him brought him a sense of protection he logged so bad for
Sometimes when he is laying alone and you are not around, he will grab one of the strands that fly above his eyes and twist it a little bit to remember your fingers playing around hid head while a soft smile paints his face a light shade of pink
He also loves to play with your hair, so somedays you'll have to decide who gets to be the big spoon and brush the other to sleep
He has a lot of photos of you playing with his hair because even if they are difficult to take, it just brings him so many good memories and he just can't resist to try and capture the sensations your gift to him in those moments
*Vanderwood*
As with Saeyoung, you can't afford to suddenly touch him or surprise him with a hug because his first reaction will be to get away from you and prepare for a fight
So will have to ask him first if you can play with hair, to which what he will be very confused at first "You want to what??... well, yeah I suppose you can just don't do any weird stuff"
Sometimes you like to braid his hair and well, maybeeee you forget to undo the braids and he ends up walking with a couple of braids on the back of his hair
Nobody dares to tell him, and it's nor like he hasn't noticed yet, he just likes to leave them on until they come off themselves, it reminds him of you and also gives him an excuse to go back to you
"oi, this thing came off, braid it again...please"
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👉👈 Can I request hcs for how the RFA + Saeran would treat male mc?
Hello, I’m sorry this took so long but there were somethings I had to do before finally graduating. I normally try to write with a gender-neutral MC but it was nice to have a change. Hope you like it :)))
RFA+Saeran with a male MC 🌈
*Yoosung*
He was excited to have met you, he was excited to have more friends and for the RFA to continue hosting parties
But soon after you came, and started worrying for him, he started worrying for you, he wanted to keep talking to you all day
Well, it's not that he never had friends before, he even has a handful of online friends to which he considers himself fairly close, but he never felt this urge to know about them
He tried to pass your position as the new member and picking up on Rika's job as the reason why he wanted to be so close to you
But after the whole Rika arc, he realized you were really supporting him in ways that nobody else could, and those ways made him... confused
And scared that you wouldn't feel the same way for him, so scared he wouldn't even think about confessing to you
Therefore you would have to confess first and reassure him that it's okay to feel the way he feeling, and those feelings are mutual.
No matter what, he will still be the cutest boyfriend ever, he will make you little crafts he made at some event at college
and if you are taller or in similar proportions to him, then he will totally steal your clothes and parade them all around campus
*Zen*
I feel like Zen would be the most reluctant one.
In the beginning, he would only add another number to the list of single men in the RFA
But as time passes, he starts seeing you as... a good friend.
No, but really, he had no one that talked to him about this, and it took him a long time to admit his feelings, and his bisexuality. But even there he had to think about his career.
That's when he talked to one of his theater colleagues who is part of the LGBTQ+ community, talking to them didn't erase his fears, but made him realize that there was no point in hiding it from either his friends or from his fans.
So he talked to you, more nervous than ever in his life, his hands were shaking and all the confidence left his body since he never thought about doing something like this. But when you reciprocated his feelings he felt complete again, he felt proud of himself and happy to have you by his side.
After talking to you about your relationship he came out to the public and even when he was waiting for the worst... his fans turned out to be sincere and showed their support for both of you, even if some of them left, he received so many more fans and love from them
Overall, he feels like a teenage boy learning all over again, so please be patient and help him learn how to love you
*Jaehee*
It is cannon she had boyfriends before, but as we can see, it did not end up so good
She never had much time for guys, she was always more focused on her studies and now on her job. And she could only find comfort in Zen's DVD
So it was a little hard at the beginning to steal her attention from Zen, but as you two became closer and closer, she may start to think that she could give herself some time to enjoy life a little bit more.
When she stills being Jumin's assistant she doesn't even have time to sleep, let alone go on dates or something. But you two enjoy spending afternoons together while she works and you keep her company
If she already quit and opens the shop, then she may find herself a little bothered by how many girls come into the shop just to talk to you, but she is also mature enough to know better. Well, okay maybe she is a tiny bit jealous but won't admit it
*Jumin*
Now Jumin Han does the gay (I'm sure that joke has been made a thousand times and I'm sorry)
But seriously, he always brushed off those comments as nonsense and never really got to ask himself the real reason why he was never really attracted to women like his father was
He was a little bit scared at first, on one hand, all the waves of new emotions were overwhelming to him. He was not used to caring so much for other people, let alone feeling his heart explode when it came to you
But on the other hand... those kinds of rumors have always been a problem with the national investors, and if the rumors are true, then it may affect the company significantly and he doesn't want to hurt you or pressure you to keep it secret
But then again, it's not like the company hasn't survived his father's scandals, and he wasn't one to let things like this take over him, he had sacrificed himself for the company so many times, it was time to do something for himself
So he would do anything for you to feel comfortable. If you don't want to go to a party, then he won't force you, but if you do then he will make sure you both are the most amazing couple there
*Saeyoung*
Hello, Saeyoung is a queer icon and we all know that
As long as he is able to dress in a maid dress, then there is no problem with your gender or sex.
He also knows you are gay since the beginning because well... he did a background check on you and also looked at your social media and important text conversations
However, he didn't expect you to try and get close to HIM and the stated he used to keep you away from him was saying that he was not interested in boys
Still, the RFA was your responsibility and you stayed, but when his voice cracked while trying to say mean things to you his true emotions came to light
Saeyoung has never been fit to what society labels as normal. He never had much expectations other than to be happy and protect those he loves
And he loves you, and when he finally comes to terms that he also deserves to be loved he will immediately dive into your love, whatever form it has
*Saeran*
Inside Mint Eye he interacted with all kinds of people, and there were not a defined idea of sexuality, gender or sex
After all, he specifically chose you to test the app and when you both got out everyone started treating it like it was something different and brave
But he just wanted to live a calm life after all he went through. He wanted to mend things with his brother, to recover from his nightmares, and to find confort in your arms as you found warmth in his.
He doesn't want to find what you have as something that has to accepted, as long as you both feel the same... then he will be more than glad to hold you 24/7
*V*
His priority was to save you and to avoid making the same mistakes that he made with Rika.
He knows how f*cked up the world can be and his first reaction is to deny anything as to protect you both
But soon he understood that there is no reason why it is not right to be happy again and even if there was something to be afraid of, he felt ready this time, he felt like he could really protect you
His father...he did not approve, but then again, it was not like that could stop him after everything that happened
The thing that worried him the most was that he could do or say something to harm you, because he was so used to living inside what society labeled as "normal" he had problems questioning and discovering who he really was and come to terms with it
But when you are patient then he will show how much he needed to feel genuine romantic love and affection
Great Pride photos, just saying
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