[β¦] I donβt get nervous easily on stage, but that day(AMAs), I was so nervous.Β [β¦] That day, I went into my hotel room and cried, thinking βThis isnβt what I wanted.β, βI hadnβt wanted a situation that was this burdensome.β But I knew that was the beginning, because it wasnβt as though weβd only go once, so it was really scary. Youβve got to see enough of the ground. Even on the plane, when you can see the ground, you think youβre flying, but when youβre in the clouds, you donβt really feel it. It was so glorious and I was so thankful, and yet, I also wondered βIs this right? Are these things what weβd hoped for?β [β¦]Β Iβd seen it often - the prime years of the artist passing, and not being able to perform in venues they had previously securedΒ Β and so I thought often from a young age that rather being mocked for that, it would be better to stop while on top. (But now) I think Iβd like to be on stage until the moment I can land well. Thatβs what I think landing well looks like. Previously, I was worried that going from a crowd of 10,000 to 5000 to 2000 would be too difficult for us, that itβd be sad, but wouldnβt that in fact be a true βlandingβ for those who remain? (cr. trans doyou_bangtan) (cr. wind2song)
