𝙄'𝙈 𝘼𝙇𝙇 𝙒𝙍𝙊𝙉𝙂.

#MINDSTRICK   /   an  independent,  20+,  selective  and  low  activity  portrayal  of  ELI GOLDSWORTHY  from  DEGRASSI: THE NEXT GENERATION.   both  show  &  headcanon  based.  also  a  study  in  emotions  that  consume,  mental  illness,  and  epic  romance.   scorned  by  MELANIE.

   there’s an ache, something just under the surface where all things fester. that was always the case for eli, wasn’t it? a boy too caught in the whirlwind of his emotions, clutching to the prospect that he was just one way, when really it was many things slamming pots and pans inside his mind.

   a blank word document paired with watered down iced coffee became eli’s reality the past few hours. he stars into the brightness of his laptop, opened all the way, just waiting for inspiration to strike. it does in bursts, pangs of remembrance fueling his storytelling. heartbreak, destiny, mental decline, epic romance, the likes of one clare edwards, all wrapped in a big black bow.

  emotions, for eli, never came easy. his feelings were like small monsters that made a home inside him. and then, promptly, began to eat his insides until they consumed him completely. swallowed whole. 

  a comfortable silence is soon interrupted by an abrupt groan from eli. always one for dramatics, he tosses his notebook away from him.

𝙸  𝚁𝙴𝚆𝚁𝙾𝚃𝙴  𝙰𝙽𝙳  𝚁𝙴𝚆𝚁𝙾𝚃𝙴,  𝙱𝚄𝚃  𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂  𝙺𝙴𝙿𝚃  𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙶.