Might take a break (some news...)
If you follow me on Bsky or Twitter, you may have already seen my posts about this, but I found out Sunday afternoon that one of my older brothers had passed away last week. I don't know what from yet since my dad's niece didn't write anything in her message to me. (Nor to my other brother I'm close to)
At this point I unfortunately can't go to the funeral this week as it's in another country (US) and is too pricey. (1600$C+, not including accommodation, taxis/uber everywhere it's near LA, food etc.)
I'm a bit more "stable" since Sunday, but I think work and keeping Digimon Beatbreak on the brain is keeping my mind sufficiently elsewhere. We'll see how things go.
I might post less here, or I might flood this blog more than ever. But despite that, please feel free to keep chatting with me or sending me messages. It's not my first time dealing with the shock of losing family, and the one thing I've noticed is not talking with others makes things even harder even though the grief gets light enough to become accustomed to over time. 🩷
Just want to say thanks again for everyone's messages. Still processing what happened. Getting a job offer barely 24hrs after finding out was such a whirlwind (that's a whole story in of itself, because it felt like I went from contract to "next week you're permanent. Congrats!" suddenly lol universe intervention). I'm not terribly good at contacting online friends to discuss loss, but I definitely appreciate the messages offering to lend an ear. So thank you again.
I'm entering that weird middle period of the grieving process where you "float" or "phase" through the days, one day to the next I think. But I'm hoping that I can put some energy to stuff I was working on before I got the news, to keep me busy a little. (I want to share my rollercoaster of joy that was the MADKID concert. I even spoke with the band! Truly the biggest group of Digimon fans. And magazine translations — my gears seem a bit stuck since March, but I think a lot of those articles that got selective "pull quote"-like summaries are much better appreciated and understood in full as the risk of losing details is high with the method of the former. And I've been seeing it But that's just me!)
Anyway. Going to continue to use this space to just *be* and enjoy stuff. It's been helpful 🙂















