Musings of Miki

I cannot champion mediocrity. If everyone cannot be bothered, then what matters? What do people actually give a damn about? What shit is important if this isn’t?

Confession: When I was younger there wasn’t really anyone I could talk to, so I poured my heart out to a sturdy little tree in my front yard instead and it would comfort me. 

From the Holy Scriptures of Miki

You know that saying ‘Always the bridesmaids, never the bride’. Well, I feel like for me it is ‘always the acquaintance, never the best friend’  It is hard for me to make close friends. Especially with other girls. Granted, I do not trust people. I used to be really friendly and open. Not anymore. I’m so sensitive that any signs of the slightest disinterest threatens me, and I’ve got to have my protective turtle-shell ready at a moment’s notice. I feel like everyone dances around real intimacy. Maybe it is something about millennials. I have no idea. 

I just really, really,really love clothing. Like dressing up is literally THE best part of my day. I live for the next outfit. I do not understand people who do not get excited about what to wear. Like how can you not? It’s so fun! It is ritualistic too. Do it right and the right dress can put a spell on you ;)