they go, we go

haters will say im bulimic. well

not me manifesting not being able to keep any food down whatsoever so now i cant eat lmaoo but no im suffering

it is truly exhausting to have these thoughts and not tell pretty much the only person i see daily. im sorry, my love

all this glp bullshit im getting ads for on tiktok underestimate me. i could just. not eat. i dont need a fucking stomach sticker to do that.

next time i step on a scale i expect it to just say fuck you and explode

i sincerely wanted to d** and then my dog crawled on top of me. im gonna throw up

or i could take every pill/drug i have and die that way that's prob more fun!!! ok im dramatic maybe not every pill but every Substance could be fun

fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll just get fatter and die sooner!!!!!!

it's actually not embarrassing and extremely frustrating to need brain medicine to function! i could just let it kill me but i guess i shouldnt do that to those close to me. i guess

i WILL be sexy again........im committed this time.......

day drinking?? on a thursday?? no....i shouldnt....................

what do i do when im bored and want attention but my fiance is at a baseball game. die?

i thought i could grow my nails out but that would insinuate mental stability

my dogs can tell im a bad person . i know because they look at me with disgust

i love posting on here while im splitting!!!! i dont have the mental capacity to write in a notebook im dumb as hell!!!!!

that man is NOT a "cutie pie" he will kill you and himself because he believes in equality

do you think i'll die from this maybe? am i cut out for life? is this the worst it'll be?