migrainosus

with a little drabble.

i've been in such a depressive, rotting slump i couldn't even read. i know you're probably imagining me slumped over a tiny phone, but i was mostly staring through my window, desperately imaging my life and how would it be if only i could find a little more strength.

i have friends, and they support me, immensely so. i have motivation that never leaves me. but my energy is depleted, stripped bare. i just want to live my life, an average life, but life where i have enough strength to create, to write and take my silly little photographs again, a life were movies make me smile again. a life i can feel again.

i hope i can capture that eerie creepy vibe i'm going for. the only thing i can promise 100% is slavic/balkan folk creatures. think of the stairs in the woods, except no stairs, plenty of woods, and happening in an unnamed balkan country.

i am also thinkering with the thought of putting them on youtube, although i'd like to have some illustrations. the issue? i can't draw for shit and i oppose AI... so might do some shitty sketches after all. or canva collages, love doing those, haha

love and bites, evey