The Girl At The Rock Show

I think about having you as my boyfriend alllll theee tiiiimmee. I'm just scared to put any action from my feelings towards you because I don't want to ruin our friendship. So I guess to be safe, I guess we'll only ever be friends....and I absolutely hate that. I want more, sometimes.

It's the songs and the bands and the artists that start to play on my playlist that make end up making me sad. Why is it that certain music brings up the most unwanted memories of you? Because this happens constantly, I repeat to myself and everyone and say that I hate you and that I wish I never met you. I don't hate you, I'm just extremely disappointed in you. And I'm glad I met you, because now I know never to put so much effort on trying to make something work when obviously, it never worked from the start.