6h
#oc#me and gang#kitty tag#ruru tag#golfie tag#i’ve been kind of panic-mourning the fact that i feel like i’m losing connection to these guys#1 kitty has gained National fame for not being able to do math i’m like. neutral on that it’s okay#i hope she means the same to everyone else and not a stupid little thing#2 the main two sonas i have who are deeply rooted in myself#i’ve used the metaphor of “two dogs” with my therapist but in reality the two dogs are just them#the two different parts of myself crammed into two colorful animal pokemon critter things#it’s a lot TLDR just be nice to them but#it’s the stupidest thing ever my head just keeps going back to the fact that someone made artwork of them referencing#IRL details of mine that i didnt give them nor give permission to#and then my head starts revisiting that mess but despite being like. thats mee!#there is something uncomfortable and disconnected when i look at them now and it upsets me#whole hting of hoopla ill delete this come tomorrow i have a therapy appt anyway and i’ve just been a little down recently anyways#ill be normal come tomorrow
