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What does Luigi expect at the end of this road?

knight of pentacles + 4 of swords + 2 of pentacles reversed

Burnout. It took awhile to get these cards and it felt symbolic to how hard he will have to push through. He is impatient and expects to have to go slow although it’s not easy for him to accept. It’s possible he has to be retaught patience often and he feels parented which causes (internal) anger. Unfortunately this combination is completely ungrounded, i kept getting the phrase “something for myself” and i don’t know how to interpret that. The idea here is that he expects to be worn out from the trial, there may be a period where he decides to work heavily on himself afterwards. He will have to decide to make himself useful with whatever he has left of his life. That could be what that phrase ^ means.

Does Luigi think of his friendship to Adam?

The hermit reversed + the moon

I had heard about that too anon :/ the whole thing is extremely heartbreaking, I would be lying if I said I haven’t thought about it before, because something major must have happened for him to have a falling out with them & and drop off the face of the earth.

I don’t think people realize that this man did not want to be found at all, your life must have taken such a drastic turn to even come to that point and conclusion that you’re better off alone.

I really hope he is able to reconnect with them, no relationship with family is ever linear but I hope that they are here for him no matter what and it seems like that is the case, I just think that his parents want their son back :((

His brain was divided (words : mental distribution, carve)

I believe he thinks less about what he’s learned from them now, he feels he’s done taking word from them. He still loves them but love is sore for him. “distribution” to me feels like his way of leaving breathing space depending on who he’s with. Women are a constant in his life, definitely familial. I believe multiple female relatives have a soft spot for him, theres much feminine energy surrounding his life from the minute he was born and it makes sense his fate is in a woman’s hands. I believe most intimidation and tension stemmed from male energy in his family. Both female and male figures made him feel like he had to reach for their respect + exceed their expectations, though women felt more “worth” his energy in the end. A sense of cleansing. I again got something about “clean air” and walking at dusk, either it’s something he did with his female friends/relatives or it literally paints a picture of a person “clearing their mind”.

something about him totally changing after getting his sentence,

This is what I had months ago "resilience, but also slow strain or suffering/no sigh, no reprieve; he will face his fate stoically, with little outward relief. suggests suppression of expression or emotion, possibly as a coping mechanism."

Luigi says he needed to make changes in the world. He’s cussing a lot out of frustration. Says Brian couldn’t keep getting away with this. The world is being destroyed. Luigi didn’t think he would get caught.

His goal was to take him out, make a point, we don’t need people who cheat and steal. He wanted to start a movement or be a part of it. He feels like he’s a hero.

When she was in his energy she felt he believed he had really great lawyers and a lot of money.

She says he feels remorseful about what he did to his family but he feels nothing about Brian’s family.

She felt there wasn’t something quite right in his brain. She says he’s not crazy or psychopathic but there’s a disconnect with him. She got the word “theatre” very performative and dramatic. Like someone in a play, you’re attached to the characters energy. He’s not always attached to reality. He gets out of “his self” and is in this performance in a way. Reality is bigger in his mind.

She said at the time his testosterone was really high and excessive.

She told him why Brian. He said he had it coming and he was very unethical and he was the head. She told him do you feel guilty and he told her it changed over time what he felt but he doesn’t feel guilty. He says it’s a war and he feels stronger and he has to keep fighting. He loves the attention and fame. His parents are unhappy with him but he said I’m a man and I am honorable.

Even though the team will say he wasn’t in the right mind he says he is not childlike and knew what he was doing. Say there need to be more people like him.

She says he gets pulled and drawn into these extreme things. An extreme personality. She says if he didn’t do this she could see him doing something very physical, masculine and testosterone driven. She says he may convince himself he’s a hero but he’s doing it for his own self-aggrandizement.

Says he is holding himself accountable about going about it the wrong way.

Does this resonate with all the readings you’ve done on him?

She felt there wasn’t something quite right in his brain. She says he’s not crazy or psychopathic but there’s a disconnect with him. She got the word “theatre” very performative and dramatic. Like someone in a play, you’re attached to the characters energy. He’s not always attached to reality.

I agree with this. His journals and writings come across as though he's living in a different reality, almost as if he's the main character in a movie.

I also can't stop thinking about the photos of him during the pre-trial hearings where he's smiling broadly. Before anyone comes for me, there's absolutely nothing wrong with smiling, but there was something about his behavior, his eyes, and his overall demeanor that felt noticeably different and, honestly, a little unsettling. Then on other days, he appeared more like the version of himself we'd seen before, the one from December or September and last May.

@huzzahluigi saying she won't stop being friends with retarded trigger because she's stubborn and doesn't like when people tell her what to do mind you this bitch is 35💀

She has one of the most complicated cases we’ve ever seen. To answer your question, in December 2024 I had negative words pertaining to her, saying she wasn’t the right lawyer. But I personally don’t think that’s true lol. She has obviously done a wonderful job thus far.

This is an amazing question, but boy there are a lot of them! 😭​ I'm going to go with the flow here and do an energy reading for each person.

Karen:

The dominant feeling isn't affection or dislike. Complexity under pressure. She's someone who tries really hard to understand a person but she's doing it while navigating an unusually intense situation.

Highly adversarial/defensive posture but she tries to understand him through patterns. It doesn't feel emotionally simple. It feels like an ongoing process of adaptation because there's a pushback. Their energy as a team can sometimes be difficult because of this pushback. Push and pull. But she tries really hard to understand him on his own terms. However, he is disordered/emotional messiness (Her view of him). She tries to fulfill his constant demands. The public narrative about him, she sees it differently. She sometimes tries to distract him, it says it's the only way to be heard sometimes (?). Confused about this part.

Constant workload, huge responsibility. She feels fortunate to be working on this case. Breaking barriers for women. She goes through difficult interactions and has to challenge expectations + people crossing boundaries. Regret (No more info on this). Protecting important information/ keeping things contained. Uncertainty about outcomes. Feeling that the process lacks civility/ she wishes she was more respected.

Mark:

He sees Luigi as someone who is intelligent but whose life suddenly became very messy. He also sees him as a "brand". As someone whose identity has been permanently marked by one defining event. Someone really famous and he likes it. He cares about branding/reputation. He sees him as someone who's capable of self-reflection and acknowledging mistakes/carrying guilt. As someone bright, capable and impressive. Intellectually or personally striking overall. Suggestion/possibility he has told him he could've worked with him in another life as a half-joke (?). Instead of seeing Luigi as fixed, he sees him as someone who continues to evolve. Some anons will hate me for this but he sees him as arrogant, who wants to be the center of attention as well. He feels a certain stubborness in him as well because he is way too focused on his own perspective and stuck in his own opinions about the case. He feels he has become too absorbed in his own internal world. He compliments him or has complimented him. He thinks he's capable of kindness and being thoughtful. It says Marc is a show off lol and has humor/charm. And that he likes how Luigi always appears so confident. Because there are moments where Marc's confidence gets challenged. And criticism affects him more than he lets on. He feels worn down recently. It feels more like a state reached after prolonged pressure. Moral reflection/ conscience, he sometimes acts without thinking.

He thinks Luigi's father has tried to "condition him"/"program him" into certain behaviors. He can relate to it. Luigi's reactions or style are understood as learned patterns for him. Too much input / pressure / criticism having to filter out "noise" or incompetence.

He believes Luigi is someone who can function effectively in difficult conditions.

He has lost direction briefly/ adjusting strategy/ recalibrating under stress.

Peer relationship overall.

Something about "mothers".

He sees Luigi as honest, meaning blunt. And easy to work with.

Jacob:

I know anon :( my heart aches as well 💔 he is still so young. I remember showing a picture of him for the first time to mum and she said "oh no he is just a baby, still" the whole thing is very heartbreaking.

But the lesser charge of manslaughter will mean he’ll be out faster!