GOOD VIBES, GOOD TIMES

Winter scares me a little bit. It’s a very dark season. And I wished I could find another perspective to see it differently and enjoy it as much as I do Summer… but I don’t think it is possible.

Well, I won’t be a nurse after all. The pandemic changed the course of my life, I changed jobs, and was left without time to study and follow the path that I want. I still think about it a lot, but was forced to put it in halt. As soon as I get the chance I will re-apply.

My brother lives with me now. The house is full of children and Family. The best and worst year of my life, definitely. A few changes are on the way.

Let’s see how this new season goes.

The entire world changed but my soul is still the same! I will probably keep journaling around here again. I remember how much fun that was!

Truthfulness means authenticity, to be true, not to be false, not to use masks. Whatsoever is your real face, show it...and at whatsoever the cost.

Remember, that doesn’t mean that you have to unmask others. If they are happy with their lies it is for them to decide. Don’t go and unmask anybody, because this is how people think. They think they have to be truthful, authentic; they mean they have to go and make everybody nude – “Because why are you hiding your body? These clothes are not needed.” No. Please remember, be truthful to yourself. You are not needed to reform anybody else in the world. If you can grow yourself, that’s enough. Don’t be a reformer, and don’t try to teach others, and don’t try to change others. If you change, that’s enough of a message.

To be authentic means to remain true to your own being. How to remain true? Three things have to be remembered.

One, never listen to anybody, what they say for you to be. Always listen to your inner voice, to what you would like to be; otherwise your whole life will be wasted.

Then the second thing – if you have done the first thing only then does the second become possible: never wear a mask. If you are angry, be angry. It is risky, but don’t smile because that is to be untrue. But you have been taught that when you are angry, smile; then your smile becomes false, a mask...just an exercise of the lips, nothing else. The heart full of anger, poison, and the lips smiling; you become a false phenomenon.

The third thing about authenticity: always remain in the present – because all falseness enters either from the past or from the future. That which has passed has passed; don’t bother about it. Don’t carry it as a burden; otherwise it will not allow you to be authentic to the present. All that has not come has not come yet. Don’t unnecessarily be bothered about the future; otherwise that will come into the present and destroy it. Be true to the present, and then you will be authentic. To be here-now is to be authentic. No past, no future: this moment all, this moment the whole eternity.