napapatanong nalang ako minsan sa sarili ko "Kaya mo pa ba?" tapos sasagutin ko din, "kaya mo pa yan. Ang dami mo pang pangarap, wag kang susuko." Para na akong baliw. Kinakausap sarili ko. Hahahaha

Sometimes it only takes hours, or a day. Then it became weeks and months. It was really hard to bury those thoughts. I have to fight for it each day and look at the bright side. And I keep telling myself, "Everything will pass, I'll be fine."

Pag nanahimik ako and di ko sinabi na mali, sinasabi nila sakin "alam mo naman palang may mali bakit di mo sinabi samin na may mali. Hinintay mo pang mag reklamo client." Pag sinabi ko naman na may mali sila, ang response nila "Wag mo na nga akong I-correct alam ko naman ginagawa ko. Issue ka na naman." Di ko na alam saan ko ilulugar yung sarili ko. Nakakaiyak na nakakainis yung ginagawa nila sakin. Just tell me na ayaw nyo sakin, wag yung laging kasama name ko sa lahat ng mga root cause analysis document and naka point out dun na ako yung may mali kahit I already addressed it but no one listened.

nakakainis lang yung pinipilit ka nilang bilhin mo yung binibenta nila. Sinabi ko ng sakto lang yung sinasahod ko. huhuhu

And here I am looking at the stuffs you gave, while asking a question "what happened to us?" "why do we became strangers?" "why do we fall apart?". It's so sad that I can only see you again in my memories. Reminiscing and looking at our pictures and repeating the last words he said "everything has changed, we changed"

I hoped I was strong enough to fight back for all the criticism from those people who doesn't know how I struggle everyday.