I’m not sure if it’s better than before, but it’s up-to-date and prettier (in my opinion). And it has smileys now. :D
About Me:
early twenties | they/them; fae/faer | not actually from Berlin
AO3-Profile
University student majoring in History.
English is my second language, so, please forgive vocab/grammar/syntax mistakes – they tend to pop up from time to time, especially if I’m tired.
I’m always open to talking to people! It might take me a bit to answer (I'm really terrible at answering people), but always feel free to start conversations via DMs or send asks. <3
Fics: mostly Angst, Hurt/Comfort & Found Family, sometimes a bit of fluff; mostly Transformers
Ships: ships may vary depending on continuity/story and are usually not the focus of my writing; however, OptiRatch (TFP) keeps popping up here and there;
other hyperfixations: varying, but I really love the Spellslinger series by Sebastian de Castell; X-Men: FC and DoFP;
Fanfic Overview:
A Little Left Of Right
"Apparently our cross-dimensional counterparts belong to the more faint of heart," said Optimus. His words sent a cold shiver down Bumblebee's backstrut.
"Weren't they keeping pets, too?" asked Arcee, the cold sneer that accompanied those words basically audible. "Pathetic. I don't know what anyone could ever find in these squishies. It's a shame we're stuck here with them."
::What?:: bleeped Bee.
Or: When Bumblebee wakes up after a crash, something is not quite right with Team Prime.
- chapter: 5/?
- words: 20,198
- date: October 2024 - ?
- last update: May 2025
- first two chapters written for Angstober 2024
Angstober 2024 Oneshots
Series containing all the oneshots I wrote for Angstober 2024.
- works: 10
- words: 10,992
- date: October 2024
Champions Aren’t Born
When a scout injured at Tyger Pax turns out to be barely older than a sparkling, Optimus and Ratchet are horrified. Nevertheless they are determined to keep the youngling safe from now on. But while they try to grapple with the challenges of trying to care for a traumatised youngling, their time is running out. Not only are the days of Cybertron counted and their departure now inevitable, but they also need to find the bot who took in a sparkling to send him onto the battlefield.
- chapter: 3/?
- words: 8,564
- date: September 2023 - ?
- last update: August 2024
- on Hiatus until I’ve watched some more of G1
Dreaming of Home
Megatron has constructed the perfect fantasy to trap Bumblebee in his own processor. After all, if the scout doesn't want to wake up, he won't interfere with the warlord's plans to resurrect himself, either.
- chapter: 3/5
- words: 10,345+
- date: October 2024 - ?
- last update: May 2025
- first chapter written for Angstober 2024 Day 11: Wake Up
Empty Words by Empty Sparks
“I’m still writing letters to you.”
It’s the only justification Bumblebee can think of as he stands in front of Optimus Prime’s grave for the first time since his funeral hexacycles ago.
- chapter: 1/1
- words: 400
- date: July 2024
MYFA
All My Tears Have Been Used Up
What baby Bee was doing before Optimus and Ratchet found him.
- chapter: 1/1
- words: 1,629
- date: October 2024
- Heed the Warnings on AO3, please
- based on an Angstober 2024 prompt 27: Curled Up
Make You Feel Alright
Primus knew, Ratchet would do anything to shield his sparkling from harm. Yet, the War made exceptions for no one, not even at the insistence and threats of grumpy old medics. Thus, sometimes the only thing Ratchet could do was to hold and comfort Bumblebee in the aftermath of disaster.
Or: 5 times Ratchet had to encourage Bumblebee to open his servo. The gritty, the wholesome and the dark.
- chapter: 5/5
- words: 23,105
- date: June – July 2024
So You Know I Care
As Ratchet waits for Bumblebee to wake up after being tortured at Tyger Pax, he makes a promise.
- chapter: 1/1
- words: 1,003
- date: October 2024
- based on Angstober 2024 prompt 09: Promise
Nooks & Crevices
Hiding was a skill essential to those growing up on Cybertron during the Civil War. However, for a certain vibrantly yellow sparkling raised by the Autobot High Command, and highly sought after by the Decepticons, being able to stay undetected is even more vital than most. It’s a good thing then that Bumblebee is a natural.
Or: 5 times Bumblebee ‘played’ Hide & Seek with his family and 1 time a Decepticon played with him.
- chapter: 2/6
- words: 12,676
- date: August 2024 - ?
- last update: June 2025
Numb Little Bug
The feeling was already there when it became aware of life for the first time. It was eternally graceful and wise.
The feeling would still be there long after its awareness of life had ceased. It was eternally graceful and cruel.
- chapter: 1/7
- words: 10,507+ (roughly another 30,000 words are already written as drafts, finished unpublished scenes and notes)
- date: May 2025 -
- lsat update: May 2025
- TFP rewrite
- find the first few paragraphs here
The Best of My Spark You Took
When Optimus Prime gave up the Matrix of Leadership and his memories, some of the Autobots lost more than just their leader.
Or: The reactions of two Autobots, one Decepticon and one guy to Orion Pax. In drabbles.
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Let the historical record show that Mr. Beast was entirely ignorable if you were just like doing literally anything else. I've been on youtube as long as it's been around and I've never been recommended a video by him. I see him in passing as a meme. I thought he was a made up joke, a caricature of bad youtuber content miners until someone I trust confirmed his existence to me in late 2025.
I'll try to reinforce at least 30 minutes of writing per day starting tomorrow bc I'm actually really annoyed by the fact that I haven't written anything in what feels like forever. ^^"
Welcome to the 7th year of Angstober! We're delighted to unveil the prompts for this year of angsty, spooky fun. We've had over 1,090 works submitted to our AO3 collections over the past years. It's wonderful we've inspired that many works!
What is Angstober?
Angstober is a yearly October challenge with 31 angst-themed prompts to inspire you to create. The challenge is open to all sorts of creative work - writing, art, edits, whatever you want - in whatever medium you want. Original work or fanworks? Whatever you feel inspired for!
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How do I take part?
Tag your works with #angstober or #angstober2026 and the day of the prompt (e.g., #day 01) to share on tumblr. Feel free to @ us directly in the post as well! To share your work on AO3, add it to the Angstober 2026 collection.
You can post your works whenever - early or late - and use as many or as few prompts as you feel inspired for! We'll do our best to reblog as many works to the @angstober blog as we can.
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Are there any other rules or limitations?
Yes. No AI. No AI written texts or AI generated images. This is an event to celebrate creators, and we do not think AI generated material does that. Otherwise we do not limit what you can create in terms of content. Angst can include some darker topics. We just ask you tag your work appropriately.
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Alternative prompts:
Not feeling a prompt? Wanting to do more? Switch it for one of our alternate prompts.
I had a lot of fun painting this one~ That classic celestial gold and blue combo just can't be beat. I love Agott's character growth though the story, like the phases of the moon, ever changing 🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘🌑
Of all the main characters, I think there's only Olly left to be brimmed haha.
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Not a fish post. Google sucks and you should all move to their competitors.
See post title.
Essentially, I was using a gmail account as the contact email for an Ao3 collection for a fandom event that i run and google in all it's infinite stupididy decided to flag it as a child (I am an adult, RIP) and then refused to see reason.
getting flagged means:
you cant send feedback about issues anymore
it messes with safe search settings
cant see anything age restricted on youtube
get told to take breaks on youtube
and other bullshit i am sure
it wants your ID, credit card, or photo to prove you're an adult (which doesnt even work sometimes)
anyway! google also uses your date to train their AIs so that's also a good reason to leave them, in addition to the tangle of issues with age verification (it's invasive, and bad for the internet. i mean that.)
anyhow! i personally recommend proton for email and such, i use it and it works well:
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they have many apps that google does and are supposed to be a lot more private. they also have a good VPN if you need one (you totally shouldn't *wink wink* use it to get around your country' age-gating rules)
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oh and for writers out there, cant recommend ellipsus enough as a gdocs alternative, it's a little rough around the edges still but they're very anti-AI and it's actually built for writers so yeah Ellipsus is awesome.
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obviously i am not sponsored by any of these but i do use them and like them
anyhow, fuck google, fuck age verification, fuck clankers, delete your google account and use one of their competitors :)
also it would be a real shame if everyone installed ublock origin and blocked all those youtube ads, i mean google probably would be really sad if you did that so you totally shouldnt do that (*wink wink*) anyway here is a link to the extension so that you can "avoid" it
Download uBlock Origin for Firefox. Finally, an efficient wide-spectrum content blocker. Easy on CPU and memory.
I’m really motivated to be motivated to write again.
I honestly thought I’d get back into it the week after my exams but stuff keeps coming up that makes it hard. But, hopefully, I should have time on Tuesday. ^^”
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Languages tend to peak at their word for butterfly. Never seen 2 that are the same, either. Papillon. Mariposa. Borboleta. Fluture. Vlinder. Schmetterling. Pillangó. Babochka. Farfalla. Sommerfugl. Perhonen. Farasha. Titali. Chōchō. Nabi. Húdié. Buom buom. Great job guys, i really mean it.
