Throughout the years of my life I have recognized that there were many events leading up to me being extremely co-dependent. Now I know what you might be thinking, and I think its important to realize my shortcomings as soon as possible, so that I can learn from them and then carry on. Me and my mother used the term a few times recently, and I really like how we are both aware of our quirky behaviours. Co-dependency could be about anything that you are ultimately dependent on, and it reciprocates back to you. such as a person, a pet, a stuffed toy, or a flower, a lucky necklace. I hope I become more independent in these next few months

Found this image on deviant art the other day and it spoke to me. In the picture we see a young girl running away from home, at first I was getting some Susie Salmon vibes, but I think if you take a closer look we can see that she may be wandering to the nearest mountain. but when you really take in the specifics she seems to be walking across a lake or a frozen one. Either way, the perspective on this piece is absolutely dazzling, as well as the depth perception and the colour palette. It makes me think of a reddish-orange hued sunset. This could also be a liminal space, since the clouds are zooming past her. Overall an amazing image....must have been rendered digitally. Wishing I had an iPad lol.

Today is a great day to raise awareness on the topic of musical interpretation. I had a few songs in mind when thinking of writing song reviews. Personally I really enjoy anything that is composed of a low to high tempo beat (or a well composed mixture of the two), with regards to vocals, I like songs that have a soprano to alto voice and usually hit notes that have a chord progression of C, G, D, or A. I tend to really gravitate more towards the G chord, and I love to hear it played on every instrument. My grandparents are visiting me today, and im sure that we will have a great conversation. I should mention a few things that may make them happy (my grandma is always funny), and I should also investigate their disagreement. I should find out what actually would help them get along better, because im secretly hoping that they get back together. What bothers me the most is that my grandfather sometimes gaslights people...I just gotta remember that there is lots of things to talk about, and positivity is key whenever I engage. I should also find songs that remind me of them, its just the songs my grandpa likes are always sad and sappy... I wonder why that is. Not that sadness is easy to understand, I just wonder. I also wanted to write a song and every time I do I always come up with something!!!! Even if its just words that rhyme!!! Ill be back on here again so a few things ill tell my self is that I should keep thinking (even if that's not easy to do) and I should also take precautions on what im saying or doing!! til next time - Sarah