Neurodermitis Baby

Holding on to my integrity and what’s left of my sanity for dear life

absolutely unhinged summer of 2026. You know when zodiac apps like co-star tell you to buckle up cause it’s either full frontal crash or an unexpected ride? Well it’s that but tenfold.

there’s good things happening in my life. things that I have dreamed and journaled about, things that I wanted so, so much. but then there’s my mother and her diagnosis, as if that’s the price I need to pay for the other good things happening. I don’t want the good things, I never agreed to this trade off and I’ve kept my mother in my prayers just as many times as I did a roof over my head or a career. take those things back if I can have my mother back.

My mother doesn’t remember where I work anymore and I can tell she really tries to remember when we talk and it breaks my heart when she gets it right on her second guess

08:39. overwhelming sadness at the thought of my future children not meeting my mother.

how do I live with the fact everytime I see my mother it’ll be the last time seeing that version of her? everyday a little less of her. I wish I could go with her

Not sure there is a point in anything anymore, my future visions all completely overthrown

my mom got diagnosed with alzheimers and it’s been a very dark two weeks. I don’t see any sense in anything anymore. scared for what is to come. heartbroken for what has been and never will be anymore.

guys……… I’m excited - dare I say

I just accidentally reposted a random girls photo that one of my ex situationships is on to my instagram help