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I'm choosing to pour into me because that is in fact all I have. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON MY SELF. Because I'm all I have and need to constantly refuel myself to be 100% for my son, my self, my dogs. And forreal that ends the lIst of important individuals and need to show up everyday for.
No jobs is worth sacrificing that. No additional person is worth putting me and them aside. I am okay being alone, my life is full, to the brim. I prefer my life as is and need to add no further confusion to my life.
Btw I never even asked for this intrusion until after it was apparent. Low key Ill probably never be ready. Ill hold out hope for the right person ready to guide to through it, but it's going to take me some time to recuperate for this shit admittedly.
Reminder:
Nothing needs to be done in terms of seeing your side, if he had the capacity he would have already.
It is what it is and there is no reason to try to manipulate it a different direction because it's not meant to be.
Within your capacity are the only your actions that would be enjoying your life, finding fulfillment, and working towards your long-term goals.
I hope for me to continue to evolve and learn and grow with understanding of all that is not within my control. I wish for him to find happiness, no revenge, just healing.
