it’s just indifference

Even though you tell me you won’t

I’m a little scared of being

Someone that you’re scared to love

But you don’t talk the way he did

And you don’t say the things he did

And I’m not who I was back then

But still

I’m a little scared to speak

Cause I can’t find the words to say

That I don’t wanna make this about me

I just can’t hold it in today

But you don’t play the games he did

And you don’t make me feel like shit

And my mom likes you more than him

But still

How do I tell you

That I’ve come to like the pain?

How do I tell you

That I don’t know what it means?

To be happy with somebody

Don’t know anything bout that

Who the hell can write a love song

Without making it too sad

That’s all I’ve been

How do I tell you

How do I tell you

I got it from him?

I’m a little prone to feel

A little overwhelmed with it all

Cause you are someone I want to know

And I hope you don’t let me fall

You make sure I get home safe

And you always know what to say

And I feel like I’ve found my place

But still

How do I tell you

That I’ve come to like the pain?

How do I tell you

That I don’t know what it means?

To be happy with somebody

Don’t know anything bout that

Who the hell can write a love song

Without making it too sad

That’s all I’ve been

How do I tell you

How do I tell you

I got it from him?

How do I tell you